It said, talks daily, I'm Elise, you you've probably heard a lot about what we can learn from children shoot. There are at least a few TED talks about it. But in today's talk, Yiyun Kim, a former kindergarten teacher, zeroes in on one thing that five year olds do better than US grown ups.

They ask for help, she explains in her 20/20 talk from TED at PME y asking for help is such a powerful and courageous thing to do.

What can we learn from children about being better humans? They're fiercely loyal to their friends, best to defend, quick to apologize and to forgive. But as a past kindergarten teacher, always a kindergarten teacher at heart, I want to share with you a surprising lesson and learn from them about being asked for help. I love human behaviors, how we act differently in different situations and environments, and these cute five year olds with their adorable cheeks and the perfect height to give more morning hugs to and almost a competitive love for high fives were so interesting.

My first class was called the Mars class. 10 students and each were so full of character. But there's this one kid I'll never forget. Let's call him Sam. Sam behaved like he forgot he was only five. He was so independent. Not only did he know how to tie his own shoelaces, but he knew how to tie other kids shoelaces, too. He also never took home a dirty thermos because he would clean it after his lunch. And if something happened and he needed a change of clothes, he would do so very quietly and discreetly by himself.

He didn't ask for help much himself, but he was the one that his classmates went to for help. Help of things like can help them finish the kimchi because it's too spicy. He didn't like showing any type of affection to teachers and came across as the cool kid. If you gave him a good morning hug, he would roll his eyes and make a funny face to show discontent, but also stand there and wait. If he didn't get his morning hug, he was so smart and reliable that even I would forget that he's only five.

As a novice teacher, I spent a lot of time observing how more experienced teachers interacted with their students, and I noticed something very peculiar. Oftentimes when kids fall, they don't start crying immediately. They stand up puzzled, as if trying to make up their mind. You know what just happened? Is this big of a deal enough for me to cry? This is what's going on. Usually kids will be OK until they lock eyes with an adult one that they trust and know can do something for them.

Eyes lock and then they burst out in tears. When I noticed this, I so wanted to happen to me because to me that meant that you had earned a kid's trust and had proven that you're capable to help them with anything. You are a hero to them. Weeks went by of me just watching other teachers have kids run to them in tears and I'd watch in jealousy. Oh, was I jealous? I mean, of course I didn't want the kids to fall, but I really wanted that moment of validation that, yes, I had earned a kid's trust enough to be the one to help them.

Then it finally happened. It was a beautiful day. It was during recess at the indoor playground. The kids were playing and I was getting something laminated because teachers are forever limiting stuff in the teacher's room next door. Then I heard a kid yell teacher, teacher fell down. So I went out to peek, looked around for Sam, and there he was looking very puzzled, as if he was trying to add double digits. Then he looked at me, our eyes locked, and then it happened.

His lower lip started to tremble and his tiny. I started to fill with tears and he burst out in tears running towards me and it was glorious. I'll never forget that moment. He let me give him a big hug and to help him calm down. And it turns out that yes, he did tripped over his own defeat. So there was no one other than the four to reprimand. We checked to make sure that he wasn't hurt and he overcame that with not even a bruise.

It was in that moment Artley. It didn't feel like I was there to help Sam, but rather he was giving me this gift, this opportunity to help him. It is something very weird that I struggle putting down in words with his vulnerability and coming to me for help, as if I could do something about it. You would think that gives me the power. But in that moment, no, it was quite the opposite and the power shifted even more so to him.

Being asked for help is a privilege, a gift for you to do something for someone, especially when it's coming from their place of vulnerability. With everything I learned from kindergarten or in teaching kindergarten, I went to conquer other things in life. Fast forward nine years and I landed in an association for Project Management Professionals in a role that works extensively with volunteers. Working with volunteers is a wonderful experience, but there are some things I wish I had been warned about, like how to set boundaries.

It's very easy to fall into the rabbit hole of because they're volunteers. Late night calls. Yes, because they're volunteers and have day jobs, business trips that are almost exclusively only on weekends. Yes, because they're volunteers that have day jobs. Not to pat myself on the back, but I got quite good at my job. I was thriving off of the relationships I was building. And the best way I knew how to judge whether I'd earn someone's trust was if they would come and ask me for help.

I loved it every time we did year end retreats and talked about what we want it to be in the next year. My key words are always help or helpful. The problem was that I wasn't being just helpful. Over time, I put more and more pressure on myself to always be busy and to always do a good job. Soon my self-worth became associated with my performance at work, which is basically a recipe for disaster. But don't worry, because I had the best coping mechanism, which was denial, distraction with even more work and drinking and lots of it.

I was so busy being helpful and independent and being a great person that I forgot how to ask for help when I needed it. All I had to do was ask. And if I truly believe that asking for help was a gift, then I should have been doing it more. Right? Well, we don't always practice what we preach, but about two years ago, I was slapped with a big fat reminder. To say that I was burnt out at that time was an understatement.

But thanks to my coping mechanism drinking, it looked like I was just having a great time. But one day, just like sand in the playground, I tripped over my own two feet. I blacked out and woke up with a big cut of my foot from broken pieces of glass eye swollen from crying and a voice so hoarse that I most likely been wailing. I don't have much recollection of what actually happened, but I remember feeling frustrated, sad and afraid.

Now, you've known me for only about 10 minutes, but you could probably tell that this was really not like me. So when I came to my senses about what had happened, I was in shock. There was no other way of seeing it other than that I needed help, both in the sense of I needed some type of therapy, help, but also help in getting out of that situation. It was one of the lowest moments of my life.

And even in that moment, my mind was running in hyperspeed into problem solving mode. What do I do with this? If I don't fix this, then I'm even more of a disappointment. If I don't resolve this, then I'm even more of a failure. Those are things that were running through my mind and it didn't even occur to me that I could ask for help. I was surrounded by so many people who cared for me and wanted to help, but I just couldn't see them.

Until finally, my good friend had to literally help me by my shoulders and force me to ask for help. Can you do this now? Do you need help? Yes, can I help you? Yes. Can I get others that love and care for you to help you too? Yes. That was my grown up version of locking eyes with my teacher, and just like that, as soon as I said, yes, you may help me, I felt a tingling of hope and some sort of control coming back.

And if you think about it, isn't it so weird? We spent all of childhood being so good at asking for help and are expected to grow up to be these self-reliant human beings. And we get so good at it that we have to be reminded that it's OK to ask for help. Later, that moment helped me realize so many things, I'm always so happy to help others and I love it. Why wouldn't others be willing to help me?

And more importantly, why wouldn't I want others to feel the happiness and joy that comes from helping the sounds of the world? We all want to be the best in life, to be strong, independent and self-reliant, but we don't always have to be. So let's start asking for help more often, because helping science is a privilege and a gift. Thank you. PR ex.