L.A., babe, welcome to Los Angeles. In Los Angeles, the quality of your video of you doing that is the best. Oh, thank you. Really? You ready to hush up? Yeah, no, we could start there.

I like that compliment. We could start there because the is the way we do things.

And then you look so like sick to your stomach. Dude, I've been I've been so nervous every day, every day, every day I wake up. I'm just like I'm sick to my stomach. I don't know why you should just see a doctor.

Oh, my God. I think you're pregnant.

Have you been up? Are you craving food? No. No. Yes, I'm just.

Are you hungry? Oh, all the time.

What, that like three times a day. Whatever way you have cancer, everything is just everything.

You guys haven't been feeling like that all like through. I've just felt so good. I felt really stressed out. Yeah. I go. I go. Well since when did you literally cried to me last night. What are you talking about. I'm not going to lie.

There's been a couple of times in the past two weeks where I just let it all out and just. Oh, for real. Oh yeah. You know what?

If I had other day, I've never seen you cry. I've seen almost every single one of the friends cry except for you because because nothing normal like nothing makes me cry. But like lately I just I feel like I'm pregnant.

Like I'm just I'm just so emotional. I never see you emotional. Even as Kenny today I was like, do you think Zane's happy right now? I don't know.

I don't really see emotion. I don't I don't even think I know.

I just have, like, wrestling dick face all the time. You can never see, like, how I'm feeling.

I think Dick is resting dick face. Yeah. It's just like this. Kenny. I'm listening. Kenny wrestling or wrestling.

Dick Face is different for a gay man, but yeah, we'll talk about it more. You know, get emotional on this one. I'm going to cry.

Can we can we. You're like sitting here like this. I'm ready.

I give him a second. You got two minutes. I'm good. I'm good. Let's get started. OK, before I cry. All right.

It's Coffey's. Oh, baby.

I'm sorry you had to see those dance moves. Well, I did it for a reason. I was entertaining somebody. But welcome back to. Oh, welcome back to Zenith Heath, unfiltered. I'm your Hosain and I'm here to host Heath.

We're joined by the lovely Kenny and Mariah.

So let's get right to it. We have a very, very again, every time I get introduced. OK, let's get this going. We don't have much time. Does not even put the camera on them when they get in.

Just cut right there. Well, we have a very, very special guest this evening.

This tech talker has over 100 million followers on all platforms, not just tech talk. She's not there yet, but on all platforms.

I think that's like the most tech, Tucker. It's just yeah, just following.

She's also the only thing that was very kind one of the sweetest girls I've ever met on this platform. I think it's the Southern drawl.

It is a Southern Comfort that hooks you in. Yeah.

Rhymes with Madisen Day. Welcome. All right. Alison. Alison.

Miriam, I'm sorry. Hi, I'm happy to be here. Hey, y'all. Yeah, it's absolute, right? You're saying you're a little nervous to be on this podcast.

What other podcasts have you done? This one I've literally done my own. And David said, OK, well, you can plug it in my own podcast. Mama knows best. All right.

Well, we're not even minute she has over 100 million.

Why are you doing. My name is good. What did I do today? I didn't really do. Yes, I did. I did a lot of stuff today. And she does more in one day than we do in a week.

Oh, look, I had a livestream I had to do and I did you all your life. Oh, a lot. But I'm dead. I was on like a different it was like on a brand YouTube channel. Oh, okay.

Cool with my brother, you know, just getting that cash, you get that coin, you know, and we'll introduce yourself and tell us a little bit about yourself.

I'm Addison Ray and I do a lot of things.

How tall are you? Very good. Let's get to the good side is your slate. I'm Addison.

I am five three. I say five four. So it gives me an edge. And I'm from West Lafayette, Louisiana, and I live in Los Angeles, California.

Oh, I thought you're from Utah, what, literally the other day.

Like, how are you being serious? I'm from Louisiana. Utah is not in the south Louisiana. Oh yeah.

We were going over quite literally, just that I'm a southern girl. I do the research Katie does. I'm sorry you're here. Hey, y'all. Do you literally know where the states are? I know, but do you we go over questions.

I don't want to ask her anything. He goes, yeah, we can ask her what life was like in Utah.

You go to Utah. I went to Utah for a vacation.

Well, how what he wants to know. Beautiful it beautiful. Zain, thank you for asking me.

I've been it's really nice. I saw yellow snow.

Did you open it?

No, I played in it after somebody. Yeah. You're a tech talker. You do a lot of different things like tech talk. And you also have to offer.

It's my only personality, you know, like I know that I know that you're a good actress because I've seen it before. You've acted all scene to me before, which I thought like when you the at the moment I was like, oh, she's about to act and then you're really good. I was like, oh shit, you should do acting. That was really impressive seeing you. And now you are because you are in a movie which is so fucking exciting.

Yeah. Congrats.

That's credible.

I know it's crazy, but I feel like it's also scary because it's like, I mean everyone knows how people react about influenza's being in like spil negative connotation to it.

I think it's just because but I get it.

It's like you see someone's personality so much that you can't imagine them as a character. You know what I think is why a lot of actresses, actors don't put themselves out there as who they are, because then it kind of takes away from like characters.

Obviously, I never even thought of it like that.

Yeah, but that is what it is, because that's what people can't believe it as well. But I feel like unless you're really good at it and like practice a lot, I mean, which I've been doing, you know, like I've been really taking it seriously these past probably ten months now.

So but I've done acting my entire life is which is why it's like weird for me to be able to say that, because I'm like I know I've done it like, oh, she definitely can't act.

And I'm like, no one even knows that I didn't.

Laura and people are Utah. Oh yeah.

Have you been taking because I know like when you brought it up to us like a while back, which like when you told us it was so fucking insane because I because Todd just showed me that movie for the first time, like couple of days before you told us that I was like, oh my God. Like that movie was such like an iconic movie.

I didn't know you had seen it. Wow. Say what? The movie is real quick.

Yeah. The movie's called. Sorry, the movie's called. She's all that. Right. She's all that with Freddie Prinze Jr. and Rachel Hook.

Rachel Leigh Cook. And yeah, it was like a big movie. It was like ahead of its time. I think that's what they say. They talk about the movie.

Right. And yeah. And they're doing a remake of the movie rendition of the movie. Yeah. And they're it's called New Star. He's all that.

He's all that. Yeah. That's his name is Padget Hodgett. Hagit seen coming.

Paudge very elating. There were the other names in that movie.

Cameron OK, did they specifically came to you and were like, we want you to fill this role like we envision you being this person.

And now it wasn't necessarily like that. I mean, I had to go through like a long process of it.

OK, so I go back. I auditioned. Yeah, nice. Incredible renditioned, really audition. And so I have to say, was that your first audition or like had you gone on?

Oh no.

I've been like self tapes and in person before that and then that one was kind of like the one that got it, you know, it stunk.

Where are you super nervous when you audition or are you just like, oh, I'm going to kill this?

No, I think because I've done subthemes before that I didn't get that thing. I was just like another one. I'm not getting. Yeah, no. I feel like I didn't really go into it to just oh, I'm not going to get this. I might as well just do my best. How do you feel when you got the call?

Well, I was actually like just finished filming a podcast.

Upset I'm I to get. She's good, no, but I actually just finished filming one of my podcast episodes and we were outside of the place we film, and I was like also having like a breakdown that day, which is really unfortunate. But like, I was crying in the car, like about just like it was like a lot of stuff like mental health, which is like sucks.

But it was just like I was really overwhelmed, really stressed. And then my agents were in the car too. And they're like, OK, I was like bawling my eyes out. They're like, all right, we have to get in a car really quick, can you get on it? And I'm like, I'm literally crying, what are you guys talking about? And they're like, no, we think we should get on it.

And so I got on the call and then I got told it was pretty.

And that's Hollywood. And then I was like, oh, is a crying, happy tears. And then actually out of everything. Yeah. And then they kind of so excited. It was really exciting year and a year.

I think actually we're talking about it all the time. We're like a fucking year like hasn't even been a full year since you like made your first like October. Yeah.

My first take talk was made in July last year. That's it.

Well actually this I downloaded the app really and then posted my first one and then I hit a million followers last October.

No, October. Twenty seventh year I had a million. That's that's absolutely.

You know, when you started school, did you, like, get into it thinking like, I want to do this professionally, like I want to make something out of professional take time.

No, it's just like I think mean just entertainer tainment. Well like as a as a profession. Mm. So my entire life I've like was in competitive dance and I feel like anyone in competitive dance like grows up wanting to perform. Yeah. So it wasn't like a question for me, it was kind of just something I always had a passion for. And then in Louisiana like realistically. OK, I'm kidding.

I'm kidding. They pay attention just slowly falling, falls asleep. He's like and now I fall asleep randomly all the time.

I was off camera. But the fact that you just talk to me now, I'm going to do what I do. So I need everyone to have coverage on this episode.

No, but in Louisiana, it's like not really common for people to just be like, oh, yeah, chase your dreams.

Like, it's very routine in the south.

You know, it's like, you know, you kind of know most people get, like, stuck.

Yeah. Just in Florida in a bad way.

It's just like, oh, you kind of grow up knowing this is comfortable. And like you you know, you go to high school, you graduate, you find someone you love and you marry them.

Then you go to college and then you have babies by eighteen. Yeah, over there, it wasn't necessarily like.

Anyone pushing me to do anything about it, like, oh, you love to do this, like goof dance team or something, helping you and like pushing you a lot to pursue your dreams.

Yeah, 100 percent. They always have been supportive, but I think they didn't push me to do anything about it because I didn't necessarily have that, like I always had drive to do things and like intention. But I never like I also was in a relationship for a really long time and like for five years, like, you know, high school all throughout. And so, like in that relationship, I was like, oh, I definitely don't want to move, ever leave, you know, and not be with this person, because I kind of thought, like, oh, in Louisiana, you know, you find the one you want to be with and then you stay with them and then you kind of stay with them.

It's like doesn't exist. Exactly. Exactly. And that's kind of how I thought.

And so they never, like, pushed me outside of that because I didn't want to be pushed outside of that. But then once I did go to college, I, I went to study sports broadcasting journalism, which was kind of going to be like for me in my brain, it was like, this is my way to like get into, like, entertainment, you know, without having people being like, OK, that's unrealistic. You're not going to go to L.A. and you're not going to be a movie star.

You're not going to do that, you know, but you had the intention or hope of.

Yeah, I had that kind of like other like my mindset was also thinking like, OK, this is going to be the way I do it, you know, because if I can't do it by going to L.A. and making it, then I got to do something about it because I love this. Yeah. And then I went there for a few months.

I was there for like three months in college and I realized I was really better at it wasn't bad at writing papers, but it was just taking a all the time.

I didn't want to spend my time writing papers. I want to do the talking. And so I went to my counselor's office and I was like, So can I get the papers to switch to Priddle, which is like, obviously I know, completely free.

All right. So and then literally, I think two weeks later I went to L.A. for the first time and then I was like, all right, I want to move there. And then in November, I was like, Hey, Mom and Dad, I literally have to move. And I had just hit a million that following like a few weeks.

What did you go to L.A. for, though, that first time? Was it because of, like, tick? Yeah, because famous birthdays had, like, messaged me and was like, let's do an interview. And I was like, oh my gosh, yeah. I'm like next door.

There's no to get you. It's the only person that said Happy Birthday at his house and then deleted it. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I have to verify birthday posts from verify like verified accounts and one of the most famous birthdays.

The other one was this was this other article and they deleted after I got no traction in that tweet, there were like, pull the plug.

Yeah, you definitely you definitely need to say it's your birthday when it comes to, like, social media, like, you know, you've got to play it off.

Yeah. Yeah. I like this year. I just didn't care.

So I said, look, if you like your big break inspired you to come out here. I went like a big break or anything.

But I would say, like, it definitely was like my excuse to to get out to play like Asep, you know. And then I did that. I came here.

Did you like it in the famous birthdays? No.

L-A yeah. I love I loved it. I mean, I came here one other time before that trip and it was when I was 16 and I like begged my mom to take me here with my cousin and my best friend. And I was like, please, for my 16th birthday. That's all I want is to come to take a picture like this. So we did OK.

One hundred percent like it's so it's so exciting because you're coming from like not to say nothing, but you're coming from something that's completely different from like what you grew up.

You went from L.A. to L.A., L.A. to L.A.. Yeah.

And do you miss Louisiana? I guess that a lot. And I feel like the answer's always no, not because of anything specifically. Like I love my family. That is all there because most of them are in Louisiana and Texas. But I'm from like a home like standpoint. No, because I don't really have a sense of home, which is like so sad to say.

But like, I really don't I like, moved to so many places. Yeah, well, like through my childhood that I, like, don't have a sense of like, oh, if you could go back home, I'm like, where is that.

You know what what exactly is that. Because where you started like yeah, yeah. I was born in Lafayette and then after fifth grade so like I mean you can't really remember that much from that time.

So I wouldn't go back to be around people that I was with until I was in fifth grade. And then in sixth grade I went to Houston and I lived there for three years. And then I moved to North Louisiana, which is a completely different place.

And then I lived there for high school. And then I moved to Baton Rouge for college.

I just had my face in, like, a wanderer, OK? Yeah. And then I moved here.

So it's like I've just all like the important parts of your life. It was like living somewhere else. So it's like middle school, high school. You have to have like any hometown, like friends.

Like best friends like like. Yeah.

To you to. Yeah I know, I know we're already past like you shooting this movie, but I want to know a little bit more like how do you, how is it like filming. Like do you like it. Yeah. You can do after this movie.

Yeah. No it's totally it's, it's insane. The feeling is crazy. I thought I was going to be extremely nervous my first day. I posted a tech talk on my first day on set though. Yeah. Yeah. In my trailer and I don't know. It was like not as scary as I thought it was, but I think because I had kind of done like work on other like I did a Nickelodeon show and things like that, and like I was on one and then I did like something for reality and things like that.

So I feel like I kind of knew what it was like to have a camera like that around me. But it is completely different than like YouTube and stuff. Right, because you're talking to the camera and so, like being aware of the camera, knowing where it is, but like never looking at it was like kind of something I was scared about seeing.

Like where everybody around you, right? Yeah. I mean there's like higher like. Yeah, yeah.

It's, it's really crazy. But I wasn't as nervous as I thought I was and I think I didn't, I did what I could do and I did my best. What was everybody like.

Really. Like everybody like the production crew. Everybody like really sweet to you throughout the whole. Yeah.

They've all been really nice to me, like super supportive and like always like affirming me when I deserve it. Like they definitely don't aren't gracious with me because I mean they're people that have done this forever, you know, they know what's right and what's wrong. But the director is like really good to me about being like, hey, you know, try this or like let's do this or like maybe change your intention here.

You know, once you got the role, like, did your agency set you up with, like an acting coach or do you already have an acting coach to like?

Oh, yeah, I had an acting coach and I have had acting coaching throughout high school and middle school.

But yeah, I mean, I definitely like switched it up and kind of like took it to the next level because it was like, OK, it's serious, you know, like really serious now.

Yeah. So I was spending a lot of time on calls with, like my acting coach and the director and just like the cast and like getting to know people, I was like Zoom's every day.

So what's it like with the the love interest in the movie? Um, how's that going? I mean, it's it's like not I don't know.

I guess I thought from an outsider perspective always that it was like super weird, you know, like I was I was like, no, I like I like, yeah, I.

I mean, have you all seen Capecchi on Netflix? No. The guy that plays my opposite, he's one of the characters on that.

OK, I've heard it's really good.

Did you watch it. So, you know, I didn't I didn't look at his scene like a few of his scenes because I was like curious. But I also like did chemistry read with him over Zoom and stuff. But also Zoom is completely different than like really.

Oh, that is weird because you are doing everything that normally so much harder.

Yeah, it is you to read but there, there you can read it like a table read on zoom. Wow. Oh so cool. Yeah.

Voiceover is doing the same thing too.

You normally they would read in person but they can't now so it's like I totally get it but like isn't I feel like that's essential to make a movie to like physical like because you're not if you're really good.

Right. You guys don't have to be like on top of each other. You give me six feet apart like with your masks on doing the read. So I just feel like that would be a better like way to practice.

It's also like the mask, like it's also like your full face. Like I think it's better to see the full face and have that emotional face than to have your mask on.

Also, too, it's like you're not you're not on like nothing. You're literally sitting at a table for a table read. You're not doing any sort of body language, anything. So honestly, for Zoome, I mean, it might be better.

Yeah. But also Werritty like to me I'd be like, oh, I'm going to perform much worse on Zoome than if I just do it in fucking person.

But that's just saying I'm not a fucking doctor.

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Even I have been in front of the camera before and it doesn't go well so you don't see that.

But if you do turn into cloud or I. Could you. Hey I think we actually did a pretty good job on that because it was hard. But I'm comfortable around me. I feel like I'm much better. Yeah.

Yeah. Did Bryce ever get a little jealous of your love interest in the movie?

I've heard some people to some actors on set.

I mean, no, it's like it's it's a job like, you know, it's work. So and it's like if I'm, like, passionate about something, I feel like if I'm surrounded by people that are just going to get jealous about the things I'm passionate about, I want to do much and really have them around me the best.

You guys doing good? Are you guys, like, a little just a little fling? A little. When is it going to be so.

I don't know.

What are you to start doing? None of our guests have done this shit. Yeah, well, we just don't have anything to answer those questions, like we couldn't even be like make sure to check out the video because we don't have a video, so we don't have a video.

So sorry.

Yeah, no, it's cool to see it because, like, you guys seem like you were a thing for a while and then it like stopped. And then. Now. See, in the Halloween videos and stuff, they're all touchy feely, they're hot. It was hot and alive.

Yeah, that was an interesting time. Well, I mean, like back in September, I feel like you were kind of saying that things were just really confusing between you two. Would you at least say that, like, now you kind of know what you are or where you're headed or like it's a little bit more difficult?

Everything everything makes sense now. Like, I'm not like feeling confused, which I feel like that's the worst feeling to have about anything, you know, is when you're confused about it, it's like usually not the right thing, but it's like, why is it even confusing me in the first place if you're not sure about it?

But like now, I definitely feel like I mean, we've gotten to the point where we can talk about like what kind of direction everything is and like where we are and like what we're doing separately. And, you know, yeah, I don't know. I feel like it's definitely more clear.

I think it's important to when you're like because you've been talking about how busy you are. It's like communication is so important when you when you guys aren't physically seeing each other a lot, it's like you have to keep at least like a line of communication to keep it like. Yeah, on the same page.

I feel like in the beginning to it can get so confusing. But like once you set boundaries and you guys like just respect each other's space and know like.

Exactly. Especially if you're working a lot, it's like one less thing to worry about. Yeah. A hundred percent is working and I think so too.

Like around the time when I was like so stressed out about everything and like very confused, it was because I was also like that in my personal life, like my own life, you know, I was like, I don't know what I want to do or where I want to go or like, what's the next thing for me?

Or like what, you know, like I was also just feel like spending my time, like doing things that I wasn't sure of, you know, like I was just like, what am I doing?

You know, there was no intention behind a lot of things I was doing at the time. So it was like. Coming in with that, it was just like a mess. Yeah, so that's another thing that you weren't sure about. Yeah, like it's like, oh my God.

Yeah, because I'm like nothing I'm doing is I'm sure about. So what who's to say. I'm sure about this.

Like, I don't even I don't even know about that because I'm not sure about these things that are important to me at this point, because I mean now I feel like there's so many concrete things that like, you know, what you're doing right now, like you have Eitam beauty. You have like the movie that you're filming now, like, I feel like so much higher.

Yeah. Like so much has materialized. It's probably easier to, like, look at things in a way like, OK, no, this is what I want. This is what I exactly 100 percent. And I feel like that cleared a lot of things up for me. Like mentally.

It's good you were tweeting some sad things yesterday.

I like transition way. You know what?

You did mention that the other day and then I looked like just a few hours ago and it was a sad face. I was like, oh, wow.

More sad tweets, not just of you or you said, I'm happy.

I am happy. I think there's moments when I'm sad. But I think that's that's what you're supposed to be. I think there are there should be if you were happy all the time to be so that would be more stressful. Right.

I'm like something going wrong. Is there there's something has to be coming up wrong. Like when you're too happy then you're like overthinking thinking that the fact that something wrong is going to happen.

I just feel like I felt like I was like a few years ago. I felt like I was always happy.

And now is just like it's all of a sudden it's like starting to hit on, you know, getting up is just catching up to me. And now it's hitting me every day. Yeah.

What's been making you said what's been the main route of I mean, I feel like I'm always like a happy person. Like I love. Yeah. I love to smile. I love to laugh. I love.

I just think for me it's been like a little bit of stress is like the only thing that's making I'm not actually sad.

It's just like stressed and like overwhelmed.

I probably feel. Yeah. Really overwhelmed with all the the workload you have going on right now, you probably don't have enough time to like like obviously you're focusing on stuff that you like which is like. Yeah. But like actual like downtime to like do things that you enjoy as a person and like yeah.

I think it's dealing with like my mental health is like I don't have enough time for that sometimes, you know, I'm so busy with other things. But balance is a good thing. Is is like I love all the things I'm busy with. I kind of obsessed with them and they're amazing. And I couldn't imagine spending my time any other way.

But it's like at the same time, it's like, yeah, there are like, oh, I read the comments are like oh oh my for you pages you do X and I see this and I see that and it's like upsetting and like hurtful.

I just know that there's a lot, there's a lot on your table, like there's a lot that you are. I feel like that you're like you have going on right now, like I feel like influencers throughout like eight years altogether I feel like has not gotten what you guys are getting and that short amount of time.

No, I agree. And it's insane to me. It's so crazy. And I think that's another part of it too is like, yeah, there's not really that many people you can go to and like ask what what do I do?

What am I feeling? Because there's just it hasn't been like this, you know, really ever like. Yeah.

And the next time I'm going to go find your your train of thought in the bathroom. Yeah. Yeah. Just waiting for me to Turteltaub like stumble. Stumble.

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Everybody doing good. Welcome back to the podcast. Anyway, where were we anyways? Where were we? Probably somewhere in Utah. I don't know. They lost a train of thought. So we're moving on.

Let's have a little bit of fun thought. This bitch in the hot seat. Oh, God.

Honestly, honestly, Hotsy is like my least favorite game in the entire world.

And why do they when they play it? I don't know. Because we want to fuck around with absolutely no idea how honest people get.

Let's do it. You're like, oh, no, it's not true, because I feel like with Hotsy you can totally dissimilarly about it, but everyone gets super honest.

You're like, OK, all right guys, you're wrong.

You could literally just be like, oh, and then say something else. But everyone always is like, oh no, we're playing hotties. I haven't actually say it.

It's because people, people, people can't lie quickly.

It's like they have to think about it and just wait for it or, you know, I got you I got into nerd paranoia is was literally the devil's game. All those tosses friends are played. I shit I'm like my dad but I learned it from your. I'm not you know, I played it that one night, it was so it causes legitimate fights in fights with people.

There are people there that we didn't know and they were like saying their names and them. And we were like, we have what was this?

Was this one time? Oh, my God. That was when I brought. Can we talk about that really quick and brutal?

We were out by our backyard and Zain brought over a Tinder date and she came with a friend and they were total strangers to us. And we played this game called Paranoia.

They're very, very sweet girls. Yeah. Where you sit in a circle, it's horrible. Don't play it, baby. If you are confident in your skin.

No, no.

Like somebody was like, who's got the most fucked up hairline and then they point, no, no, baby, I know.

OK, let me explain the game. So you sit in a circle with friends and or cool people and you whisper to the person next to you a question.

Say it was, for example, like, who has the worst hair line here? You would whisper it to them. Then you would flip a coin. If it was heads. You have to admit what the question was. And then and if it's tails, you move on and nobody ever knows.

But you point at the person you pull out right before you flip the coin. You and you're being honest. Right.

But do you remember when we played in here, someone was like, who do you fake laugh at the most?

And I think Zain pointed at me and I was like, yeah, I remember I picked off the most, but I don't think you're a lot of putting yourself in that game. So I pointed out, you know, who do you fake laugh at the most?

And you said you said that I was not funny, but I think that was a joke. I to be honest, I find funny since none. So it's OK. I've gotten funny. Taken improv lessons. Yeah. Jason Yeah.

But continue the story. It's an awful fucking game and nobody came up with a game. Jeff came up with that game to play.

Jeff came up because a certain group of friends he decides how to play people though Jeff to try to get people riled up.

You just played that game when we played that with sources, friends, and it went horribly. I'm not going to talk about it, but it went horribly wrong for some reason.

And then I think after that, that was the last time we played the game. And then Jeff was like, let's play this game just because I think you just he lost it. Yes, I win.

As soon as he said I was just like, of course you're going to do it right now with this group, with this girl, because it's not going it's not going to get pretty. And like the people playing.

Can I say with that one question was which one? Oh, the one that she got.

Oh, yeah, sure. And she left right after. She was so nice. And I was like, man, she's so pretty, so nice. I actually really like this girl. I don't know. Somebody answered the question.

Somebody asked our friend, who is the biggest cloud chaser here, and he pointed to Zane's girl.

It was and then it was hacked. Obviously he did it like I think it was like he did it as a joke. And just because no one knew. But the girl that did not know and it was really serious, I would have thought so. I know if that was me. So you know anybody here. Yeah.

Looks like his easiest way out because it was the only person he didn't know here and did it with one of his friends.

Yeah. Yeah. But what I like about the awkward position, she kind of snapped, not snapped back, but she kind of like was giving juicy questions after that. And I was like, oh she can. Yeah. Like she was like kind of OK with it. She was like, she was like, OK, I see our plan. She was really nice.

And I'm the type of person when like like something just gets sour, I just cut it. I actually like I really enjoyed her and I was going to hit her up, but like I never did because because of that I thought, would you hit her up because I actually liked her.

I know. I know. I know you did. I did too. But I was just like that was so bad. I was just like, fuck I that's it.

Do not just stop. She's going make it tick tock story time anyway.

So let's see now make everything worse. The hot seats a little different.

It's basically we're going to do a fast paced round of questions. Oh gosh. And you have to answer truthfully, who is your celebrity hall pass.

Celebrity hall, yours, like if you like, like Bryce would let you hook up with a celebrity, it's like your hall pass and it's not Bryce Hall. No, I know. I honestly like I feel like there isn't one for me that sounds so lame, but there isn't because I don't I don't really like having just a celebrity fucking bullshit.

You're not playing the game. Right. You're supposed to be truthful. I don't know. All right. Fair enough.

Did you ever, ever have a crush or liked David Overegg?

That's so funny. I like I didn't know that a crush on him, but I was like, oh, my gosh, he's just so passionate about what he does.

It's so cute. Did you ever used to do those Asterix tweets? Was it ever about David?

Yes, and I texted her about that. Yes, what is that tweet? She did ask her tweets. One of them was about David Dalberg, about.

All right. Yes. I mean, these are. We're actually wondering if these are not on the list.

I don't know what is an astronaut. You come up with questions on the spot. I wanted to ask her tweet so she would post like a tweet, but it's like they're all out of them.

So people had to, like, decode them. You have to decode it. But, yeah, it was funny.

No, I think like but I don't think I never would have been like, oh my gosh, I'm just in love with him. Or like I would say I was never like that. It's like you're just fine.

And I also just I like that. I was going to say I don't have any celebrity like crushes because I'm not like, oh, this person is so hot and sexy.

I like love, passion and people.

So like when I noticed that he was passionate about, like his vlog and like watching him edit and I was like, OK, like he's something that's something I would like.

It's fucking hot. No, no, no. I think I would like in someone. So I was like, oh my gosh, that's one thing that I like. Yeah. Like that's attractive to me.

So like yeah I thought that was attractive but I was never like oh my gosh, totally going to come and flirt with you was never like that.

Yeah.

We definitely don't have drive so it's hard for us because David doesn't know who are you close with your mom or dad.

Dad.

But only because I'm more like him. I'm really close to my mom too. But my dad, like my mom, thinks I'm close to my dad. So I'm just going to say my dad.

Right, OK, did you bro. Did you Bill Bryson Grill. Did I remember?

I said, I don't know. I don't know about that or something like that. I mean, I can say yes, I mean it. So you did? No, I didn't. But like, I, I could have. But what's your most use? Curse word. Curse word. Curse word. Sheep shit.

I believe in a good answer to that. You're like a good girl on the Internet.

I'm on the. She's clean. Yeah. But I'm clean off the internet too. I just. I didn't mean it. Like like I'm just a horrible person. You're just like no one is like you're like the cute little good girl like on tick. So you think she's cute.

God. God. But even hotseat. So.

So what makes you attracted to a bad bleep like you? I don't know.

I feel like well that's another thing is like people just see Bryce for like that, you know, the bad things he does or like whatever the stuff he gets involved in. But like he is very passionate too.

And that's what I like. I love about. I do not just say love. Oh, my God. I know to say that no, I do love that I do that.

I love his care about and I love that he is passionate about making videos and like, passion about like almost like producing things in a way. I don't know. I just I love that in people and like Bryce has that.

So what does he need to work on? Like work on hasn't changed. Yeah. Probably just that other stuff he gets in the Internet, like just me. I think for him it's like it's I mean it's never really just oh insane things like, oh, this is absolutely horrible.

But it's like, OK, come on, we could have done without that, you know. So I think just thinking twice about things, he needs to work on impulse. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I think Bryce likes being like the bad boy. So I think the shock factor. Exactly. So like he sees that he gets a reaction to that.

So I think he's become a part of him. Yeah. It's just like any other character working on it. We're working on it. Everybody's power got cut off. It was just, it was just.

Yeah, it was just lights out.

Since then, I've sort of gotten a power trip. There you go. OK, but I think it's important to like not because I do see some influence. They get that wrapped up with their brand like, oh, I'm messy, I'm a bad boy. I'm a there's some of that, but like, yeah, OK, you are not a big boy.

I'm messy, messy first. So I really you're not a bad boy. You're just a horrible man. There's a difference and the lights are out.

He doesn't really see how it's influencing other people.

I keep on going. I thank you. And I'm like, keep talking so I can get a story. Let me finish my weight.

So if a movie was going to be made about you, who would play you? I would do best. So, I mean, she goes, I'm an actress now, so I think I could do it. I don't think anybody could, like, portray I could every exact emotion. I don't know. There are some good actresses. So maybe like Jennifer Aniston or something.

Right. Answer. She loves her. I love that. I love it.

I love I just think she's amazing. And she's also like, I want to it. Are you. Yeah. Yeah. So in like two weeks, yes. Are you serious? Yeah, you're right after that. OK, wait, I'm going to cry. Wish. Oh my God. I was surprised you didn't know that Mariah was acting there.

I mean, you're supposed to be an actress.

No, like, I genuinely believe that I was very shocked and I was like, how the hell did you get Jennifer Aniston? Why would you was so shocked.

So do you think we're going to. Could you get her? I wish I couldn't get on my podcast and I tried. I would have for sure tried.

I haven't. But she's like in person probably. She's probably the best thing in perfect.

She's probably the best as we've only seen her act and stuff. Yeah, it's the same thing we talked about.

You know, she was retail reviews. I like I don't know, you could tell. I don't know.

She's cute. Like you're just quirky. She reminds me of my mom. She's like, I don't know. It makes me feel warm. Yeah.

You think Jennifer Aniston is the hottest woman in the world?

I said that you told me that multiple times. I've never said that. I don't know. Pull it up.

All the receipts, all the governments of the known thing is like most guys want somebody that is like their mother.

Heath does a lot of things that I'm like. That is my father. It's really weird.

No, you want to know what it is, is because you grow up looking at love from your parents or like maybe even the absence of it. And that's what you base your perception of love and like what you think a partner.

That's exactly what it is. So then you're like, oh, my gosh, that reminds me exactly. Well, obviously, because you were like you've been conditioned in your brain to think that that's how a husband was supposed to be.

Yeah, that's so interesting. And that's the.

No, that's Jennifer Aniston's heart. Oh, oh, oh. All right. I can't wait for next week. That was hard to say in two weeks.

I want to I want to talk about your parents real quick. How do you feel about them being on the Internet with you? And like, how did that even start? Like, obviously you had your success. Did they kind of get roped into it from you posting them or were they like, oh, let's make a video together? Or like, how did all this start? Yeah, they clouts made the same way.

Jason clouted, you know, now my first one of my first viral videos with my mom.

Right. I just kind of I remember that video. Yeah. It kind of like started it with my I mean I started with my mom and then I kept posting with her. That was kind of just because I was like, oh, this video did good. Let me give it to my mom. Hello.

Was on the Mariah Carey. No, it was it was before that I was like sb like, they don't hate me regardless. That's what I do. What I do, what I do see me in person is it was like that. And then we did the Mariah Carey, one of that one to go to. And Mariah Carey liked it.

And I was like a huge deal. So I was like, and that was when I was in college, you know. Oh, my gosh. But now I just I always posted my mom so that she was kind of just always in it.

And then I made her make an account. Oh, you mean like you're the reason she made an account? Yeah.

In August, she made an account and she posted one video on it. And that's only video she had on there for like five months.

And it's like, oh, I like you, especially when things are happening quickly. Get excited. You like you know, everybody knows exactly.

And the other with any kind of just came naturally with everyone else. I mean, no one ever was like, let me be in this.

Like it was like me being like, oh my gosh, come be in this like I know like your parents are pretty young, but were they confused? Like my parents don't get it. They like literally don't understand it, but they're like, OK, it's working like that's your job. Like that's fine. But like I could never make my mom on account. She would not know what to do.

I've all of our parents just still don't understand why they would be just like that's your thing.

I like they have no comprehension of like what is how it works.

It wasn't my parents were never necessarily like a oh, what? We have no idea what's going on at all.

What is social media? It was more like, we don't know, talk, talk, talk, because like we have Instagram, like I knew it Instagram well. But they adapted to it.

But yeah, they got it because I was doing it so often. So it was kind of like came natural for them. I mean they still asked me to this day like so how do I like you. The sound.

But also and I'm like, OK, what. I mean I help them but I'm like OK.

They think when they started getting like brand deals and make money off of tech talk, like how did they take it. Like what was their.

I honestly like there was no reaction there, not because they're like yep, we expected it. It's more of like oh I guess it's my life now. OK, let's just go way.

And that's kind of just like how I think I've always loved life and why I've always been so happy, because I'm just like living in every moment.

Like I'm not like, oh my gosh, I can't believe this is happening because I feel like that put your expectations somewhere crazy and then if it gets let down, it's like a big difference. Right. So like my parents, I think, have taught me that, like, just to be like present. Yeah.

And never like question things are be like, oh my gosh, what's going on? Or like, I can't believe this is a thing. Just be like, OK, this is my life, let's adapt to it, let's change and let's keep going, like see where it takes us.

I'm here for that long before your parents moved out here too, right? No, I was here for a month.

It was just a life. Yep. And then I was like, oh, your first moved out here, like with you after like, yes, I'm here in December by myself and then I was here for a month and I was like, um, I don't know what I'm doing. So I need people that are that I'm comfortable with.

And I were they doing tick tock and like just social media full time at that point. And they just like moved out here to support you and.

Yeah, they didn't. That's amazing. My mom had an account and my dad I don't think he had an account yet. My mom did. And then did they still work.

They left their jobs or like my dad. Yeah he did.

But my mom has she's been a stay at home mom for a while because I have my brothers are like young, I have a brother and thirteen.

I was going to ask what Enzo and Lucas think like. Are they just like because they're so young? So I feel like it could either be like them being like this is like we're growing up like this. Like this is. All we know or like especially like Lucas, because he's so little, I was watching it, and so it's like booking jobs, like he's like acting too, like that's so crazy, so funny.

I mean, they live the life. They live the same way. I think my parents just did a good job of raising us to be like be, you know, be grateful for what we have and let's just, like, live in it. Yeah. Like we said, how it should be.

Yeah. Instead of, like, being too like. All the time, like, you should always just be humble and grateful, you know, yeah, and that's kind of what they like drilled in your brothers are definitely that. They're so like they're so cute and like, yeah, they're like very respectful, too, I feel like.

And that's another part of it. It's not even me being like like I it's not that I'm like, oh, I never fangirl because this is my life. Like it's not like that. It's more like be respectful of other people. And I think Enzo and Lucas have learned that at a young age, like, OK, be respectful, like, yes, I'm freaking out because that is my favorite gamer, you know, but I'm going to be respectful of the fact that they're here.

And like this is, you know, where I like getting like young and like they're so like, oh, where?

And I think I've always been really mature for my age. And Enzo and Lucas are kind of growing up that same way, just being able to be more understanding for things and like, oh yeah, that's good.

And so it's OK, it's OK to you get kids to like I agree. No. And they are 100 percent I think they just know, they know like boundaries too, you know, like when it's too much. But they definitely have their finger on moments now.

Yeah.

That's cuz Enzo named after Ferrari is not named after Ferrari but like I think that was a thought about it, like oh my gosh that's funny, it's the Ferrari.

I don't know, you know what, maybe, maybe I don't know.

Enzo and he made, he created for Enzo Ferrari is ok. All right. Yeah. I don't know. That's what he wants his first car to be. I'm like I got you. That's so I told him that today we did the livestream together and I was like he was like, what's three things?

You we were not even together. We were on like Lifestream like it was really like a zoom almost.

But he was like, what are three things you can do before you're thirty? And I was like, go to the gala, go to the Cannes Film Festival and buy you a car. Oh.

And he was like, really nice. And he was like, that's so nice.

Oh, you're still in the hot seat, right. Oh is the twenty five now. It's warm. It is. It's warm.

It's warm now.

But the last book you read.

Like fully through the Bible, the last book I fully read or like just glanced at, OK, probably is this book called Beneath the Moon and it was like it was four points that just goes to show you what's but points is like you had to read them for school.

Oh. What would you recommend. It was a good it was good.

Oh you actually read the books that they told you. Oh I only did the one that one. Oh I remember.

I just I just said I read it. I never know I was going to take you back.

Hamlet was the last book I read and it was a really. Well it's a play but it's really, really good. We had to do that when you had you in school and Romeo and Juliet, I forget about these in English class.

We actually all we had to go home and read them and I actually read those. Yeah. And they were really good in it. I couldn't they were so good because I didn't know what was going on.

I just I literally I told you this, but I swear on my life. The last book I read fully through was a series of unfortunate events.

Oh, what the fuck is this is really literally like oh like seventh grade.

Was that a mandatory. No, that was the first and last time I grabbed a book from the library, willingly opened it up, read cover to cover put it not the full series, just the first book.

And I really liked it, but all the ones that we had to read in school I never thought was like that again.

Like like are you being are you being serious right now? I just read your mind. Those are the only books I've ever went to a library and picked up for me to read.

That is the only books we're required. That's why.

That's why I just screamed like a car, but I literally never screamed like crazy. Yeah. Why? What the fuck? I don't have the attention span to sit there like I'm not a classroom person. Yeah. At all. I can't sit there. I'll just miss reading as the same line over and over again. And I'm thinking of other things I can't get.

I can't. But I did read those plays in English because my I had a really good English teacher my senior year and so I read those plays and they were very good.

I always just Cliff Notes. I could I could not read a book to spark when I was young.

Spark no spark is not the one where you just go and just find all the answers. It just gives you like it's a summary summary notes as mark notes go. Yeah, you.

Spagnolo was after Cliff Notes. Sbarro's was the. Yeah. The website version of Cliff Notes was like a little pamphlet that you could like pick up that had like the book.

But fuck no, you still have diary notes.

I wonder what it's like now because like we, we knew what we had back then, but how easy is it easy or is it just that much harder to find?

All you got I'm sure you can find like a YouTube were breaking it down.

Just probably all audible. Oh true. Audible, audible. No. But you think it's like really easy now to find answers to any questions. Just what do you across. Yes. Hell yeah. Fuck, I'm just jealous. I just wish we had like I wish we could baby.

We didn't do shit back then that we cheated our way through everything. I mean, I mean I tried cheating. I feel like, I feel like it was still hard to cheat back then. But more importantly, what's your favorite bird hummingbird.

Oh no. I was around here. I love those. And then ends hotseat.

I'm curious, before we continue with these surveys, is there anything like you want to talk about? You can you can ask us anything, put us on the spot.

Yeah, that's true. Yeah.

Oh, God. John is being funny. Yeah. Yeah. I used to think that David Page ought to hang out with him.

Did you see the first person that I asked was Karinna.

She told you? Yes.

No, she said no. She was like I was like, how much do you get paid? Like because like it's a girl's job.

Pretty much know anything logs, you know, that's like your job. OK, OK, so you worded that wrong. You thought he paid us to be in this video. Yes.

OK, is that true? No, no. Never, never.

I mean, I got a Lamborghini and it started all of our careers.

Like we we had very minor like compared to what we have now. We have very minor careers and how we saw like in Vine and whatever. But once David, like, bought that camera and started logging all of our careers boost by like five times.

Yeah, it was insane. So we felt like.

No, no, she said that, she said it was more of like a we were like, you help each other. Yeah.

Like that was how it was so much fun. And like we, we sure we were getting followers out of it, but like it was David's project, it was David's vision. And we were all just so excited to help him out because, like, he was a very driven and very motivated and like it excited us to see how excited he was about it may have been so good in way like we were honest and genuine friendship.

Yeah.

Help so much and see how excited people got to, like, watch all of us and his videos and like how much they loved it and how funny they thought we are. It just like the money didn't even matter because we were on David's videos for a year without like making our own channels or not, that it was just so exciting just to see.

No, like it's so cool. And I was going to say that to. Like I used to, I'm being completely honest here before I came to L.A., I didn't really watch David ever like which is like shocking, right? Because like a lot of people actually do, like a lot of people know who Dave is to be like.

I feel like most people like that start Internet videos.

I feel like they don't know really who anybody is until well, but like a lot of college kids would know, like. Yeah, yeah. Which demographic.

And so I feel like I didn't ever know David, but it wasn't I just didn't watch that much of like YouTube stuff.

But and then so I thought that. But then I also was like like I did start watching once I like met David, then I would start then I watched this video. So I was like, oh, my gosh, I need to see like I need to see more like what is what is this about? Like what is hanging out there? Because like, obviously always had his camera and I was like, I want to see what that looks like.

The project in Project. Yeah. And and I was like, oh my gosh. I thought you guys like played characters almost. But like, it's so funny because like I'm like obviously close with you guys now, you know, like I'm I'm we don't hang out every single day, like we used to hang out a lot more. But like when we were I got super close to you guys. I know you all very well. And so, like now I'm like, oh, I said to literally who they are.

Like, it's the best that like you have those memories to look back on all the time now. Yeah. Yeah. Oh my gosh. I did that. That's so crazy. That's just who I am, you know. And like that's the coolest part about being you guys in like those kind of videos is like that's literally your life that you're living and it's like your personality and everything is a you, you know, it's like genuine but also like high end.

Like there's obviously no place for funny or content. No, I agree. Yeah. But it's awesome having fun. Like at the end of the day it's just fun. Exactly. That's what I love.

Like right now we don't look like I really don't watch any of those videos now, but I know in like ten years I'm going to like just click on one video, probably the first one. You're going to watch all of them. And I'm just going to like it's going to be crazy.

You're going to cry. It's like a home video. Yeah, it is really, really cool. But it's like it's a really nice home video that's like edited it perfectly.

Yeah. You're not watching all the awkwardness and all the weird parts about your life. Yeah. And it's even more emotional because you care about these people so much like they're not just like cast members, like it's like real friends and and like I feel like what's really cool and helps you guys with your careers is that somebody from the front group will give you a call and be like, hey, can we film this with you? Yeah, they're there in a heartbeat, especially with David.

Like, he's very like, yeah, of course.

Come over so quick. Yeah. I don't like healthy.

You all don't even know how, like genuinely happy I was that I was like around you guys so much is turning like so emotional. Turn the camera off you. No, but seriously, like I feel like I never have told you guys that.

But like just because like after like seeing how close you guys actually were because like I said, I thought it was like characters. And then like when I realized it, that's who you guys were. And then you guys were like wanting me to be around. I was like, OK, that's so sweet because like, I get it, I have followers. But like also you guys, like, hang out with me outside of that, you know.

Yeah.

Like y'all y'all especially were never like, oh my God, we're only inviting her over for this and this and this. Like it would always be like things outside of like because of course you want to film with your friends that are like, oh yeah. Like it's like I'm with this person out here in person.

But like at the same time I was like, you always made like everyone of you all made sure to always like invite me to things because, like, I never felt that outside. Are you crying?

Oh, no, no, no, no.

Y'all actually like are the first, like group of people that I met like that, like made me feel like like welcome like as a genuine friend, not just like, oh, good Internet stuff.

Thank you. We tried it.

We try to keep it like as normal as possible, especially like when it comes to just like you guys would invite me when there was no cameras, like even when I went with Natalie and like them to like Las Vegas, like it was like Natalie Todd, like none of you guys came. But it was like that.

Like I was like, hey, we want to go to Vegas. Like, come. And I was like, oh my gosh. Like what? She was like, there's going to be no cameras. Like, absolutely none.

And we didn't even take any pictures that trip, which kind of sucks because I'm like, oh, I look back on it. But like at the same time it was like just because she genuinely was like, yeah, let's come hang out with us.

Like, we think you're cool, you know, we love you don't know. It's really sweet. I just love you guys.

And like all the times we have had even here, Zane's house think all the memories actually we've had just sitting on the couch like this so far or on the floor.

Yeah.

But like a lot of things, like we feel like we think you're really sweet. You're a really cool girl. Like I feel like the Internet doesn't get to you too much. Like when we hang out and it's like, you know, you're well.

And also people in there don't see like a lot of parts of me, it's like sucks. But at the same time, it's like I mean, not even I'm not just like, oh, it's because I like don't show them it just because, like, people don't see it. And in a fifteen second take talk or like they don't see it in a ten minute and they see that fifteen seconds tick tock and they think they know everything. Yeah.

And to be honest it's no one's business. I know all about you like like I don't need to know everything about you he doesn't like and everybody. Sure. Everybody else that definitely doesn't even know anything about you.

It's like now totally. But you guys see more of my personality than most people do, you know. Yeah. And we love it.

Mean I'm curious, did you ever see like because I'm wondering, seeing that community of people and there are so many houses nowadays, does that life like appeal to you at all or do you think that, like, the whole house thing is something for the cameras and it's not maybe the most genuine?

I think it always starts off for the cameras. It always starts off that way, unless, like except for like you guys, it kind of happened because I thought that. I was like, oh, is that like the designated, like you're the Volks, quite like, let's make a squad guys like, no, it happened because I remember asking David about that because I was like, I have a question like your elvers.

I don't like was it planned? Because, like, that's how I thought it was, because of the high powered thing, you know, like not that the high power was just like all artificial, but we didn't even know each other, you know, we were like, oh, let's all like hang out and be called this.

It wasn't like, oh, we're all friends. Like, let's keep going with it.

I guess, you know, they were it's so weird hearing the story of when you first when you guys first met David and he was looking up to you guys like he was going to his mom, like mom, I hung out with, like, these fighters and like he was like freaking out about it, remember?

Yeah. It was like just us hanging out was like Venus together. And then after like, we all became friends, we got a house together.

And then David just started filming, like, but what's crazy about like when we all lived together, we didn't live together because we're like, we're going to make content. That's not what I feel like. I'm being done on the dollhouse. Not one percent was like, we're going to make content together. We it was like we love to go out together because we genuinely like being with each other. We were just friends doing the same thing. Yeah.

So I how to goes together fine for the rest of our lives.

We would have been in the same house forever. I remember we had no idea what we were doing and we just like moved into this house like a couple of months into it. We were like, we were all like sitting in the hot tub and we were like, we should do like a hot tub series.

And like that was like our first idea was so funny, was stealing. I didn't want to do that.

I don't know you as well as everyone else, obviously, but like I've met you and hung out with you a couple of times and like, just just on first impressions, like you're very you don't have your head in the clouds, like about the whole fame thing. Like, I feel like you're very realistic about it all. Like, you know that at any given moment this bubble could just know.

And you have plans like for for that to happen if it happens. Yeah. Like if and when it happens, it's like it's admirable. I feel like to have that at your age, like to know that because I feel like so many people would just be like oh my God. Like how long can I ride this wave. But you're like it could literally end tomorrow and I will be OK if it does, you know, like I think that's like.

Really. Yeah.

Like I think I've gotten to a really strong place mentally as far as like a as far as this, you know, like my career and like things that I know I'm going to do, like I guess like financially as well. Like I'm like I'm not being careless my money because I'm like like I said, because in any moment, why would I be spending all this money on these cool things? It's like, no, like work hard now and like get my business done and do what I want to do.

And then, you know, later on I'll be able to be chillin on like an island or something.

Yeah, I think you have a really and it's not just a head on your shoulders, that's for sure. Disappear to the Bahamas.

I feel like I should totally I think like yeah, I think not disappear. I would I feel like I'm always going to want to be like posting and stuff because I love it and I love like making content. So I always want to be doing that, of course. But I definitely would want to like live on a beach and like be able to have my private time.

We're all going to be posting more once we have kids and shit. Oh, it's going to be a hero. We're going to be posting because we everybody loves filming their kids. Everything they do, they do funny stuff.

They're like it's going to be so interesting because people are going to want to see a miniature version of you.

Yeah, it's that's going to be insane because I don't want to hang around your versions of all of you guys for me, like for kids all the time. They're going to be so confused. My alter ego, my step mom, they're going to be like, who? Like, which one are you? They're not going to know.

That's going to be my poor kid. So sorry, but life is crazy and great.

Yeah, I feel like we're all so happy. Yeah, we're all smiling entire. But honestly, there's, there's a cue card in the corner. Smile now.

But it's good to feel like that's kind of your like how you go into everything is that you're like as long as I enjoy doing it, even if it's stressful, like it's fine, I enjoy doing it, but like when it stops being fun.

So like I just want good energy around me all the time, you know.

And if you have a really good attitude that helps a lot. I feel an attitude. Ray. Huh. It's me.

Neumar should happy and happy and having a good in March. Mercedes's wearing my right to take off and enjoy DaCosta.

Addison, right. Yeah, I like doing it. All right. Oh, you Madison Ray Dotcom. Either one.

Oh, either one. I mean, is there anything else you want to plug before we know? I think I'm good.

You sure.

My go talk to him for that. Don't you have a make up brand. Come on Addison. Yes. I tell you every month. Hello. I'm an ambassador. You plug it.

I did, I did say Atom Beauty earlier. Yeah. Make sure you include that. Right. Just keep an eye out so make sure to check out her makeup.

I a beauty her merge her pop culture. My movie Mama Knows Best and her movie that's coming out.

All right, guys. Well, that's it for today's episode. Make sure to check out the audio every single Monday on Spotify, Apple or any other podcast platform. You can check out the video on YouTube, Dotcom, Zane and Heath.

Do we have anything to plug in, maybe we got that new Mersch that we just dropped. You can check that out at Zanón unfiltered dot com. It is a cozy sweater with our unfiltered logo across the chest. Where's mine?

Oh, we got we voted for you. We got your. We'll give you right after anything else. You guys want to plug in your your stuff. What do you got to plug in.

Mariah has a tick tock tick and a plug in my phone and say, oh my first voiceover gig.

Oh yeah. So Kenny has it's really actually can have. It's really tough because I forgot what I saw myself go. I made my first voiceover gig is It's The Oyster. It's a podcast. Should be available on all podcast platforms. It's a sci fi podcast that goes into sci fi. Check it out. I think episode three is out. It's up to episode three.

So and he's working with, like, actually really incredible fucking actors.

So that's amazing. He's working side by side with Andrew Santino, which is really cool. Yeah, it's David in there. Carla Gugino. Yeah. John Carlos Longido, who was in the Mandalorian. Oh my gosh.

Yeah, that's amazing. I love the article that it came out. It was all these movies with all these actors from Zenani unfiltered. That was that's all I see. It looked it felt really good seeing. Oh I immediately a year ago I was like, oh look, don't ask me what you're looking at me.

Make sure I got up all that big things coming up. Something like I got to think about it tonight. I can't talk about it. I mean, India is for this. It's been top secret.

All right, guys, thank you again for watching.

We love you. And Addison, thank you so much for joining. Thank you guys for having me. Love you. Love you.

I love you and smart and you as important as always. You.