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Welcome to Season three, Episode thirty eight of the Jordan B. Peterson podcast, I'm McKayla Peterson, Jordan's daughter.

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I hope you had a wonderful Christmas in this lecture titled Phenomenology Heidegger Binswanger Boss Dad discusses Heidegger's phenomenological philosophy of being interpreted through the eyes of a psychotherapist, Ludwig Binswanger and Metford boss. I probably didn't pronounce any of those names properly. It's probably Ludvig Binswanger or something. Doing intro's for Jordan Peterson ain't easy, folks. This episode is brought to you by Naude VPN. VPN stands for a virtual private network which extends a private network across a public network and enables users to send and receive data across shared or public networks as if their computing devices were directly connected to the private network.

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I had Dad cohosting that episode like he did with the Wim Hof episode. It was great.

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Talk to you next week. I don't know if any other personality course in North America talks about Binswanger and Boss anymore, maybe not, but I think their ideas are extremely interesting. And so I'm going to talk about them.

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They were influenced very much by Martin Heidegger, who was one of the 20th century's greatest philosophers. I would say probably. This school of this is part of the phenomenological school was more influenced directly by a philosopher than any other school. And just to reiterate, because you might keep wondering why I discussed so many philosophers in this course, it's because. Clinical psychology in particular is. Not strictly a scientific enterprise, it's because it's oriented towards. Values, as far as I can tell now, I don't I don't see that there's any way of getting around that and that because what you're trying to do as a clinical psychologist and perhaps what you're trying to do with your own life is to figure out how to live properly.

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Now, you can construe that is the absence of illness, which is that's about as close as you get to a scientific model of living well. So you don't have any illnesses. But even the idea of illness is an idea that's not precisely scientific. It's it's an it's an amalgam of scientific concepts and ethical concepts.

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So there's no escaping it. And if you're in the domain of ethics or values, then you're in what is more or less a philosophical domain. But also if you're a scientist, if you're a scientist who's interested in personality, it's also something you have to grapple with conceptually because people live within an ethic and the ethic structures their perceptions. And so even to study human beings as objects, you still have to take into account a ensconce themselves within a value system.

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And you have to understand what that means. So for me, it's easier and more straightforward just to get right to the root of the matter to begin with. And these people also had insanely interesting ideas. They're really useful to know. And so this I would say maybe these the philosophy that underpins this might be the most complex of all the philosophies that we're going to that we're going to discuss. And that's really saying something because there's no shortage of complexity, say, in Jung.

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So and it's very difficult to to portray what these people were up to. I started by telling you when we discussed Rogers a little bit, that the the phenomenologists were interested in the fact that people live within a self-defined perceptual world. That step might be one way of thinking about it. And so. Part of the part of the way to to start to conceptualize what that means is to consider for a moment, just consider for a moment how many things there are in this room that you might look at.

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And the answer to that is there's an infinite number of them, depending on how you're going to scale your perceptions you could spend if you were a painter, you could spend a month painting that tile, painting a representation of that tile, because it's it's infinitely complex to get the colors right, to get the patterns right. There's no end to it, really, because to make a representation that was accurate, it would have to be as detailed as the thing itself.

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And that's it's crazily detailed. But you don't concentrate on that sort of thing. So you think you're surrounded by an infinite number of potential things to apprehend. But that isn't the world you live in. The world you live in is a very, very constrained subset of those things. And part of the question is then what's the nature of that constrained subset? That's what you inhabit. That's what makes up your experience. And also how is it related to the to the infinitely complex objects that are around you?

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And that's really what these people were trying to figure out. So you're in this perceptual frame. That's one way of thinking about it. That's the design, by the way. That's the that's the existential frame or the phenomenological frame, because you can't think about it merely as perception, because it contains also all of the things that you experience subjectively, the emotions and the and the qualia that you know what qualia is as an element of being that, say, philosophers or scientists of consciousness have a particularly difficult time with.

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And it's like it's the quality of pain which doesn't seem reducible to a set of objective facts or the quality of color or the quality of beauty or the quality of love or the quality of sorrow. Those things seem irreducible to some degree in and of themselves, like what are what is pain made of. It doesn't even seem like a reasonable question. I mean, you can say, how do you decompose the neurological circuits that are involved in the experience of pain?

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Fine. But to ask what pain consists of or composed is composed of or what beauty is composed of or love seems to be. There's something wrong with that, with the formulation of that question, because those things sort of manifest themselves as raw facts of existence. And so their constituent elements of this of your field of experience, your phenomenal phenomenological frame, or this DASSIN, which is the way that that Heidegger conceptualized that that's being there with you at the center of the center of your what realm of experience.

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So. Now, here's some characteristics of the downside, the thing that you the thing that makes up you, the past and the present are implicit in it. Well, what does that mean?

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Well. So you have a particular emotional response to something, maybe it's a negative emotional response and you see this very frequently with arguments with people, you're having an argument with someone you love, like a family member. That's a good example. So let's say it's the same damn fight you've had with your mother 50 times. OK, well, that's interesting because what it means is that all of those 50 times that you fought with your mother are implicit in this fight.

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So although it's taking place right here and now, the past is shaped it. And if you wanted to investigate the fight completely, you'd have to get to the bottom of that entire train of interactions you had with your mother. So it's implicit in your current, in your current and your current experience. That's one way of thinking about it. But the future is implicit in it, too, because what you're doing right now, it's as if the futures folded up in what you're experiencing right now and it unfolds as you interact with it.

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And so and the reason that it's conditional to some degree on you and your past is because.

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It's your past and you that are determining the actions that you undertake right now that determine how the future is going to unfold around you. Now, no, not completely, obviously, because you don't have complete control over how things unfold, but you seem to have some ability to determine how things unfold. So one of the ways I've sort of conceptualized the phenomenological viewpoint, this is this is one way of thinking about it, I believe, is that instead of thinking and it does mean you have to reconceptualize your idea of objects like an object seems like a unidimensional thing.

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In some sense, it's an object, but most of the things that people interact with aren't like that at all. So like here's an example. Let's say you have. Yeah, let's say you get a you're writing the math. You want to go to medical school, you read in the cat, you get the envelope in the mail. It tells you what your score is. You hold the envelope. What are you holding? Well, if you think about it from an objective perspective, it's an envelope, who cares?

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It's just a little piece of paper, right? It's a little it's a rectangle of paper. But that isn't what you're holding at all. That's not what that thing is, is. That's how you see it. But it's not what it is at all. It's not even. And you know that your body knows that because you're shaking. It's like, well, what are you scared of the envelope? Well, the fact that you see it as an envelope is only an indication of just how narrow your perceptions actually are, because it's a portal, right?

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It's a portal through which you're going to walk into one of two worlds, one in which you're in medical school and the other in which you're not. And it also actually contains the past, which is really strange because you think while you already know what the past is, it's. No, you don't.

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Whatever that score is in there determines what your past was and you know that to you, go watch a movie and a bunch of things happen in the movie, and then something twisted happens at the end. And all of a sudden everything that you thought about the movie was wrong. And a whole new past for the movie pops into being, well, are you a premed student, a valid premed student? Well, the score will determine whether or not you were very strange, very strange, because you think of the past as fixed.

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You know, when you think of the things that you're interacting with as the things that you see and they're not. And your body is smarter than that way, smarter than that, because it responds to you could say this is sort of a Rajouri in perspective. Your body is more likely to respond to what the thing actually is than how it is that you see it. So, OK, so the past is implicit in the current being and the future is implicit in the current being.

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And so the past and the future sort of folded up inside it and you can unfold them and take a look at them.

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Now, here's the next thing, so from a classic scientific perspective, there's the world of independently existing objects and there's the world of subjects and the subject is really in a secondary relationship to the object because the object of world is what's real.

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But one of the things that the phenomenologists where we're concerned about that is that, well, you run into this problem again of exactly how it is that you define the object because. Just as the envelope with the scores in it can't be reduced to the paper, so the object that you're interacting with only reveals what it is as a consequence of the way that you interact with it. So, for example, if you take a complex object like another person, it's like, well, what is it that you are?

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Well, a huge part of that is going to depend on exactly how I interact with you, because you could be a raging beast if I interacted with you one way and you could be a perfectly, you know, cooperative entity that was very pleasant if I interacted with you the other way and another way. And so partly what's happening, you could think of what you're interacting with is something that's really multifaceted, truly multifaceted. And you say, well, you're trying to determine what it is.

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But the problem is, is that what it is manifests itself only in accordance with how you behave towards it. And it's actually the case with even even objects that you reduce right down to their constituent elements. So you might say like let's talk about subatomic particles hypothetically, the most objective thing there is. Well, it turns out that whether they're a wave or a particle depends on the way you set up the experiment. Now, I don't want to make quantum analogies, but what I'm saying is that the object is a very, very complicated thing.

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And so even defining what it is means that you have to adopt a frame of reference with regards to it and you undertake only some procedures and not others. So when you're defining an object, even scientifically, you actually don't define the object. What you say is here's a multi-dimensional entity. If you approach it in this manner, that's the procedure, right? The methods, if you approach it in this manner, it will manifest that set of traits.

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But the problem is, is that there's all sorts of other traits that it could manifest just as well if you treated it a different way. And so the object itself is not something that it's it's not something easily reducible to a single set of properties. I was talking to one of my students yesterday who had a pretty smart thing to say about images. We were we're talking about deep images, you know, the sorts that you might see in a really high quality museum.

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So maybe they're 15th century or 16th century Renaissance masterpieces is they're inexhaustible to some degree, which is why they're in museums and people go look at them, you know, decade after decade. And it's partly because. Every time you look at them, you're different, you go in one week, you look at it, you see something, you go in the next week, you look at it, you see something else. Well, it's partly because you're bringing something entirely different to the situation and the image is complicated enough to allow it to reflect something new to you, depending on the stance you take in relationship to it.

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And lots of things are like that. Lots of things are like that. A book you read when you were 16 is going to be an entirely different book. When you read it, when you're thirty five, say, well, the book's the same. It's like it depends on how you define the book because it isn't even obvious where the book is exactly. Well it's, it's on myself in the library. It's like no that's a chunk of paper that's on your shelf in the library where exactly the book is.

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That's a much more difficult question to to consider. So it depends on how you define the book. So without a subject, nothing at all would exist to confront objects and to imagine them as such. True, this implies that every object, everything objective in barely merely in being merely objectified by the subject is the most subjective thing possible. Well, you also know this, again, when you're in an argument with someone, it's you know, it's, you know, it's you.

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It's like you don't know. How are you being biased? Are you are you looking at the situation incorrectly? The person you're arguing with is going to convince you that trying to convince you that it's your problem. You think, no, you made me angry. It's like, hmm, an interesting statement, you know, as if you could do that. But it does seem that way. You were being provocative. Well, you're just too sensitive.

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It's like, how are we going to settle that? Well, it's a continual argument and that that, again, has to do with the crazy, entangled dynamic between subjective perception and objective perception. I've showed you this before. Now, I actually think this is a pretty good schematic representation of what's meant by dayside. And this is a complicated little diagram, although the diagram itself is quite simple. But it it it makes it it's predicated on the following assumptions is that you need to narrow down your world and what you're doing is narrowing it down from, let's say, an infinite set of possibilities to a finite set of manageable possibilities.

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And you do that a bunch of ways, partly merely you can't your senses aren't acute enough to detect everything. So pure stupidity in some sense stops you from being absolutely overwhelmed. You don't have eyes in the back of your head, for example. So you don't have to worry about all those things you're not looking at behind you. But then it's far more than that. You just can't handle that full complexity. So there's a continual narrowing process and then you exist inside that narrowed reality.

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Like if I look at you like that. There's not a hell of a lot of difference between that and looking at you like that, I can't really see these people. I can tell they're people, that's all. I can see your face. I've got just about all of it right there. So that's a very narrow and you're moving your eyes around and inhabiting this constant, narrow space. Well, what what's that space? What does that space you inhabit consist of?

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Well, that's designed that space that you inhabit. And so we could say it's something like this. You have implicit in that perception, a sense of where you are and what you're doing right now. It's in the perception and then in the perception as well is what you're aiming at because you're not just sitting here passively or you'd be asleep or you'd be unconscious. You're sitting here doing nothing, you know, physically, but you have an aim in mind.

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And the aim is what you're pointing your eyes at. The aim is what's structuring your perceptions. The aim is what's revealing that part of the world that is being revealed to you, to you. That's the revelation of the world. It also structures your emotions. It also primes your behavior. So it's not a drive. It's not a goal. It's not a it's not a motivation. It's it's it's more than that. It's all of that at once.

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That's sort of what your personality is. But you see, the phenomenologists don't really think about personality. They think about the manifestation of your reality. It's not exactly your personality. It's that you're the center of a reality and you constitute that reality. But all your elements of experience constitute that reality. And so it's something like it's simple, it's element. It's something like where you are, where you're going and the embodied actions you undertake to relate those two things, which would include your eye movements.

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Because, of course, perception is an active phenomena. You are shaking your eyes back and forth unbelievably rapidly. Otherwise, if you can if you can make your eyes stand still, which you can do with great concentration, everything will black out because you have to move your eyes back and forth so that the light hits different cells because the cells get exhausted and then they stop reporting. So you're just whipping your eyes back and forth in the micro micro way constantly and as well as moving them around voluntarily and involuntarily.

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So even perception is perception is a lot more like feeling things out with your fingers, even when you're using your ears or your eyes. It's very active. There's no passive perception. It's a motor act to perceive. And so that motor act is determined by your hierarchy of values. That's one way of looking at it, so another way of thinking about it. That's also how the past and the future implicit in it. Your very active perception is determined by your entire value structure.

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So it's implicit inside of it. It's folded up inside of it.

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You can tell that too, because if something violates it again, maybe an argument with someone, people are it's good to think about people as the thing you interact with the most as as the canonical object because they're so damn complicated and they get in the way all the time. And when someone gets in the way of what you're doing, you know, it isn't obvious what they're interfering with. It might be the little micro routine that you're undertaking right now.

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You know, maybe you go home and you make a nice dinner and the person you're making it for is all rude about it. OK, so what exactly are they getting in the way of?

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Well. They're certainly getting in the way of your expectations, of having a nice emotional time for the next hour, but you have no idea how indicative that is of some serious flow on you or them or the relationship or the situation or the way you've conducted your whole life or the way they've conducted their whole life and all of that's packed in there. It's sort of like the unconscious of the psychoanalysts. But it's more it's more it's it's not the same conceptualization.

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It's another way of looking at the same phenomena. So. All right, so the two people we're going to talk about most are made our boss and he was influenced by Martin Heidegger, who is a great philosopher, taken to task often because he turned out to be tangled up with the Nazis more than he should have been. And Husserl, that's Edmund Husserl, who is actually, if I remember correctly, Martin Heidegger's teacher that's living Binswanger. And they were both of these two people were influenced both by Freud and Jung.

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OK, so here is one of Binswanger claims, I love this claim, it's such a cool idea and I think there's neurological support for it. Neuropsychological support, what we perceive are first and foremost, not impressions of taste and smell or touch, not even things or objects, but meanings. Well, that's an interesting idea because. You know, it's been said that every person is an unconscious exponent of some great philosophers presuppositions. Well, mostly the way you think about the way you perceive is that there are objects in the world.

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You see the objects, you think about the objects, you evaluate the objects, you decide how to act on objects and then you act. Right.

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It's from. Object, sense, perception, emotion, cognition, action, that's wrong. That isn't how it works, it's partly not the way it works because you're actually the way that you interact with the world exists at multiple levels. So, for example, you have reflexes. So if I. If I. If I poke you hard, you'll react like that, you'll jerk back and that you do that without thinking. That's part of a neurological circuit that's very deeply embedded and that's virtually automatic.

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It's reflexive. It doesn't require conscious perception at all. It's too slow, for starters. And so you have multiple there's multiple levels of you interacting with the world. And at one level, you're seeing objects. You're thinking about them, you're planning what to do, but you're doing all sorts of other things that are way faster than that and other things that are way slower at the same time. Now, what what band is or claims is that what do you see in the world are meanings.

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And that show it's the meaning detection first and the object recognition second. Now, that's a hell of a claim that is. But but there's definitely levels of your nervous system that operate in that manner. So, for example, here's a good example. People have blindsight. There are their core visual cortex is damaged. They can't see objects, so they think they're blind. But if you show them an angry face, they'll manifest a change in the skin conductance.

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They'll orient. And it means that the eyes are still mapping the face onto the amygdala and the amygdala is mapping the pattern onto the body. No object, perception, pattern, pattern, pattern, no object perception. And so the meaning is what's what's the meaning is what's being perceived first and foremost. And you have to perceive meanings first because you actually want to stay alive. That's the trick. So the world is full of these things that have meanings to you, that are relevant to your survival and what you're what you're perceiving first is the relevance of the pattern to your survival and the idea that you can conceptualize that as a set of objects.

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Well, first of all, that's a pretty new idea.

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Technically speaking, right, because technically speaking, we didn't really start to conceive the world as a subject in an objective world until we really formalized science. Now, science was the implicit long before it became explicit, but it didn't become explicit until about five hundred years ago. So you react to meanings. So here's an example. Babies, if you if you have two surfaces and you put a piece of glass between them, they're elevated and you put an eight month old baby on the one surface so they can crawl, the baby can crawl, it won't crawl across the space.

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And you might say, well, it sees a hole and won't walk, won't crawl across it. But that isn't what it sees. It sees a place to fall off. Direct, that's direct perception, so when I see this, for example, my eyes see that as a pattern that patterns on my retina, it's propagated through my optic nerve, it's propagated into my brain. It's propagated onto my motor cortex.

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And the propagation is this that right. So I can pick it up. And as soon as when I look at that, this is implicit. That's implicit in the perception. You think, well, why do you see that at the size and resolution you see it at?

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That's why. So the fact that you see it that way has this implicit in it and isn't that you see the object and match your hand to it, it's that matching your hand to it is part of the perception of the object. It's what gives the object meaning. And so you see, actually, you perceive the meaning of the object. It's part of the perception. And you can't not see the meaning of the object while you can. If you're a scientist, you can sort of separate out the object from its meaning.

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That's actually what science does. It turns the object away from its meaning. And then, of course, there's nothing meaningful left. And so science ends up value free, but that's because the meaning has been torn out of it. Now, there's technical reasons for doing that. But Binswanger point is, don't kid yourself. You see the meaning first. Here's an example. You watch the Trade Towers fall. What did you see? Well, you could say, well, you saw the towers fall.

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It's like, why are you in shock for two days afterwards then? Well, because the towers are what are the towers exactly? As long as they're standing and operating their towers, as soon as they fall. God only knows what they are. Maybe they're the beginning of the next war. You know, maybe who knows what they are. And so everyone was in shock for three days because what they saw was the indeterminate meaning of that event. And it opened all sorts of gateways.

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It's like, well, the towers fell. There's gateways open everywhere. We don't know what's going on. We don't know what's going to happen next. We don't know where we are. And that's direct perception mapped onto your body. Bang, you're in shock. You see the meaning first and, well, you constrain it down to, well, why are you so upset? Well, the towers fell. It's like that's the best you can do for a verbal utterance.

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It's it's what your perceptual systems reported to you. But God only knows what happened. We still don't really know what it meant that they fell.

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Now, most things have put themselves back together, but.

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And then you think, well, what does it mean, what does it mean that what you see first is the meaning? And that's a really tricky question, because you might say, well, that's that's when you get back to the problem of what constitutes real. So I could say, well, you've evolved to see the meaning. Well, then we might ask, well, if you've evolved to see the meaning and that's kept you alive, is there anything more real than the meaning?

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Because as somebody who's a materialist would say, well, no, the object is more real. It's like now it depends on how you define real. It might be that the most real thing about the visual cliff is that that's a falling off place and that it's a secondary description as an object, a hole or something like that. That's just that's something you paint over top of the primary reality. And so. Well, here's and here's a practical application of it, or at least one of the things that I think is practical, you know, you can have experiences that differ in their let's call it high quality, meaning, you know, so you get engaged and engrossed in something and you're happy about that.

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It's not that you're happy. So you're engaged, engrossed in it. You would do it again, even though it might take take effort. You can tell that where you are is meaningful.

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Well, I think what happens in that situation is that you're in a place where many of the games that you're playing are stacked sort of isomorphic on top of one another. And the experience of meaning is the fact that you're playing the small game properly nested inside a larger game. You're playing it properly, nested inside a larger game, you're playing it properly, too, et cetera, all the way out past his balanced future is balanced. Everything is stacked up.

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And there's a report coming from your being telling you that that's why you're engaged, might say, well, maybe that's real. Maybe it's more real than anything else. It's a strange thing, because if you think that meaning is separate and secondary from the real objective world, then the reality is the object. But it is obvious that the reality is the object. It's certainly it's certainly not how we act. It's not how we perceive. And so.

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Did we evolve to perceive reality? It depends on what you mean by perceive, perceive might mean.

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Did we evolve mechanisms that allowed us to survive in the face of that reality? Yes. Is that what's real? What enables you to survive in the face of reality? It's a definition. It's a perfectly reasonable definition, unless you can come up with a better one, meaning our primary. Now, that brings up and that brings up a strange issue, so what determines the meaning of what it is that you're perceiving? Well, this is where Binswanger and boss disagree.

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Binswanger says it's it's the apriority ontological structure, the world design or matrix of meaning. OK, so what does that mean? Well, you have a particular history, biological and cultural and the individual, and you're viewing the world through the lens of that. Of that set of particularities, so it's almost as if you're behind a curtain and the curtain has certain holes in it and you can see through the holes in the curtain and about the curtain is your construction.

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So the curtain. With the holes determines what you see, well, boss would say no, it's the opposite in a very strange thing, it's that the meaning of the world manifests itself to you more or less of its own accord.

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And it's a tougher one to explain disclosure of meaning, boss, the revelation of the object, the emergent emergence of the phenomenon, the numinous, the very word phenomena is derived from Fania's thigh to shine forth, to appear, to unveil itself, to come out of concealment or darkness. OK, here's an example. You see someone beautiful. Your perception or. Is it your perception or does the beauty exist? That's the difference between Binswanger and boss, because Binswanger would say, well, the reason that that thing appears to you is beautiful is because of the way you're filtering it.

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And boss would say no. The beauty is in here is in the object itself and manifests itself. It shines forth. And so I really like this concept, this concept of phenomena. That's why they're phenomenologists. Feinstein means to shine forth from from the phenomenological perspective. You pursue those things that shine forth. Now, remember, this is kind of a. Parallel ideia, I suppose it's a parallel of union ideas, you remember in Harry Potter that when they're playing Quidditch, he's always chasing the snitch.

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And you remember how, if I've got this correctly, Quidditch is basically two games at the same time. Right. There's the standard game and then there's the game that the seekers' play. Yes, I've got that right. What happens if the seeker gets the snitch? Game's over, right? They win. Very interesting. It's brilliant.

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She has a brilliant imagination that that woman Rawleigh So the idea is that in every game there's two games going on. At the same time there's the ordinary game and there's the game that the seekers' play in the seekers' chase, the thing that shines out. And that's what that little thing is. The snatch, it's a round circle with wings. It's a very, very old old old symbol. It's a symbol of what. It's a symbol of reality before it's fractionated into its parts.

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I don't know how to say it any more clearly than that. It's a symbol of it's a symbol of what. Imagine that there are things that move forward to make you curious. And you were trying to figure out what was common among all the things that made you curious. That thing that Harry Potter is chasing, that's a symbol of that. It's golden like the sun. It flits around and attracts your attention and it's always moving. And if you're seeking, you chase it.

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So that's the phenomenological idea. That's the disclosure of meaning. You say, well, when you're curious about something, why are you curious about that?

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Is it is it calling to you or is it something that you're interpreting? Well, I would say it's both. I think that's the way to resolve this puzzle. It's that there isn't a perceiving entity without a structure. And your structure has been evolving itself for three and a half billion years. There's no perceiving entity without a structure. But by the same token, the thing that's being perceived also shines forth with its own potential manifestation. And you need to think of it both ways at the same time.

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But the curiosity issues are really it's fascinating one, because curiosity pulls you forward. It's not random. That's the thing that's so cool. You can't really control it, but it's not random. If your curiosity is random, you're schizophrenic and I mean not technically, because one of the things that happens to schizophrenics is that the mechanisms that establish relevance become pathologist and they see meaning everywhere randomly. And that's partly why they generate delusions, because they the incoherent manifestation of meaning calls out for a representation.

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They develop a paranoid delusion if they're intelligent enough to put everything together. But so you're curious and something pulls you forward. Well, you can't you you can interact with the curiosity and you can follow it, but you can't really direct it. The question is, where is it taking you? So that little ball that was a manifestation of what the Greeks referred to Greeks.

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Right. We're curious, is Roman in Greek? God, we're curious. The spirit more curious is this thing. It's the messenger of the gods, the winged messenger of the gods. It flits around. You say, well, the curiosity pulls you forward to where? Well, to ever wherever it wants to take you. That's a union idea as well, is that your curiosity is like the manifestation of yourself to the ego, right?

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It's it's the thing that you could be in the future calling you forward, something like that.

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Very strange ideas. Very interesting. See, when you start to understand that you're not in control of what makes you interested in things, the whole world shifts around on you. Because the question is, if you're not in control of that, what the hell is directing it? What's going on? It's not you. It's not under your control. It's not random. It's alive. It's dynamic. It has an orientation toward something that's the union self or that's the manifestation of meaning.

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Yes. Very strange.

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I told you this already. See, there's a there's an old representation, a very old representation of the snitch right there. Now, this is old symbol.

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You've got this dragon of chaos here. It's kind of like an octopus as well. That twist in its tail refers to infinity. Dragons almost always have an infinite tail like that. It's got the claws of a bird, maybe a bird of prey, the body of an animal and the head of a snake.

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And then down here, you see it's got the sun up there. So it's sort of aiming at upward towards the sun, this thing. And then down here is this thing called the round chaos. It's an old alchemical system. And if you look, the dragon is fertilizing this and that has potential. And it's like an egg. It's full of potential. And so it's a matter and spirit at the same time. It's sort of like it's a it's a representation of that which you're exploring because you could say, well, the thing that you're exploring is sort of a constructivist idea.

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You explore something new, what you generate from the exploration you, because as you explore it, you learn things that changes you. So you generate psyche out of the exploration. That's spirit, and you also generate the world out of it. But the thing to begin with is psyche and world at the same time. And that's what this thing represents. And that's what Harry Potter is chasing.

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That's what makes him a seeker. Very strange ideas. Now I'm going to tell you a dream, and there was a dream I had when I was working on these ideas, and I'm going to tell you the dream for two reasons. One is because it bears directly on these ideas. And two, because while we just covered psychoanalytic thought and I want to show you how a dream can work, because it's not easy to find a dream that you can interpret in a way that's public that makes sense because they're usually so tightly defined contextually.

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You can define them in the therapeutic context context, because you know so much about the person. It's very hard to pull that out and make it meaningful outside of that context. But this dream works. OK, so I was dreaming. I was dreaming that there was a small object, it was a circle, a sphere about this big and it was floating on top of the Atlantic Ocean. And I was I had a kind of a bird's eye view of it.

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And I was following it along, like maybe, you know, like a drone would follow behind an object and it was floating and it was really zipping along, man.

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It was really, really fast. And then the scene shifted to a bunch of scientists. They were sitting inside a room full of television monitors and they were watching this thing move across the ocean. And so it was here and then it was it had four hurricanes beside it. One here, one here, one here and one here. So it was in the center of four hurricanes. So whatever it was, was like some bloody potent thing was zipping across the it was zipping across the ocean.

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Then the scientists got a hold of it, I guess, and the scene shifted. And I was in a museum like an old Victorian museum. And this thing, this ball was now inside a would so imagine it would stand with a glass case on top of it. It was inside the glass case and it was floating, you know, sort of pulsing a little bit. And so inside the room there was Stephen Hawking. And the American president, I don't remember who it was, he was sort of faceless, but Steven, I thought Stephen Hawking, what the hell, disembodied intellect that Stephen Hawking.

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So that's what that meant. And the president, well, he's just a symbol of order. And so this thing, whatever it was that was surrounded by these winds, had been placed into a category system in a museum. It was boxed in. It had been conceptualized and categorized partly by disembodied intellect. That was Stephen Hawking and partly by social order. And so there's a Binswanger boss thing going on there. The thing passes and is alive. So it's got its own power, but it's also encapsulated in a category system.

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So I'm a third person observer in there. I'm not in the room. I'm just seeing this. So that was fine. So the next thing that happened? Oh, yes. One of them described the features of the room. Its walls were seven feet thick. They didn't want this thing going anywhere and it was made out of titanium dioxide. I thought, what the hell's that? Well, it's a paint. It's a paint substance, but it's also what the hull of the Starship Enterprise is made out of.

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So so my dream was saying, well, what's the hardest substance there? Is this well, it's titanium dioxide. It's not getting out of that box. The walls were designed to permanently constrain the object. OK, now, the next thing that happened was this object was it was you could tell it was kind of alive and it kept shifting around. And at one point it turned into a chrysalis, you know, a cocoon. And I thought, what the hell does that mean?

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And then so it turned into a cocoon. And I don't know if you've seen a chrysalis when it's just about to hatch, but it twitches around, it's alive, that thing. So they're very strange things. And then at the end, it turned itself into a pipe like a meerschaum pipe. And I thought.

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Then it reformed itself into a sphere and just shot right out of the room, like like the walls weren't even there, it was just it decided it was gone, bang, it was gone. And I woke up and I thought, what the hell? What the hell does that mean? It took me forever to figure this out. So then about two years after experiencing this dream, I was reading Dante's Inferno in the ninth canto, a messenger from God appears.

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So Dante goes down into hell. And it was Dante's attempt to describe. It's brilliant. It's so imagine that you go to a bad place psychologically, right? So your life has collapsed. That's terrible. But then you're trying to figure out what you did wrong and how you're to blame for it. And so what you do is a descent, a descent into your own foolishness and stupidity, level by level by level. And that's what Dante was trying to explain.

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That's what that hell was, levels of catastrophe. And there's something right at the bottom. And he found that it was betrayal that was at the bottom. So in any case, I was reading that and there's a line in there that made me remember this because I tried to figure out this dream for years. Hey, in the ninth count, a messenger from God appears in hell to open the gate of dis, which is barring the divinely ordained with a Virgil and Dante.

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The approach of this messenger, an angel, is preceded by a great storm described in the following manner. Suddenly they're broke on the dirty swell of the dark marsh, a squall of terrible sound that sent a tremor through both shores of hell, a sound as if two continents of air, one frigid and one scorching, clashed head on in a war of winds that stripped the forests bare, ripped off whole boughs and blew them helter skelter along the range of dust it raised before making the beasts and shepherds run for shelter.

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So that was like a herald of the arrival of this messenger. It's a very powerful scene. And I thought about this dream with this thing, with the four storms, so. The pipe thing that really that really that took me forever to figure out, and I finally remembered this painting by Magritte, this is not a pipe, right? So what does that mean? Well, what it means is the representation. Is not the thing, it's a very famous painting, right?

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The representation is not the thing. Well, even the perception is not the thing, and that's what the dream was trying to get at. It's like this thing, this thing that was so powerful and so capable of transforming could be encapsulated temporarily within a conceptual system. But whenever it decided to leave, it was just going to leave.

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And so what it was referring to was the potential that there is inside objects. So, for example, and it's such a complicated thing to explain. Nobody knew what cell phones were going to do. You make the cell phone, you think you know what it is, you don't know what it is, no one knew what the birth control pill was going to do. You make it. You think you know what it is. You have no idea what it is.

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And it's going to do some of the things you think it will do. And it's going to do a bunch of things you have no idea about. And that's because the things are more complex than they look. They're multidimensional and they have, I wouldn't say, a life exactly, but they have an intrinsic complexity that tends to unfold across time and it's only somewhat predictable. And so you have things under your control and in your grasp to some limited degree.

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But at any point, it's like the switch in the yin yang symbol. At any time chaos can collapse into order or order can collapse into chaos. And that's what that dream meant. Another painting by Magritte trying to express the same thing, right, all men in suits, all uniform, all thinking the same way, same haircuts, completely socialized, blinded by their own perceptions.

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That's us. Because you think while your perceptions illuminate and bring you information, it's yes and no. They also constrain to equal degree.

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I dreamed much later, about a year later, this was a very cool image to, you know, that image that I think is it Da Vinci or Michelangelo of the man inscribed in the square inside the circle? It's a very famous image. What it was like that except it was a cube, but not a square. And so there was a kind of a faceless person, almost like a mannequin inside this cube.

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And he was suspended about two feet off the ground and on the front wall, it was like wallpaper designs. There was these little squares about this big and they were Mandela's square with a circle inside them. And then inside the circle, there was a little snake tail that was out and the whole wall was covered with the snake tails. And the person when the person walked forward, the wall would move forward and walk backwards. The wall would move backwards.

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So it was always this far away and he could reach out and pull any of those snakes into being. And so that was another dream of the same sort of idea. What do you have in front of you? A world of objects? No. You have a world of potential in front of you and you can interact with any aspect of that potential, and while you're doing so, you realize that you pull something into being that wouldn't have been there before.

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And what you see in front of you is a wall of potential. The potential is not infinite because you're constrained, but it's still it's for all intents and purposes, it'll do you just fine. It's more potential than you could ever need. And so the dream C. Dreams. Dreams are at the forefront of thinking they get there before you, the creative imagination is at the forefront of thinking. It's trying to. If you think that you're moving out into the unknown to gather new information, what gets there first is the imagination.

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Obviously, that's what they said about children as well. You imagine at first, then maybe you can represent it in speech. And the dream is part of that imaginative process. That's what artists are doing their take, going out into the unknown and representing it imaginatively and so. Well, what is that painting mean? Well, if the artist knew that, he'd just write it down, right. The art is beyond what's what's articulable. Otherwise, it's not art.

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It's just propaganda. So the artist and the dream, they're out on the frontier. Right. That's the open imagination. And so when you're conceptualizing new things, the dream in the imagination can bring you places that you don't even know that you can go. And it's a mystery, too. It's like I don't know how I figured this out. It didn't. It was as if the figuring out manifested itself inside me because that's the experience in a dream, right?

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You don't feel I dreamed this up. You feel I had a dream. Where did that come from? Springs out of the unknown and offer something to you. Man's option to respond to this claim or to choose not to do seems to be the very core of human freedom. Here's pathology as conceptualized by the phenomenologists.

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It's a very interesting way of thinking about it. Existential guilt and fear as death to possibility. Well. So there's this idea. It's it's like an existential idea that you have some problems, that you have some problems in your life. Well, the part of the design is the sense of responsibility that you have to address those problems. It's part and parcel of the way that human beings manifest themselves in the world. So part of your pathology would be failure to bear the responsibility for your being and the sense that you have a debt to existence.

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And according to the phenomenologists, that's built right into the sense of your being a failure to shoulder existential burden results in neurotic guilt and fear. It's a remarkable conceptualisation.

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Unpaid debt to existents clean up your room, right? Well, that's a good place to start. Stop. OK, good. We'll see you in a week and a half.