This is JoCo podcast number two, 74 with Echo, Charles and me, JoCo Willink, good evening. Good evening. All right.

So the last podcast to 73, we were with Anthony Herbert, Tony Herbert, also known as.

And we started off. His journey from a kid growing up in Pennsylvania. So if you haven't listened to podcast 273, go listen to that right now.

He tried to join the Marines at 14, 14 years old. Credit will eventually joined the Army at 17 after the Korean War went from private to master sergeant. All kinds of heroic actions suffered all kinds of wounds.

Shot, hit with frag white phosphorous burns and also bayonetted multiple times, including one bayonet stabbed that broke off in his chest. He in the Korean War served as a platoon leader, even though he was just a young enlisted guy, and eventually at the end of that podcast and at the end of that part of his life, he was pulled off the battlefield, one of the most decorated soldiers of the war sent on a.

It was basically a morale tour and first got flown back to the to the White House, met President Truman and then basically went to London and Antwerp and Brussels and The Hague and all the other European allies that were fighting alongside America in the Korean War. Along the way, he met Mrs. Eleanor Roosevelt. She encouraged him to go to college. He kind of agreed, one of the quote he says in the book is he he agreed because he was already the youngest master sergeant in the army.

And he said, what am I going to do, sit around the enlisted man's club telling stories about Korea? So he was sort of not not over it, but he realized that he had kind of done what he was going to do.

So he ends up getting assigned as an ROTC instructor at a high school in Denver because he like to ski, goes to the third ranger class that ever happened.

He was in. He ends up getting married to his hometown sweetheart. Mary Grace starts going to college or he then he gets out of the army, then starts going to college at the University of Pittsburgh. While he's there, he writes a book called Conquest to Nowhere Nowhere, which was his first book about the Korean War, which he later rewrote, which we covered when it was rewritten. It was called The Making of a Soldier. That was podcast two.

Seventy three, for the most part, worked at a steel mill at night while he was going to college and then eventually commissioned as an officer in the Pennsylvania National Guard.

Shout out to the two to eight iron soldiers.

All right. So so then he goes to the then he's back kind of in the army and he gets some warnings that the army's different.

Now, you know, the war is over, but the good people got out.

We just left with people that shouldn't even be in the army, that he got those kind of warnings, but he stayed in. He loves being a soldier. He wants to be a soldier, goes. The basic army infantry course wins nine out of ten awards there, including the leadership trophy, which is the leadership trophy is awarded by the other students like the other students select who deserves this leadership trophy.

Then he gets assigned as a ranger instructor and he starts he starts in the mountain phase.

And so today we're going to be reading. So the first book that we covered, we covered a little bit. So he's written two books. Well, I guess he's written three one those conquests to know where that one got rewritten as the making of a soldier. That was the bulk of what we read last time. This time we're going to read from his second book primarily, and it's just called Soldier.

Just called soldier and lots of lessons learned, but as I mentioned in the first podcast and two seventy three, there's some serious lessons learned about. Life and things get really crazy when he goes to Vietnam as a battalion commander. And we will get there. All right, so here we go. Going go to the book Soldier written by Anthony B. Herbut and he says this Teaching young men the essentials of mountain climbing, combat and survival was more of a learning experience for me than for them.

I began discovering things about the resources in me as well as the way the army was moving.

I was an alternate instructor at first assigned to teach Cliffe dissents on suspension traverses. I took it seriously.

It was dangerous business if you didn't the ropes to be used for traverses, which were one inch in diameter and nine hundred feet long cos the army about three hundred dollars each. I had set up two of the traverses on a 60 foot cliff the day before a new class was to begin. And that afternoon I went out to inspect the ropes.

One of the criteria for determining the quality of the kind of rope that was the present was the presence of a tiny colored strand running all the way through its core. I inspected the first traverse and found the Strand, but the second rope didn't have it, which meant that I simply couldn't approve its use. The Strand was an indication that the machines used to put the hemp together into a strong enough cord had worked the way they were supposed to. If the Strand wasn't there, something had gone wrong and the rope might be faulty.

I went back to my quarters and wrote an unsatisfactory report on the rope and then went to the chief instructor and told him of my findings. The army paid good money for that rope and you want to throw it away, he argued. We're not going to do that, Herbert. I explained what I had found, or rather what I had not found.

Strange man, he said. You go out there and test it again by going down the traverse. If it holds. If it holds you, it's OK. This is kind of a strange safety check, right? Go ahead and risk your life to see if it's going to work. I return to the cliff and went down the reverse so he doesn't get held. There's supposed to be sturdy enough to support a Jeep, I went back and told the captain and he ordered me to conduct the class the next day using the rope.

I filed the unsatisfactory report and went to bed. The next morning, as we stood at the top of the cliff, I ordered the class into two lines. The captain nodded his approval from nearby. One group would use the traverse made of the rope I'd inspected and approved. The other would be would use the traverse of the rope I'd inspected and rejected. A young corporal in the second group stepped off. The rope snapped and he fell 60 feet to Iraq's below.

I went down quickly on the other traverse. His body was so broken, it almost crumbled in my hands as I lifted him into a jeep and sent him to the hospital. The captain had seen what happened.

He left the scene running up over the hill. The students were nervous. They said they weren't going through with it. I made them a little speech on courage and reminded them that they'd all known that Ranger training included risks, it seemed to work. We spent the rest of the morning learning how to use the traverse. There were no further accidents. And at lunchtime, I went back to base where Colonel Byerly and the captain asked me how the kid who fell was going to be.

He'll be dead on arrival.

I said, Don't say that. The captain said, You can't say that. How the hell do you know? Because I'm the one who put them on that jeep for the hospital, he'll be dead on arrival. The phone rang, it was a hospital calling, and the captain came back to Byerly and me with a strange look on his face. The hospital says he was dead on arrival. He reported it was quiet in the office. Finally, the captain said I was responsible for the accident.

I realize that, sir, and I'll stand whatever comes from it, I said, you're responsible, you know, he said you're the one who's responsible. I know, sir, I know, I answered. So I'm sure it's pretty obvious why he decided to pull out that particular quote because. That is 100 percent accurate. Obviously, he's taking ownership for what happened, but it's not just lip service. If you don't think something is right and you execute it, it's on you.

It's on you. A little bit more from Ranger school. And this book, look, this book is for almost five hundred pages long, and obviously I'm not reading the whole thing. There is so much good information.

And I'm just I tried to pass it down to some key points along the way.

But this is a this is a book that is packed, filled with knowledge.

And I try to bring out as much of that as I could. Some of the war stories that I don't even go into, there's there's all kinds of combat scenarios that I don't even go into.

Just an incredible book. Fast forward a little bit here. I didn't develop any really sophisticated theories about teaching, and I still haven't. What seemed to be important was that the teacher know what he was talking about and be able to show as well as tell one of the fallacies in Army training these days is that kind of experience. Is no longer part of the tradition, kids are taught combat techniques by men who, through no fault of their own, of course, have never spent a moment in combat.

And we wonder how it is that we turn out soldiers like Calli talking about Lieutenant Calley, My Lai massacre.

What seemed most important then and still does was that the students realized that the army and war are not really games at all, even though they might seem that way at times, especially when you hear someone of the barroom tales, when you hear some of the barroom tales of the way it was at Inchon or that night in the Mekong Delta, I saw so many Army teachers who were trying to make up for the times when they had been down at the bottom of the heap, when they had been the ones taking orders, they played games with their men, building their egos with Nipe, nit picking orders that produced nothing but dissent and rancor among the men.

So often I found it that way in the military, the rules and the regs and the juvenile cover ups and the children's games.

It had nothing to do with creating a system of discipline or building soldiers. It was simply an ego game.

Again, I think it's quite obvious, while why why I you know, I'm talking about this, this is something that we all have to watch out for.

You get put in that position of authority. You've got to watch out. You've got to watch out.

It's a good, good opportunity for you to pump up your ego, make them do some stupid stuff that doesn't make any sense.

And we'll do that all day long. If you let your ego run the show, that's what you're doing. And by the way, it creates, what do you say, dissent amongst the troops? All right. So what he does in the next kind of stages of the books he gets stationed in Germany, he kind of creates this provisional ranger platoon.

He becomes the commander of the provisional ranger platoon. Nineteen sixty two, he gets promoted to captain.

He's deployed to Africa. He's deployed to the Congo in Africa, Puerto Rico, Dominican Republic, the Persian Gulf, deployed to Bahrain all in the 60s.

And there's all kinds of good stories in the book about these different situations that he's in. He's doing some kind of clandestine type operations. He's it's just, you know, borderline spy scenarios going down, working with the CIA and interacting with the CIA intelligence services and this kind of stuff.

So he does all that. Nineteen sixty six goes back to being a Ranger instructor. It starts working towards his master's degree in psychology, gets a degree in nineteen sixty eight, he gets offered a slot at War College. But of course he doesn't want to go to war college.

Not yet anyways.

He wants to go to Vietnam. And the bunch of reasons, obviously, he he has always felt that he wants to be a combat leader and he sees an opportunity to to to lead. He also has never worked with helicopters at the level they were used in Vietnam. So well, so he said, quote, I wanted to know, I wanted to go, I wanted to see, I wanted to fight. Ask the chain of command, hey, can I please go to Vietnam and he does he ends up getting orders to Vietnam.

He wants to be a battalion commander because by this time he's been promoted a few more times. He wants to be a battalion commander. He but he doesn't show up immediately in Vietnam as a battalion commander.

He has to pay his dues first.

And the way he pays his dues is my becoming the inspector general of the hundred and seventy third Airborne Brigade. So, inspector general, what's an inspector general, the inspector general, their mission, the inspector general mission is to, quote, provide impartial, objective and unbiased advice and oversight to the Army through relevant, timely and thorough inspections and assistance, investigations and training to promote and enable stewardship, accountability, integrity and efficiency.

Also, good order and discipline and enhanced total army readiness, that's what an IG, if you ever heard that term before, IG inspector general. Yes, you have. Yeah.

Where'd you hear what movie? I don't remember.

It might have been like MASH or something like this. OK, OK. I was trying to think of a good way to explain all those things. And have you ever seen police movies where they have the internal affairs?

Yeah, that's kind of the I think that's a good comparison. Right.

It's somebody that's kind of inspecting us like our team is, right? It's not. It's not.

Hey, we're out inspecting, looking at the bad guys are doing. We're looking at what we're doing as good guys. We're making sure we're doing the right things.

Internal Affairs are they came off as kind of like that wasn't a good thing. When Internal Affairs is involved, it's kind of like they're investigating some some some bad. Yeah. Something when something bad happens. Yeah.

Inspector General comes out and just hits me as something more like, hey, we're almost like a compliance officer, like kind of like, hey, just to make sure everyone's kind of doing the right thing. It's not like it seems like they're kind of on your side still. OK, no. Well, let me phrase that if you're doing the right things, they're on your side.

If you're doing the wrong things, just like Internal Affairs, if you were doing all the right things and Internal Affairs came along, you'd be like, oh, cool, they're here to keep people straight. If you were if you were a criminal or you were if you were up, if you were corrupt. Right. What a training day. Your favorite movie. Yes, sir.

But is there an internal affairs and training to know? So there should have been. Right. You got there. So should have been someone tracking what's going on. Where's this money going? Where's this? You know what? Where are these reports?

Why aren't they like in the whole scenario for sure, but probably not in the movie for giving that particular storyline. But yeah. Yeah. Overall, for sure.

Yeah, that's that guy. What's Denzel Washington's character name in that movie. Do you know Alonzo.

OK, Alonzo would be a not a big fan of Internal Affairs, although he was, he was such a mover and so manipulative, he might have had some internal affairs people that were on his side. Yeah. Kind of did imply that.

Not Internal Affairs necessarily, but kind of like he had some people on the inside kind of backing his moves when they're talking about getting drug tested.

And so there you go. There you go. So so that's what that's what the IG is. And looking I was in the Navy for twenty years.

Obviously, I saw some IG inspections go down or the IG would get called in, like maybe someone's some some ammunition goes missing for an extent.

Yeah. It's not the kind of thing where something happens one time and, you know, the command would just kind of handle that.

But if there's some kind of an ongoing problem in the maybe someone's falsifying travel claims or something like that, OK, let's bring in the IG, who's going to give an unbiased look because, you know, maybe the commander's wrapped up in it or whatever.

Yeah. So, OK, so they're not just sort of around all the time or anything like that. They call me first. OK, and the other the other place they could get used is let's say you work for me and I'm a tyrannical jerk.

You could you could then reach out to the IG Jack so you could reach out to the IG sort of through an anonymous, you know.

Yeah, I me email or something and say, hey, this guy JoCo is verbally and physically abusive. That's a good tip to you, to his subordinates. So there you go.

So this guy shows up as the IG. Now. Now. Like you said, it seems like they would be on our side, right? Yeah, that was my misinterpretation, though. I thought inspector general sort of like just another guy who's there or another department kind of that's there all the time. That's kind of like, oh, by the way, guys, you guys are kind of slacking over here, so let's tighten that up. We're all good kind of thing.

So if you were doing the right things for the right reasons, you'd have no reason to fear the IG.

But if you were doing some things that were shady, you might you might not be very welcoming or you might be scared of them.

And the IG is obviously it's a weird role to play, right, because you're looking at your team and you're sort of a you can end up in a situation where you're accusing your team of doing things that are wrong. So it's a weird dynamic.

And so he shows up as the IG for this brigade. And and this is the thing about Anthony Herberg.

She seems. Like a very what's the word here?

He's like a straight shooter, right, a straight shooter that a little bit of black and white, a little bit of like, hey, right and wrong, good or bad, good or evil.

He seems like he's got that kind of a personality.

And and actually, you can go watch some of those interviews, there's interviews of him on YouTube and you can see some of them, but you're going to start to see that. And that's sort of in the first one. When I did cover the beginning of this book just to talk about his upbringing, you know, he's a churchgoing guy.

He's so he's a. He's kind of he's kind of a he's very straightforward and right or wrong, that's what the personality comes across for the most part to me. And so this idea.

You know, he's going to kind of he kind of comes out of the gate swinging, he kind of comes out of the gate swinging. And here we go. He's checking in to this guy. He's checking in with this guy who's who's the lieutenant colonel, who they call the mayor of, you know, some some outpost over there in Vietnam. The guy is the commander of the Brigade Support Battalion. So he's checking in and the guys saying, you know, I can get you this, I can get you that.

But then he says, I I expect some cooperation from you in return.

He added, Like what? I asked.

Well, like talking things over before they go to the general, he replied, Most things never even have to reach his ears.

If you and I cooperate, you know, herbut sort of run things ourselves, trust each other, get along and keep it all in the family, see where this is going.

I stared at him and said he had to be joking. I realized almost instantly he was not. I'm supposed to be an IG, I said he seemed not to have heard launching and said into a lengthy recitation of his immense responsibilities as the man in charge of the Baric, the brigade's rear area headquarters, everything at N.K. was under his purview. He said men slept where he told them to sleep and took their meal wherever he assigned them and enjoyed themselves in his clubs and theaters and bought from his post exchange.

It suddenly dawned on me that here was a senior lieutenant colonel, supposedly a professional soldier, who was bragging about his job as a billeting officer, a task generally reserved for a second lieutenant in the states and usually for a not too keen second lieutenant at that. He rambled on and on about the scope of his influence, and I tried hard to look interested and concerned. Finally, he stopped. It was my turn to look, Colonel, I understand your position.

And if you'll just assign me a room and a mess, I'll be glad to cooperate, I said. He smiled and relaxed in his chair. But you have to understand my position too, I added. Now he was staring. I'm an IG, so I work for the commander who, by the way, is General Allen, not you, since I work for the general.

I'll report to the general.

And if that isn't a satisfactory remained arrangement for you, well, then you can talk it over with the general and maybe the two of you can work something out more suitable. His jaw line straightened noticeably in the meantime, if you're finished, I have a lot of work to do. I concluded he looked ill.

Is there anything wrong? I asked, rising from the bed. No, not at all. He said, rather glumly, also rising. I have some things to do myself. I nodded. Open the door to the outer Roman and he left. The place was quiet until the sergeant spoke. You just made an enemy, sir, he said from his desk. A real dangerous enemy. I walked into the outer room. Real dangerous.

Real dangerous, sir. Real, real dangerous, I repeated, repeated, smiling slightly. Yes, sir.

He's OK, sir, he said sheepishly, when he noticed my grin. No kidding, sir. He's really bad news. I took some papers from his desk and looked at him. So am I, Sarge, I asked. I said. And I'm not kidding either. You see where this is going, right? So, uh. You can see where this is going. He's got he's forming an antagonistic relationship with a guy right out of the gate.

And. You know, I talked about this on Heff online the other day, we we you know, we talk about take the high ground of the high ground will take you. But when you're on the high ground. You have to be careful that you don't. That you don't. Launch attacks on other people from a position where you feel like you're superior to everybody else.

Hmm. You are in a superior position. This is no right, you when you're on the high ground, you're in a superior position. But let me tell you this. When you start to launch attacks with the attitude that you're superior, you're giving up some of the high ground.

So and this is what's really what's really a hard line to walk in this book. And as I try and talk this, I'm not going to do a good job of it, but.

Just because you're right doesn't mean you're right and you're going to see this over and over again, I mean, this guy is a like morally at least he appears to be. And again, there's some controversy around. Everything we're talking about. He certainly appears if you read the words that he writes in this book, he certainly appears to be a morally upstanding human being. That and look at what he did. Look at his heroic actions from the last podcast, what he did in the Korean War.

This guy is willing to sacrifice for his brothers in arms. He's an incredible soldier. And you're going to see how much his men, how much his men loved and revered him, which is awesome.

But he's on that high ground and he's this is this is this is what he's doing. He's on the high ground and he's looking down on others from the high ground.

And when you do that, they don't like it. People don't like it doesn't feel good. Yeah. It's interesting what you were what you just put it like you. Just because you're right doesn't mean you're right or right.

Doesn't mean you're right. Yeah. There's got to be a better way to say that. It's like just because you're right.

Doesn't mean you should smack people in the foot, doesn't mean other people are going to think that you're right, you know, just because you're right doesn't mean you're right or what you said actually does sound kind of cool.

I feel like that should be the quote I used to, like, get into little debates, whatever, with my brother.

I think I told this before where, you know, he is the kind where there's no way we're undertaking debates with your brother.

Yeah. Yeah, he's down for the cause and he goes hard.

But anyway, so we we'd get into these things, you know, sometimes against my will or whatever. And so finally I came to the conclusion. I said, hey, what you're saying is like, right is right. But what you're doing is wrong.

Yeah. Like, I see what you're saying. You're saying all the correct stuff is all true stuff, so factual and all the stuff. But what you're doing right now is wrong. Like you can't, like, force people into debates you can't like.

So it's kind of the same concept essentially, you know, where it's like, yeah, this guy is taking the he's doing the right thing. You know, he's he's right. He's doing the right thing. But what you're doing kind of right now is essentially in a bigger picture. That's just a bigger picture in play. Yep.

And look, there's a there's things that are universally morally wrong. There are things like that. Well, almost universally morally wrong. There's things that you can say. That is not correct. That is not right. That should not happen. When he starts, he's getting into some of this stuff early on. Look, you're right. Colonel Herbert, you're right, but you're not going to make this easy. And if you and if you if you run around just slapping people from the high ground, what you're doing is you're you're you have to get off the high ground to slap people.

You're coming down off the high ground to slap people and where we're going to see how this unfolds.

Fast forward a little bit. Within a few weeks, I realized that the desk sergeant had been worth listening to. He had it pegged pound for pound. The brigade was garbage, discipline was lax. The troops were slovenly, disrespectful and sluggish, meant it mentally as well as physically.

It was obvious that, OK, it was obvious that in any way, at least, there were no match for either the Vietcong or the North Vietnamese regulars. As the sergeant had said, they preferred pot two to one.

But marijuana was only an expression of deeper, more serious failure. At UNC, the troops wore what they damn well wanted to wear, including beads and bracelets. They cap their teeth with different colors red, blue and gold. And they called the hierarchy motherfuckers and printed fuck the green machine on their jackets and hats. Some of them wore earrings, a few sported nose rings, and the battle flag of the Confederacy flew for many of the bunkers. The sergeant was right about nobody giving a damn to almost everyone.

Look, the other way on was a staff and headquarters post crammed with airborne commando types in.

In any other war, it would have been ridiculous, but not Vietnam. Every careerist who could wheedle his way was over there drawing combat pay while the citizens back home were getting bled for the bill. The troops knew best what to call it a humbug.

The one seventy third was the largest brigade in Vietnam with over ten thousand men attached to it, it was, according to the manual, a combat brigade with absolutely no dead weight.

But it was a humbug.

There were five so-called combat battalions in the brigade and not one of them had more than 600 physically present for duty. Out of a total of ten thousand men, there were no more than three thousand at the battalion level, which means that some 7000 were assigned to support roles steakhouses, Pizza Huts, clubs, headquarters, the generals, mess artillery engineers, etc..

Even even among the approximately three thousand at the combat battalion level, not all were looking well. Not all were outlooking with the rifles.

Some were, of course, but the battalions had their own rear areas, just like the brigade with their own steak houses and their own clubs. Each battalion was composed of five companies, one of them a makeshift outfit out outfit responsible for heavy weapons, which left four companies for walking. No company in the battalion or brigade had more than seventy five men physically present and ready to go. Thus, each battalion fielded about three hundred combat troopers, except that each battalion assigned one company to guard its base of operations each day.

That left a maximum of two hundred and twenty five men available for the field, or one thousand one hundred and twenty five on the brigade basis.

And that would have been on a good day with everybody out and everybody with a rifle. But everybody didn't carry a rifle. Some toted radios, some stayed back and typed, some worked in company supply. Some were Firefly's, the daily helicopter resupply lifts and some were just plain screwed off. So on an average day, the one hundred and seventy third Airborne Brigade could fill a field, approximately eight hundred men if all of its battalions were out in the year I was in the brigade, all the battalions were never out simultaneously.

We feel less than eight hundred out of ten thousand troops in the brigade on a countrywide basis. It meant that out of five hundred thousand men we had there at the peak of our involvement, less than fifty thousand were engaged in the business of fighting in the field. And that figure applies only if all the other outfits were doing as well as the hundred and seventy third. As General Westmoreland like to say, the one hundred and seventy third was the cream of the whole crop.

It wasn't that our kids didn't fight well in the field, it was just that so damn few of them ever got there. We had a five hundred thousand man army fielding less than one infantry division did in World War Two or in Korea. On paper, we were hell on wheels.

The report had a column for it in the field and on paper it was ninety eight percent or more. Every day I filed those reports myself and they looked truly magnificent. All the guys at the steakhouse in the field, all the guys at the club in the field, the generals, orderlies in the field, the lifeguards at Esther Williams swimming pool in the field. Stunning, absolutely stunning. And from the and from time to time, I found myself inclined to go along with it.

It was so mesmerizing that when I later took over a battalion myself, I add another column to my reporting procedure just to keep things straight, as in the grass, I called the new column. It was no joke. It was necessary. And asking the grass means you're actually in the field.

You can see this guy. He's going hard in the paint and again.

I'm reading from the book, I'm not these I don't. We're going to get to sort of some of the pushback against this stuff, but we have to we have to take him for what he's saying, where we have to let me rephrase it.

We have to listen to what he's saying.

He goes on here, I soon discovered that almost all the problems at any level of the brigade were either the direct or indirect result of piss poor leadership being an IG.

So you got he's got this attitude and he's the IG. What is he going to be making?

Friends. What's your prediction from being an IG who is an extremely educational experience? I was spending about 20 nights a month with in the grass troops blending in as well as I could, taking every opportunity for afforded me to discuss tactics. I found that one of the best ways to get to know any particular outfit was to accompany its men on an ambush. Generally, they were a disgrace.

So this is interesting. I guarantee announced you know, I don't use that word very often. He shows up as the IG. And was he do he starts going in the field all the time with the troops because he's that kind of bro, you know, he's that kind of brother that's just like, oh, I'm in the army, we got troops, I'm going in the field. So that's what he starts doing. And as he's going out on patrol.

Well, this is what he finds. The fault was obvious. Poor leadership and more specific absentee leadership. Few of the ambush patrols I accompanied included a senior or noncommissioned officer. The enlisted men at humped all day long and carried the load. And then at night they were expected to stay awake and cut it again. The next day they took their sleep where and when they could get it on patrol and for what most. And for the most part, the company commanders didn't know what the hell was going on or worse, just didn't care it was their fault.

But the real culprits were at the higher level. Battalion commanders who rode out the procedures almost verbatim from the Fort Benning operations and training handbook passed them down to their subordinates and let it go at that. They were covered.

The procedures had no relationship to the realities of combat. And you've got to remember that the colonel that originally told me about this book, this guy, is this the same kind of vein as Hackworth?

He's coming at you and he loves being a soldier and he loves his soldiers, but he's got no love. He's got no love for the upper chain of command.

You can as you can see, field standards which apply to combat the conditions are important. And those were the criteria I applied as I walked through the company's area. And he's getting into, like actually being out there. A good soldier wears even the most ragged gear. Well, even in the field, he is trim, neat and tight with pockets buttoned and no loose or hanging straps or webbing. He does not wear sunglasses. He keeps a clean face and clean weapon and clean ammunition.

These kids didn't cut it. The reason I could only conclude was poor leadership.

Leadership is the most important thing on the battlefield. Good or bad? It was strictly a matter of leadership. He's talking about going on patrol with a couple of different companies. Take the contrast I found between B company and C company. It was the same battalion, same area of operations with approximately the same number of troops and the same kind of mission.

Yet while B company was a mess, C company was Stracke strategic, tough and ready around the clock. They were airborne, man, all the way.

One night I went along in a platoon sized patrol commanded by a young lieutenant. It was like clockwork, like beautiful Swiss clockwork. We moved quietly, paused for a silent seerat meal and drifted off further into the brush to set up shop. Nobody smoked. Nobody talked. Charlie Company and Lieutenant Webster were hunters, and as I sat tight against a palm tree that night, I felt good about being out there with them. They had a purpose. Just before dawn, Webster received orders.

This is such a good lesson. Just before dawn, Webster received orders to drift back to base about twelve miles away.

Helicopters were unavailable, he was told, so orders were to put it back and bring along the termite's. The thermal food containers that weighed about thirty pounds were clumsy as hell to carry. Webster stared at me in the early morning light.

It's stupid, he said. But it's an order, I replied, playing it straight. He looked at me steadily and then made up his mind. Yeah, he said, Well, fuck them. We're not carrying no goddamn cans back through the bush. He turned to his radio man passed the word to get rid of the garbage cans and all. We're going to take a hike, so keep it light. Don't leave anything for Charlie. The radio man turned to leave and Webster stopped him with a hand on his shoulder.

The first fucking noise, somebody gets it in the mouth, he warned, and then turned to me, I'll take the gig and the ass chewing Webster had a real outfit because he was a real leader.

He had a good reputation and he earned an even larger one.

By the time we left the captain in B company and Webster and C Company, both at the same raw material. Yeah, one was running a sloppy satire show that couldn't cut it. The other was commanding a tough, tight combat ready and combat able outfit the difference. Was leadership, so there you go, that's a freaking classic case of you get told to do something stupid. What's the good leader do? Now, he could have had that argument, maybe said like, hey, you want me to carry this stuff?

That's just a big pain in the ass. And he says, you know what, there's a kernel here. Fuck it, we're not doing that. That doesn't make sense.

He says this If a legitimate study is made of that war, most Americans will be stunned to learn that we killed a hell of a lot of our own people. Once again, a failure directly traceable to poor leadership. All it took was the sound of a booby trap or the sighting of movement, and we were prone to just open up to fire to the jungle and brush in every direction without any idea of who might be on the right or left or behind or ahead.

We did it over and over again to ourselves.

Here's an example he gives. Once again, we had killed one of our own in this particular case, he had caused his own death.

It was said he was a young lieutenant out on his first patrol. According to the report, he had set up the ambush and then left its perimeter to establish security, which was completely ass backwards, but nevertheless, the way he had been trained by the US Army.

When I was in Ranger school at Fort Benning, I had seen the example set dozens of times without any criticism, training bullshit. We had too many damn academics, we trained not only with blank ammunition, but with blank attitudes as well, using instructors who had gone through the same kind of blank training men who in their wildest dreams could not relate to a real combat patrol because it had never been part of their own experience. The army claimed the instructors were combat veterans and some no doubt were, but most had merely been in combat zones.

Because of that kind of training, the young lieutenant was dead, the report detailed how he had gone out from the patrol's main body to position the outpost people himself, just as he had been taught and then headed back through the deep jungle and at night alone toward his main group. In the daylight, moving through brushes hard at night, it's a formidable task when his men heard movement to their rear. The report related, they called him on the radio, at least he had enough sense to take it along, so they got an ambush set up.

He goes to set some security out.

Now he's walking back and the guys that are in the ambush hear noise. So they call them up and say, hey, you know, we hear noise behind us.

And what does the lieutenant say? He says, Kremen. And they did. He was dropped in his tracks, schooled, trained, ranger airborne.

And he had ordered his own execution.

I try to console myself by thinking that anybody so goddamn ignorant deserve to die, but it didn't work. I knew he had been trained by guys like me, not me personally, but by senior personnel like me. It was our fault. I tried to imagine myself doing what he had done even several years earlier, and I couldn't, he was worse than untrained. He was badly trained. He had no business being out there in charge on his first patrol.

And his battalion commander couldn't be held blameless either.

It was sickening. We were the healthiest, wealthiest, supposedly best trained soldiers in the world, our army had the finest raw material of any country. We had the equipment and the experience to do better. We fought like a bunch of amateurs.

I shoved my coffee aside and looked around the talk, there were white cloth and flowers on the tables and paintings on the walls, it was ludicrous.

I grabbed a chopper back to N.K. and on the way constructed the rest of the night that night, pitiful drama. The that lieutenant was from a little town in Pennsylvania, not far from where I had grown up. A telegram would soon arrive and the middle aged mother would collapse on the couch in the living room while the father tried to console her through his own tears.

I imagine myself walking into the room and standing at the end of the couch, looking down on them and saying that I had killed their kid.

The vision passed and I was grateful that he wasn't one of my men and I wouldn't have to explain it even to myself. We had much, much too much, whatever the reason was, the nature of war, the difference in the attitudes of the personnel, the abundance was overwhelming. The Red Cross, for instance, came up with 15000 individual Christmas packages for the ten thousand men of the hundred and seventy third.

He's kind of going on a rant here about just what that. Giant logistical and rear echelon footprint was like sergeant ran the motel, they have a motel. The motel manager told me and Booth that the tab for the brigade's entertainment ran close to two hundred thousand dollars a month.

So there's all this stuff is going on. And look, he accounts for a lot of the stuff that he's investigating with the IG. There's stealing going on. There's fraud going on. There's rape going on, sexual harassment and sexual assaults and murder and prisoner abuse, people going AWOL. There's all kinds of criminal behavior happening. He goes into this one, the records of the steakhouse and Pizza Hut were equally shocking, tons of meat were unaccounted for, along with thousands of prefixed pizzas and truckloads of liquor and beer.

Three years later, Congress would be pulling the covers off what would become known as the club scandals. It would involve generals at the very top and the very top sergeant of the whole Army, Sergeant Major Woolridge, whom General Westmoreland himself had handpicked as the US Army's first top kick. Even then, the Army would be trying to sweep it under the rug. It was in our brigade that the investigation which led to the scandal started our investigation launched at General Allen's request, the lines were being drawn and the IGY shop was no longer sloughed off and dinner conversations had become a power.

And I had become for some of my comrades in arms, the enemy.

Fast forward a little bit. He's looking he's remember he went there as the IG, but he's supposed to get a battalion and become a battalion commander. Eventually it would be the 3rd Battalion and I would get it in April. He said this would necessitate an extension of my tour so I could get in my six month minimum of command time. But it would be worth the extension. He said the present commander of the 3rd Battalion would have six months in by April, which was another anomaly of the Vietnam War.

It mattered not that a commander was doing a great job or a crappy job.

Six months was the magic number. Officers got their tickets punched in six months and then got the hell out to some other assignment to work on another credit or get there another coupon certified. General Westmoreland had said it a long time before, when I was a major, that the Russians were very envious of the way our officer corps was getting tremendous combat experience in Vietnam. And even then I knew it was bullshit.

It takes a commander a couple months to become acclimated to his responsibility, a couple more to get going, and then he's gone. It was crazy. Besides, we were losing in Vietnam a fact which the US Army officers corps seem not to want to recognize. It would have been better to have fought the whole goddamn war with one hundred honest to God commanders than a thousand of the half assed combat leader types.

We were producing whatever gave the notion we could build a better mousetrap in six months. It was a pipe dream.

And what was worse was that the leaders quote the quote, leaders we were grinding out would be not an asset, but a detriment in a big war should one come. Then they would be considered experts and the delusion would cost us plenty. So you go there, your battalion commander, for six months, you get you get your box checked and then you're out and by the way, now all of a sudden you're you you were a battalion commander.

So that means what you say is gold. Another thing he's got to deal with fragging. Fragging, the deliberate attack on a noncom or an officer by an enlisted man or men was not unknown in the one. Seventy third one sergeant over in the signal section had made the mistake of raising hell with a trooper about the cleanliness of his area. The man wired a Claymore mine outside the sergeant's room, aimed it right through the wall of the switch at the switchboard, went to a phone and called his victim.

The sergeant lost both legs. There was a fragging in 2nd Battalion, too, with seven wounded. They tried to get Nickelson with explosives and on another occasion they tried to blow up his tactical operation center. One of the men in 2nd Battalion had reportedly blown himself to bits with a Claymore mine. But my investigation failed to corroborate this.

It had been in his hands. So here's a guy with a Claymore mine in his hands that was certain, but there were two men in the nearby bunker handling the candling, the controls of the mine when it went off. The victim had left the bunker to retrieve the mine at the request of the other two, and somehow they said the circuit had been completed.

I wasn't a real detective, but even though even though two company commanders swore it was accidental, I did sign my report with a recommendation that the Criminal Investigate Investigation Division check into it. They never did. Fourth Battalion had a genuine insurrection, Herb Mitsuo, the executive, the battalion executive officer, told me an old colonel living in an air conditioned trailer had become sort of a father figure for the riff raff in the battalion. No kidding. Turn Tony.

Herb said he's actually pulled all the freaks in around him and made a personal bodyguard outfit with weapons and all and the old geezers dumb enough to believe they're responding to him. The colonel called his men the Mafioso. They're going to cause serious trouble, Tony. They're the worst kind of people we have over here. They're killers. And I'm not joking. You better get word to General Allen before it's too late.

And I think I might be kind of confused or fragging is what fragging is a term where it's what it means is you got an officer or you've got a senior enlisted person that you don't like and you kill him.

OK, so that's the thing. That's a debt.

There you go. There's two examples that they put in movies in Platoon. You've seen Platoon, right?

Know what I know? Heresy. I know. Are you serious? I am serious.

I have never seen Platoon. OK, well, go assignment. Go watch. Yeah, OK, so OK, OK, it's in movies. Yeah, there's a lot of things in movies, but it's a scene that seems really weird.

Obviously that doesn't happen nowadays where you'd certainly hope not. Yeah. I mean, I've I've I've never heard of a case of case of fragging now, but yes, in Vietnam it absolutely like there's there you go.

There's cases of it right there. Well, so, so imagine this.

You are young, 21 year old, 19 year old, 18 year old person. You don't believe in this war. You don't like it. You don't want to die. And in comes, you know, Lieutenant Rambo. That's like we're going to go out. We're going to take the fight to the enemy. And you think you're going to get killed. Yeah. And he's going to charge you with being a coward or whatever. Yeah. You're killing people.

That's what's happening over there. So you're going out on a combat operation. You get into a firefight. Oh, Lieutenant Young. LT happens to get shot. Yeah.

It gets on training day. Technically that's what he did or was trying to do where it's like yeah. You know, we're going to see if this guy is going to play ball with us in our in our group. He doesn't and then he sets them up to get killed.

Yeah, that's a well yeah.

That's a fragging to try to do anything. Yeah. It's a real thing thing. It's a real thing. Right.

There's another he's doing an investigation of a company. That got creamed, he said, so this company like took massive casualties and he's talking through it, what had happened with he's about to talk through with General Allen, it had been marijuana.

I took it back to Allen and he didn't like it one bit.

The company had been creamed and there wasn't a single dead enemy. I suggested that we write it up as a lesson learned, one that even a nitwit trooper could understand. No one individual had been at fault. I reasoned it had been marijuana. And as bad as that was, it would serve as a valuable purpose. It would serve a valuable purpose as a combat lesson for the living. Marijuana and guns don't mix.

The general was staring at me when I finished. You must be mad, I said, sir, do you realize what you're asking? He said, walking over to his window for another glance at those goddamn flowers. And this guy had flowers, like planted outside of his window.

Sir, can you imagine what you've just suggested? Those were American kids to captains in a hell of a lot of American kids are dead. He threw up his hands in disgust and sat down at his desk. And you want me to tell higher headquarters and their families that they were on dope, not dope, sir. Marijuana. And we don't have to say that everyone was on it. Just point out that the reason that they had left, that that was the reason they had had their asses creamed.

He stood up again. I'll have to think about it for the time being. Just keep it to yourself. Understand? I stood up. I understand, sir. He sat back down again and I will consider it. Later, I read about a company's fate in the Stars and Stripes and in our own brigade newspaper, The Sky Soldier, the two accounts were nearly identical.

The company had put up one hell of a fight, but it had been overrun by a numerically superior force at a substantial cost to the enemy.

It was one more glorious chapter in the glorious history of the hundred and seventy third Airborne Brigade, the official accounts of that night on the Hill were a goddamn discredit to every mother's son who fought worth a lick in Vietnam. The general no doubt believed it saved some face.

I never mentioned it again. So, you know, you get like this is mass cover ups, right, and no lessons learned, by the way. So that lesson learned doesn't get passed on anybody. The story of eCompanies heroism and gallantry was published about the same day that Lieutenant Colonel Joseph Ross Franklin joined the brigade as a replacement as the deputy commander, Franklin had graduated from West Point nineteen forty nine, won a distinguished service cross in Korea. His head was completely hairless.

He shaved it.

He looked like a bad ass combat commander. He was impressive, no doubt. And his teeth sparkled. They say he's a breath of fresh air, Abbott remarked.

So here comes this guy Franklin, and I think he's the most decorated officer from his class at West Point.

This guy, Franklin, and that's from Korea.

And so you think, you know, if you were a decorated, highly decorated veteran from Korea and I was a decorated, highly decorated veteran from Korea, there's a good chance that you and I could meet and be like, hey, bro, right on. Right. Like, we could just be we don't have this kind of unified past. Right.

What else could happen to you? A little bit threatened in some competition.

You could have some ego scenarios. We could have that competition between you and me. And I think I'm a little bit braver than you by my medals are a little bit, you know, Matt, whatever.

Well, unfortunately, no, it ain't. It ain't going to be borrowing out.

Here we go. How about a briefing he finally suggested? And don't pull any punches, Herbert. When I finished, he had one question, where that bad, huh? We're worse, sir, but you'll see it for yourself. And it's not because of the caliber of the troops either. We have the finest top sergeants I have ever known in the Army, and we have the healthiest, healthiest, toughest privates you can find anywhere. But the worst general, he said, not really, I said, Alan is OK then leadership, sir, I said, and then he not.

Then as he nodded, I related every last error I'd seen in the brigade. When I finished, I attributed them all directly to lack of leadership. How do you mean that? Herbert Franklin asked.

It was precisely what I wanted him to ask.

The troops are? Raggett asked, because they have no one to emulate that they respect. Men are dying because leaders don't care enough to lead. It isn't Allen in particular, although he's included. But the real problem is that a much lower level at the level of the battalions and the companies. If I followed regulations, I'd be recommending courts martial for every last battalion commander I've seen in his brigade and I've seen them all the right policy books have their men initialed them and then try and correct any value violations they after they occur.

Nobody leads by example. They command from fifteen hundred feet up in a chopper then and they wear spit shine boots like they are on parade while their men hunt through the bush with their asses half out of their trousers. Everybody plans big, but nobody sees to it. But their that their plans are carried out are lieutenant colonels fight their battalions on paper as if they were chess pieces on a board. That's herbut the office was definitely quiet until he spoke.

What do you recommend, Herbert?

Well, since you asked, kick a couple battalion commanders in the ass, get them out of their birds and onto the ground, make them spend a few nights out with their units and don't permit them the right to transfer the men they consider bad news, forced them to get off their asses and lead.

And then we'll have a brigade. That's exactly why I'm here. Herbut he said, sir, to lead. He said that's why the brigade is getting a new general to lead. General Piers's damn sick of Allen and his entire hodgepodge.

He walked to the door. Things are about to change for the better. He stepped out into the darkness. I slipped the files back into the cabinet and sat down for a moment. Think about it. Maybe he was going to make a difference, I mused.

Maybe, as Abbott had told me, frankly, it would be a breath of fresh air. So off to a good start with a little bit of throwing out. Yeah.

Then we have Brigadier General John W. Barnes took over the one seventy third, thus making a complete change of command that, as Abbott had said, was supposed to be bring a breath of fresh air to that part of Vietnam.

So then things start to go sideways. There's a little incident that goes down the next day, I was summoned to Elzy English by Franklin, the new deputy commander of the brigade. You're a no good, disloyal son of a bitch, he said, for openers.

What are you talking about? I asked. You insulted one of my battalion commanders, one of your battalion commanders? I repeated. Yes, God damn it. One of mine. No sense in trying to fly out of it either because your ass is going to swing. I was dumbfounded until he finally explained that he had heard about the call from Northhampton to General Allen. And Northhampton said, You suggested that call. Franklin said you did it without permission.

What do you think I should have done? I asked.

Come to me. That's what for what reason? Because I'm the commander. That's why he said. And all along I thought General Barnes was the new top man in the brigade. My eyes were wide, but I tried to keep the emotion out of my voice. I knew damn well I was treading on very thin ice.

You, sir, are not my commander. The general is.

You can tell it's just like that move. He exploded and the breath of fresh air was gone forever. I was, he said again, a no good son of a bitch and a disloyal liar. I had continued. I had, he continued, tried to sink Angel and others in the brigade for my personal gain is the IG. General Barnes stepped out of his trailer and Franklin hailed him. General, do you know what this colonel of yours did?

He said, shoving his finger into my chest. He illegally warned General Allen of an investigation we had talked about.

So things are going sideways. Yeah, in that it was sort of like I didn't even cover the the thing that he did because it was like it was almost nothing.

I called Ed Northampton, who had been Alan's aide. It was now in his new job and asked him if he had heard about the investigation. Is general in trouble?

No, that's what he did.

He basically gave a heads up and but it was like a little bit outside the chain of command to general or sorry, Colonel Franklin freaks out.

Fast forward a little bit. He is in Hawaii with on leave. With his wife, Mary Grace, Mary Grace finally asked him about Vietnam. A royal screw up, I said, you're anti-war, Tony Herbert. No, that's not what I mean. I mean, I'm just disgusted by what I've seen happening to the army. I said she looked puzzled. I had already told her about getting battalion command and though she knew it meant that I would be more vulnerable to injury or death than I was.

And as an ID, she took it as a as she'd always taken my career. She was proud, she said. But now she looked bewildered. As I talked about some of the things I had seen. This war is not only killing our people, it's ruining our army. The whole damn show is run without leaders.

And we're losing, really losing. We talk the rest of the afternoon and finally she asked about what would happen when my Vietnam tour was finished. Wait till you hear this, I said, grinning. You're going to quit, she said, throwing some sand my way. Right, Colonel Herbert? Wrong, Mrs. Herbert. I've got orders for the command and command and General Staff College at Leavenworth. I'll Tony, that's great. And after that, I'm going to try and finish my doctorate.

Maybe then I can really contribute something to the army.

Fast forward a little bit. I kissed Mary Grace and lay back in bed, staring out at the ocean through the glass doors at the end of our room. I thought about them all night and about the years that had passed and the things that had happened to all of us now was nineteen sixty eight. And I was 38 years old. I had a wife and daughter and I killed one hell of a lot of people and watched a lot more suffer and cry and die.

And now Mom was gone and PA and Sister Irene. You are what you are, you dumb ass Lithuanian, I thought that night as the moon illuminated the far end of the room, you are what you are and what you always wanted to be. A soldier. Gets back to Vietnam and. I'm just going through so much of this book, like I'm just skipping so much there's so much detail in here about all these different things that he's dealing with, these relationships that he has with Colonel Franklin and and General Barnes and how these things are just going sideways.

And he gets this one point. Take a look, take a look at this and please read it all before you comment, Ray said, handing me a file folder.

The investigation had been handled by Major Henry Boyer, the executive officer Second Battalion. I flipped the cover sheet and turned to the first page. A three inch by five inch color photograph stared at me. It was a picture of a Vietnamese male lying on his back and what appeared to be a shell crater. His face had been blown away. In guilt, beneath the picture was engraved peace on Earth from the peacemakers sea company, hundred and seventy thousand Airborne Brigade or something to that effect, I glanced at Ray C.

Company of 2nd Battalion, C Company of 2nd Battalion. He said, I turned the page and read it through. Well, he said, I put it down on his desk. It's a cover up. You're you're damn right it's a cover up. And little old Paul here is not going to be caught in the middle. You know what Franklin wants? He asked without waiting for me to answer. Franken wants it swept under the rug there exactly 50 cards out like that.

And he wants them gathered and covered. And what if that's not possible? Well, then I guess we just have to put the burden on Christ, he said, referring to Captain Christ, a company officer of C Company. So, like, it's just big cover ups going on.

Make this go away. No. One, everyone's worried about their career.

All right, through. Through all through all this chaos, and he's he's been the IG at the hundred and seventy third, and you don't think he's going to get a battalion because he's kind of created these bad relationships, but he ends up getting tasks, getting awarded, getting tasks, getting charged with taking over Second Battalion.

So he's going to be working for the guy that has hated him as the IG.

As I walk back to my sack that night, I decided to use the next twenty four hours as prep time. I wanted to work out the Second Battalion in my mind. I laid down and began. And in the States you might be able to go in and take your time with changes, but not Vietnam in the state. You could look around for a bit and maybe take a couple of weeks before actually making a change. But in Vietnam, it was a different story.

Take your time in Vietnam and men died or lost legs or arms or eyes. So I had already been looking and thanks to my opportunities as an I.D. and and coaches help, I knew about as much as anybody could know about Second Battalion. And it all boils down to one primary conclusion. Like the entire brigade, the 2nd Battalion was fat in every area except combat.

The solution was to trim. When he goes on about how he's going to get rid of people or move people into more combat roles, because there's all these people that are not doing combat.

Fast forward a little bit, I didn't like the way Nicholson had handled the men who were on the way home. Frequently they would come back to the rear as much as 30 days before they were scheduled to depart. That was a bunch of crap. I had learned my lesson in Korea rotation had been established and tigers became pussies. So what are you talking about there? And we covered that in the last podcast. In World War Two, when you went on deployment for the war, you went on deployment for the war, you were going to get to go home when the war was over in Korea is when they started, hey, you're going to deploy for six ball a year.

You're going to play for a year, and then you get to go home. Well, what does that do? Well, according to him, it turns tigers into pusses. They had hung back and played it safe until they until we wised up and came up with a new policy. He who fought up front went home up front.

I didn't have the authority to establish that policy in Vietnam, but I did have the authority to decide who came back to the rear and when. I could make sure that a man kept his ass in the grass until seven days before his departure date. And I was determined that the battalion would start rewarding achievement rather than failure.

Under Nicholson, the last battalion commander. If a guy rapped the sergeant in the mouth or if he refused to fight, he came back to the rear, sat on his ass, waiting, drinking scene shows, smoking pot and screwing everything that wiggled downtown until he was court martialed or given an Article 15, at which point he would pay a small fine for his vacation of several weeks or months. Then he went back to his unit and did it again.

But not with me, every mother's son was going to hump it and carry his share of the load, just like the few already out there. There were other so that's that's that's the secondary consequences that you've got to think about or unintended consequences that you've got to think about.

Hey, if Echo Charles, you know, punches his platoon sergeant, well, we're going to send him back to the rear and once again to the rear, get drunk, you know, smoke pot, get a vacation, have to pay a small amount of money and you come back right out and do it again because you want to fight.

You want your we're actually giving you what you want. Yeah.

It's kind of like the kid. The teenager. Right. With the with the video his like he gets punished and sent to his room, but then in his room is like video games and magazines and you know, all this stuff, his phone, the Internet, all this stuff. So he'll go, you know, when things get tough in real life, you know, go mow the lawn. I don't know, whatever, he'll he'll act up, get sent to his room.

Yeah. Yeah. That's why the punishment, the modern day punishment with kids, with teenagers is fun, particularly fun.

Yeah, it's brutal. My my kids like if I say that to my kids, it scares them away. Quick.

Do you ever seen Ozark. I have not seen it. OK, so it's like anyway I don't go too deep into it, but basically they're put oversimplifying it. They're running from these, the drug cartels.

So they're trying to leave, they're trying to disappear. And so it's like two two kids. One is twelve, one is like I don't know, sixteen, seventeen. The girl and then the two parents.

So the parents are like, hey, we got to go. We're changing our identities in all this stuff. So here, give me your phone. The girl just starts flipping out and it's kind of one of those things where. Yeah. I mean like some especially kids. Well it depends on who you are, but a lot of times kids are so attached to that phone. Oh, yeah. Well, it's a big deal. It's the social thing.

Like, you know, when I was a kid, you know, you would get grounded, right. Which meant you you couldn't see your friends. You you couldn't see your girlfriend, you couldn't see your bro's like you were grounded. Well, nowadays you like you said, you can send the run, but you're still going hang out with your friends because you're going to be on snap chat. Right. That's what's going to be happening. Yeah.

So sending them to a room doesn't really it's not really grounding them. The way around them is you've got to get that device, get that phone. There's so many kids that are mad at me right now for putting out this word.

Hey, what's article fifteen? It's if I'm your commander and you you do something wrong, then.

You can be punished under the Uniform Code of Military Justice, you CMJ Article 15, Article 15 means that I can dock your pay, I can reduce your rank like I can apply punishment to you.

Now, you have to op you can you can say you can accept you can accept the you CMJ or you can say I want a court martial, in which case you're going to get a lawyer and you're going to get a jury and all that kind of stuff.

So Article 15 is going to be lesser. It's a little bit of a gamble sometimes, depending on, you know, what you did. And because you could say, you know, if I'm your boss and you did something wrong, people might be telling you just do just take just take Article 15. And, you know, I was pretty lenient. You know, he's pretty. Or people might be like, you don't want to, do you, CMJ, you don't want to go Article 15, which would be crazy because he's going to he's going to throw the book at you.

So it's kind of like what? Like a I guess not like a plea bargain then, because, you know you know, like a plea bargain.

It's just accepting your fate with what your boss is going to. Your boss has the the authority article fifteen, you seem to say, OK, it controls. He stole a piece of gear from the platoon. We're kicking him out of the put it well he's going to go to you CMJ. So you go to you go to me. I'm your boss and I say, OK, you stole gear, we're taking your trident. You have to pay back the money on Boston, you down in rank and you're going to go to the brig for thirty days.

There you go. Now, you could let's say you didn't you thought you didn't steal it. And you you want to make a case. You could say I request court martial, in which case now we go to court martial. Now you get a lawyer that says, well, he said he was just borrowing that gear. Right. And everyone knows that that you're lying.

So that's the kind of similarity to going to trial. You know how guys like, no, I'll take the plea deal.

So in that case, it is. And except for you don't necessarily know what the bargain is. Right? So it's not like a plea bargain. It's kind of like a blind play, a little bit of blind. It's a little bit of blind, but it sort of is a little bit of like, hey, look, I know I kind of did this.

I'm throwing myself at the mercy of the court. Hey, boss, I screwed up. I'm sorry. Hit me.

Yeah, like pleading guilty essentially in a minor kind of way because, you know, you're kind of.

Yeah, it's up to the judge.

I was like, okay, you're throwing your kind of that kind of throw yourself at the mercy of the court. That's all 15.

What is forgive me, by the way. I'm deviating what you and I've heard this. You guys say this all the time, taking your trident. What does that mean? You're not a Navy SEAL anymore? Yeah, just straight up. You can't get it back. You can't go through the whole deal. Yeah.

Um, it's kind of everything right now. Kinda that there is. So you're still in the Navy, though. You could still be in the Navy, but that's not your jam if you're a SEAL. Typically it's not not your jam.

I remember there was a guy that stole a pair of sunglasses. From who? From like I another guy. Yep. They had his they had a captain's mask the next day for a little article. Fifteen took his bird. He was gone like that. I was I was a pretty new guy because if you are a thief in the teams.

Oh yeah. It's brutal. Yeah. You are going to get you are going to get crushed like you will get there's there's you can leave anything out in the seal teams. You can leave a freaking diamond encrusted knife.

Yeah. And no one will touch it in the team so. Yeah. You don't, you don't steal anything in the teams. Yeah.

And that makes sense. I mean especially like when you're like a cohesive are supposed to be cohesive team, you know.

Crazy. Yeah. You're going to steal something. Yeah. That's like nuts.

And he still has his sunglasses too.

I mean, you know, specially when you get issued sunglasses. Hey supply guy, I need new sunglasses and I don't even know what all the circumstances were behind it because let's face it, we all have O'Kelly's back.

Yeah. We're all wearing the same sunglasses.

So I don't know if a dude had some engraving on there or scratched his name into it or whatever, but man, this guy was gone.

And that makes even less sense when you think about it, because it's not like you're not going to where and when are you going to do to steal them and put them in your house, under your pillow or something like this, you're going to be wearing them around.

Who knows? Maybe there was other things that I didn't know about. I was a new guy. I didn't know anything. They're just like, hey, don't steal shit. I'm like, cool.

It looks like we're not stealing in the SEAL teams. You're freaking pissed me off on. When one of my first shipboard deployment and a guy stole, I had my gear out and a guy stole a knife. There wasn't from my platoon, but just somebody on the ship maybe was a Marine.

Maybe he's a Navy guy. I don't know. They didn't find him? No, we never found them. But same thing like what's this guy going to do? He's going to hide that knife. And then take it home and put it under his pillow like he's not going to able to use it because we'll see him. Yeah. And then we'll throw him off the ship.

Yeah, man. Yeah. And that makes you even hear about a guy stealing from someone else on the team. It's like that. Yeah. You're no one's messing with that guy anymore.

The bro we had a guy's name. I forget his name. He stole a video game.

Systems like a Super Nintendo or something like that from one of the guys in the dorms who's on the football team, both of them. And they're like, it was weird because, yeah, my friend named Davey, he's the one who got it stolen from him. He was like looking around for his, like, you know, you're just confused, like some kind of steelier whole video out of your dorm room. And he lives in the same dorm, too.

So it's like, what do you set it up for? Doors down. That's what I'm saying. So it was just gone. So he was confused. And then after a while, it's like, no, someone stole this, you know?

So they, you know, they went through the thing and they were like dusting for prints, which was like, you know, that doesn't matter because everyone comes in and out of the dorm. So it just doesn't didn't even matter. But I think David was suspicious of this guy. I don't know if he became suspicious or he was already suspicious. So he makes us use us.

And he went to his room and just was like, you know what, I'm going to get to the bottom of this thing. And he was like asking me, you know, what are you talking about? All matter. Or it became this big thing.

And then he looked in the dorms, these beds. Right. The beds are like that.

And you can, like, take there's like a drawer under the bed and all this stuff. Right.

You know, everything that I've got to fit, got to fit in the door. So he pulled out the drawer of the bed and like, took, you know, you can take out the drawer. So he unhooked it and like, took it out and boom, there it was. David did that day. We did that to. Yeah. The guys.

It was a call out essentially. But, you know, when you call somebody out, you better get the stuff because, you know, look down super suspect then.

Yeah, he was like because that's weird to imagine accusing someone, right? Yeah. But also you can kind of tell. Well, yeah, I am looking at someone you can tell. Yeah. And consider all the fuckin lies.

Yeah. And usually but and consider even I mean I'm sure it's like this in the military too where you kind of consider who could or had the opportunity or whatever. And if they did, what would they have done.

It's like, oh I think he could be if he can practice the other day and I come home and my shit's gone. Exactly right. Yeah. So I think there is that kind of going on as well.

And then we had some circumstantial evidence. Then he read his face and probably so they arrest them straight up.

Everyone was like, oh my God, I can't believe this even happened. Like, why would you do that? And he just wasn't computing for a lot of us. And boom, they arrested him, was in jail. So this guy I remember his name, I don't wanna call him out to me, but he so he calls the coach like, you know you know, when you're in college, let's face it. Like you get into some sort of thing, you say, hey, coach, I'm in this thing.

Like, what can we do to sort of, you know, help could work it out. So he calls the coach and he's like, hey, this is what happened. I'm in jail. I think you need to get bail out because he didn't live in Hawaii. He was from the from the mainland. So it's like, you know, it's hard. He calls the coach and the coach, you know, here's the story. He goes right in there, hangs up.

And I like I say, they don't like thieves.

Don't be stealing, don't steal.

Otherwise, you're going to get you CMJ Article fifteen.

All right. Going back to the book here, there were other things running through my mind that night tactics, for instance, the infantry maxim was just a slogan and I wanted it to be in practice find them, fix them, fight them and finish them. But it simply wasn't being used. I wanted to change that, find them, use reconnaissance and intelligence, the reconnaissance platoons being used as a special ambush unit rather than for reconnaissance. The battalion had to have eyes and ears.

Its area of operations was bordered on the east by the South China scene and on the South China Sea and on the West by a string of mountains running north and south. From those ridges, a trooper with binoculars could see, in most cases, all the way to the sea. But it wasn't being used to fix them. Fire and maneuver. One pins them down with fire while the other runs up around the rocks and comes in from the flank or from the behind.

Firing maneuver have always been the key to infantry success move.

But in Vietnam we were just calling in artillery and backing off to wait. The next day we would go in and pick up the pieces and generally there weren't any except for the women and kids who hadn't had the sense to make it out of the area, fight them close with and destroy the enemy, the military enemy, kill them or capture them, but emphasize prisoners because they give information that leads to more prisoners. Dead men are just dead. Men capture them if possible, but if not, finish them off for good.

I lay there in my sock that night trying to put it all together in my mind, where I had been and what I had done and how I got to where I was. At that very moment in time and space, I was alive. I decided because of two things sheer luck and not forgetting. I attributed it to nothing else. But I knew that the presence of mind had a great deal to do with one's fortunes. I also knew there were some things beyond anybody's control.

They just happened regardless of planning or preparation or skill or courage or cowardice. I went to sleep thinking about all that. The next day I pored over my battalion plans again and when I hit the sack the next night, I knew I was ready as I had ever been. I slept well.

So I'm going to jump through some of this stuff right now. This is where he starts. He takes over the battalion, he starts squaring things away, he starts going on operations he's still having. It's not an overnight process. It's not like the battalino is new commander, like we're good to go now. Everything's perfect. It's not like that.

And as he started to dig into the he's going on some ops. He's starting to dig in to try and find out how to get the get the platoons moving in the right direction. He's got he sits down to talk to one of one of these lieutenants, he's talking to the lieutenant and the lieutenant, kind of this lieutenant doesn't want to go in the field, doesn't want to go in the field, and he's trying to figure out why. And the lieutenant says, you know, not with this particular leader.

And he says, why not? And he's kind of doesn't want to say anything. He's fine. He says, tell me. And he and then he says he opened up. He had been a platoon leader and his group had policed up a detainee from a village that had reported the details to a CEO over the company net the platoon to begin to tie up the detainee for extraction.

When the CEO called back, the lieutenant told me the CEO said what they had out there was a kiah, a dead dink, a body count of one, to which the lieutenant replied that he did not have a dead person, but a detainee in reasonably good health. So he says, no, what we have is a dead being killed, trying to get away, the lieutenant continued. So what did you say? I asked. Well, I told him the guy might be a civilian.

And what did he say? He said that wasn't hardly possible because once he's dead, he's a dink.

Which, in fact, was about the only way it was played in Vietnam, regardless of what a person might have been before he was killed, afterwards he was a drunk. Very, very damn few people ever reported killing a civilian, regardless of how unavoidable the death might have been. And very damn few dead civilians failed to be included in body counts. It was time to stop the lieutenant, though, before his narrative went beyond the point of no return, I held up my hand.

How do you do you understand? Did that make sense, because I know I jumped into the story, so basically this young lieutenant is there. They have a detainee that they've captured and he calls his company commander and says, hey, company commander, I got a I got a captured individual. I got a detainee.

What do you want me to do in the commanding officer calls back and says, you don't have a detainee, you have a killed in action.

And you know that the term dink, obviously this is a slur.

And but it doesn't just mean it means enemy. That's what they're saying. If you kill someone, their enemy. So is he implying that he should kill them?

And he's about that's what he's he's about to get to that point. And and Colonel Herbert says, hold on. And he says, hold it. Good.

I cautioned him, sir, look, before you get too far, there are some other questions. But first, you have to realize that if you say what I think you may be going to say, I'm going to have to report it. Therefore, it's only fair, in fact, by the regulators. In fact, it's required by regulations and the U.S. that I make you aware of your rights. Do you understand? Yes, sir. Well, then let me ask you this.

Do you understand your rights under article thirty one? Yes, sir, I do. Well, let me go over them again for you anyways. You don't have to say anything, anything that you say can be used in court. You can stop right now or you can continue or you can have a military counsel right here while you do talk if you wish. And that's it.

That's it in a nutshell. Now, do you want to go on since I've gone this far, for chrissake, Lieutenant, at least think before you answer my next question, OK? OK. Was the execution, in fact, carried out? Yes, sir, it was. Now, Lieutenant, here comes the big one. And let me state again that you neither have to answer nor you expected to answer just because I'm your commander, if it's going to incriminate you.

I want you to understand that part for sure. Do you? Yes, sir, I do. All right, then. Who actually did the killing? He started to answer and then stopped abruptly. Abruptly. Sir, I prefer not to answer that one right now. If it's OK with you, that's your prerogative. You keep this to yourself until I get back to you. Do you want to put it in writing? I think that I think I'd better do that.

Good, he said. I said, handing him a pad. Bring it back when you finished and forget about going out with sea company right now. It can wait.

So obviously bad situation, he starts to run it up the chain of command issues that include Franklin. What does Franklin say? What the hell kind of commander are you? He asked. It's none of your business what occurred before you assumed command.

I'll back it up with an investigation. I said there will be no investigation. Says Franklin, it's required, sir, I God damn it, Herbert, I'll handle it, I said, I'll handle it and I will. If anything is done, it will be done with the general's approval and it will be done by me.

Can you understand that much? I understand, sir. Do you want a statement from Major Boyer? I want nothing until I'm ready, which means I don't want anyone discussing it either.

That. So while he's dealing with all this and while he's continuing to create friction and again, there's so much of this, there's so much in this book, so many good lessons. Here's here's a lesson.

He's talking about planning and how he planned because he's still leading troops. He's still there, still doing all kinds of operations. He says this to his troops. I want you all to come up with the plans and recommendations. I told them and I meant it. Hell, I didn't profess to be an expert in anything. And by the way, if your leader just write this whole thing down, I didn't profess to be an expert in anything. I was the dumb son of a fine coal miner.

And I could use all the help I could get. If anybody came up with a brainstorm. I damn sure wanted to hear about it. And that includes suggestions for a commando raid on Hanoi from Doc Talli.

I concluded I really wanted to listen to them because if a man makes a contribution to a plan, he has a material interest in making it succeed. So the trick is to forget about taking credit for ideas and to persuade others that they are their own. Take notes. I talk about that very thing all the time. He also says, I thought about everything and tried not to waste words or time frequently may have appeared to have been spur of the moment response, but it was generally prepared, even though they were volunteers, as all paratroopers are, the grunts were different.

The grunts were, by nature, different. They were not career men in the same sense that officers and most of the senior NCO were career men and they were not sensitive to opportunities for promotion or self aggrandizement. But because individuals are aggressive and competitive by nature, the grunts did require an opportunity to express those instincts or in a word, a chance to operate. I knew the grunt, how I was one of them, and promoted grunt, to be sure, but still a grunt.

I'd been an enlisted man all over half my entire career. I had fought as one and been wounded as one, and I understood what made a grunt tick because I knew what made me tick. I'd also been fortunate enough to gather enough psychological insight to comprehend them and myself even more deeply and thoroughly, at the same time gaining enough military experience to recognize that they were the best raw material in the world. They were bigger and healthier and more intelligent and better educated than any soldier the U.S. Army had ever had the opportunity to use before.

And they were superior to any soldier any other country was getting even with our training shortcomings. And there were, by God, plentiful. The grunts in Vietnam were still the best trained men around, as well as the best fed and best equipped. Moreover, I think I recognized something that must have slipped by most of the brass, including Westmoreland and later Abrams, that the length of the hair on a man's head wasn't nearly as important as the caliber of the brain inside.

I knew that the Grun was a man just like me and that he was entitled to the same respect I myself demanded. His dignity was sacred.

It could never be changed, the commander could scream and rant and rage and curse like a sailor, but he could never encroach on the trooper's dignity if the leader attacks his trooper's dignity.

The trooper has but two alternatives to fold up, roll over and die or strike back. I was determined to follow the pattern that had worked for me in the past to allow my men to make at least as many of the same kind of mistakes as I had made.

And God knows I had made my share and more to deal with them honestly to to express admiration, respect, love, patriotism and my own conviction that he represented with all my faults, with all its faults, the greatest country in the history of civilization and the mightiest combat arm this universe ever assembled under a single power to persuade him that had not really been equipment and mass production and have won World War One, World War Two and Korea for us, but rather blood, guts, courage, Know-How and a steadfast devotion to a cause.

Respect to your people. I laid out the strategy for my battalion. It was some lousy war when a piddling battalion commander had to lay out a master strategy, but that's the way it was. Hell, nobody else laid out anything for these men, either from a national or international perspective. I owed it to them to give them some kind of purpose and a reason at the battalion level at least. I got to know why you're doing what you're doing.

And he's saying they're not even here in that. Fast forward a little bit. In fact, the whole damned US Army in Vietnam was crazy.

The generals, Westmoreland, Abrams, Peer's Rosten, Dipu Richardson, you Will, Ramsey and the rest were all working on the premise that they were the best and that whatever problems we were having were the fault of the commanders at lower levels.

Not my fault, bullshit, bullshit, the major leadership problem in Vietnam was the generals and the rest of the senior officer corps, the colonels, the lieutenant colonels and the majors, the captains, lieutenants, enlisted men weren't to blame. The generals were, has been or never. Bend's from World War Two vintage who had paper images built up by the public information people.

So, again, you know, we're we're we're reading this book and really he's placing the blame on everybody else, which is not good, but he's telling what it looks like from his perspective.

He says about those generals, they walked and talked like leaders and war ribbons and uniforms. It was only reasonable that back in Washington they were regarded as leaders and were listened to. If you were in the military, you must be a great leader, right? We still have that. Anybody that was in the military must be a great leader.

It's like, hmm, I wish it was true. It's not always true. Unfortunately. Again, he wasn't just talking, this guy is not just a talker, this guy is not when he's talking smack about these other leaders. He's not just talking smack and saying, oh, they're not leading. He's leading. He's actually leading. There's all kinds of stories in here. Here's one. I cross the yard.

They're out on a mission across the yard to the bunker and nailed myself up against its outreach to how I shouted using the name of the program we had set up for leniency in return for immediate unresisting surrender to Hoy.

As always, there was no response. I waited, then stepped back and fired two quick rounds into the sandbags around the doorway, then stepping back against the wall. I lifted a grenade from my belt. The old woman on the porch screamed, and there was one hell of a scuffling inside the bunker bunker. They tripped all over each other, coming out hands first to hide, to hold me to hoi. To Hoi. They were shouting. I figured you were.

I mumbled to myself. There were three of them, two in khakis, and the wounded guy stripped down to his shorts. I nudged them toward Warden. Keep them covered. I said, I'll get the bunker. I'll get it, sir, Smitty said, trotting across toward me. Damn it. Keep that group covered, I shouted. I'll get the damned damned bunker.

We all get paid by the same people. I don't think it was bravado. It was just that I had learned years before that if you wanted to be followed, then you had to get your ass out and lead by setting the example.

If I expected other people to go down inside bunkers and holes after the enemy, then I had better be ready to do it myself.

This time it was my turn. I kept my rifle in front. Someone shouted grenade and the others hit the dirt, I dropped on one knee, holding my head down low in front of my shoulders, I saw the guy break out of the busted out of the bush with another grenade in his hands. I squeezed twice on the trigger and watched the rounds slam into his chest, driving him up against one of the palms, bouncing him off into the bushes.

Two of our men had been hit by the explosion. I didn't remember even hearing the grenade detonate, except vaguely. Perhaps that's how unimportant grenades were for me. At least I'd seen them all over the world and it used them and it had them used against me over and over. I did not respect them as a weapon. They were charges. They blew up and out, lay one at arm's length, stay down flat. And the worst you would do was give you a concussion run and you got some shrapnel in your ass.

Watch him, I said, and turn to Leray. That grenade came from the building. You take that side and I'll take this one. I turn the muzzle of the West and followed it around the building. I heard Luray Fire just then a grenade exploded and I got the building just in time to see Leray kicking away the reeds and dragging the body from between the false walls. The guy had been wedged into a section about the size of a bird cage.

Leray nudged the bloody the bloody body with his foot. A loser, sir, he said quietly, gently, with that same catch in his voice that you hear in the movies just before tears. A goddamn loser, Dink. He rolled it over gently. The guy had been a real trooper, and he had tried to do just as he'd been told, just as so many of our kids have been told and would have tried had they been in his place.

Uncle Ho would never even know the poor bastard was dead, nobody even given a shit if he had known, like those on our side, he was just another statistic. We left them there in the dirt. We started back down the trail at a trot, an outright run was out of the question because more than likely, if you broke out of the bush running, you were a dead ass. Even at our speed. It was more than a few seconds before we reached a large grassy clearing.

The American lieutenant, the adviser was on my left as we entered the clearing and the rest of us were standing around in no particular formation. Across the clearing, I saw one man, a Vietnamese, holding the young girl's hair with his left hand bending her head back, bearing her throat. His right arm was around her neck and a knife in his right hand was dug deeply into her flesh beneath and to the left of her esophagus. All he had to do was pull and she was gone.

One of the children was hanging on to her pajamas screaming, and the other child's face was being steadily squashed into the sand by the foot of another Vietnamese soldier. The child was suffocating. I shoved the American lieutenant out of the way and shouted something, staring at the guy with the knife in the girl's throat. He was staring at me to. And these these Vietnamese, these are South Vietnamese soldiers, and this the first person that he pushed out of the way was a was an American adviser.

So he comes on this scene in this in this clearing, and there's an American lieutenant, he pushes that guy out of the way of these Vietnamese soldiers that the American lieutenant was an adviser to. All this is happening.

So these are these are South Vietnamese soldiers with it, with the the young girls holding the hold the knife to this young girl's throat. So this is an ally.

So this Vietnamese soldiers staring at Herbert. With a knife to the girl's throat, back to the book with great ease. He pulled the blade across her blood, spurted and gushed down the front of her pajamas and she dropped to the darkening sand, pulling the child with her. It took no more than a second from the instant he moved the knife until she crumpled in a lifeless heap, her baby still screaming, still pawing at her legs. Her killer jumped back into the group of Vietnamese pulling with him, the guy who'd been suffocating the child.

I should have shot them on the spot while I could still identify them. The rest of the detainees were lined up against the bushes. Four of the men were already dead, lying off in the grass to my right with their heads blown away. A Vietnamese soldier was parading up and down in front of the survivors, waving a pistol. I noticed that one of the four dead men was the stud we had captured in the hut. I felt myself go into something drained from me in that moment that you that I have yet to replace you dumb son of a bitch, I scream, grabbing the American lieutenant by the by his shirt.

In that instant, I was only a flick of a flick away from killing him. It passed. I calmed and turned him loose. Just what the hell did you let happen here, Lieutenant? He was only an adviser, he said there they were only doing a job, they knew their business gorillas weren't protected under the Geneva Accords, they were following orders.

Oh, God, I thought a big, bad assed American who had never killed anyone in combat or captured a single prisoner legitimately had played hell with these poor devils, big, bad assed all-American boy. God, I was frustrated. I raised my hand to slap him clear across the area. I lowered it. You get all your scrap together and then get the hell out of here, I screamed at him. Sir, I have a job. I glanced down at the four dead men and over to the woman's body.

Not anymore you don't, Lieutenant. He was staring at me with what seemed to be disbelief. I moved as near to him as possible without touching. Now get your people out of here. Out of here. I said quietly and calmly, you're finished here. The rest of this, like the charges will take care back at base.

So he witnesses this, this this atrocity and gets back to base. Runs it up the chain of command. Tells the frankly, Franklin, frankly, Franklin, he tells Franklin what happens. Franklin finally asked what had happened, and I told him every last detail right down to the blood leaping from the girl's throat. Herbert, you're a goddamn liar, he said.

I assured him I wasn't lying. There are other witnesses, sir. Then you're exaggerating, he said, did the American did the lieutenant take part? Yes, sir. He was in charge. He had assumed responsibility from Sergeant Warden. But did you see him do any killing? No, sir, I didn't. Then you're a goddamn liar. There were no US personnel involved. He said, God damn it, Herbert, you're always coming in with these wild assed, exaggerated stories.

Try to make trouble. What the hell is wrong with you? You're getting carried away. Maybe you're getting too old.

A day or two, so so they start going through and this is what's really interesting about this book is they have like the the actual documents from this guy, Warnie, Sergeant First Class Jordan during the period of 14 February, that's Valentine's Day, 1969, was a platoon sergeant for.

So he explains what he saw happen. And you can get this book and read those documents, then this happens a day or two after the St. Valentine's Day massacre, which we just read about, a black trooper named White refused to go into the field and offered his refusal loud and clear out in the battalion street where he could be heard by one and all.

You're going out white, just like everybody else, I told him, like hell I am, you son of a bitch ain't fighting for no whites, right?

White, you're going to fight for your country or for your dollars or for anything else you can think of. But by God, you're going like hell. I am, he said, taking off his glasses and slamming them against the ground. They were unbroken. He stepped on them and ground them into tiny pieces. Now, you bastard, he said, I ain't going because I can't see. I shrugged and laughed at him, so I'll have you put on a listening post, guys with bad eyes always do better at night, you dumb son of a bitch, he laughed.

You don't understand. You send me out there and I'll desert. No, you won't wait, because out there baby ain't back here. You leave the guys out there and you're on your own. I tapped him on the chest. But listen, I'll tell you what I'll do. You go AWOL out there and make it back here and I'll give you a Bronze Star. And even if you don't, I'll see to it that you get a Purple Heart out there when you're on your own, you're anybody's and everybody's meet.

If we see your Enova don't get you, the locals will, you are money and they're all bounty hunters. I'll cut out as soon as I get back then. No you won't, because you either straighten out here. You either straighten out out there or when the company returns, you'll be transferred to a unit that replaces them. He reached into his shirt pocket and pulled out another pair of glasses. He was swaggering away. He swaggering as he walked away toward the helicopter.

Big guy, big bad guy. You'll get yours, baby. The best I could do is hope that the best I could hope for would be that he would do a good job. It was his only chance if he didn't cut it, he was going back out with the next unit, just as I had promised. It was the only way.

Reward the right response and do everything you can to get it.

Most of the time it worked with White. It didn't.

So just to kind of debrief that we heard earlier about his policies, he doesn't want to punish people for acting badly. So if this guy with his old battalion commander acted this way, he said, OK, you're you know, you're in trouble. You need to go stay in the barracks and you're going to go to, you know, you CMJ and whatever.

But he's not going to go fight, which is what he actually wanted. So his deal is not only are you going to go fight, but if you don't do a good job when this when this platoon gets back from this mission, you're going out with the next platoon until you do a freakin good job.

And he performed poorly in the field, just as he vowed he would. And I had him held at the gate when his unit came back. I had asked Childers, which is his senior NCO, to get the very best trooper he could find to guard White until the replacement unit he was going to join came out, someone who wouldn't scare and he came up with PFC Snelling. Don't take any crap from him, I told Snelling, and watch out the unit coming out, we'll pick him up.

That was it. Except that shelling drilled him through the head and killed him right outside the gate. White had some words and Schmeling had paid no attention. White had made a threat and then gone for his rifle, he got it to his shoulder before Schmeling squeeze the trigger and the MP at the gate had seen and heard it all. Thank God it was that cut and dried. Schmeling had done his job. I brought in the criminal investigation division people they question everyone took statements and that was it.

Except that later in the day I had Schmeling into the office, a crowd of whites friends gathered outside chanting, We want Schmeling, we want Schmeling. He killed the brother. He killed a brother. We want Schmeling. We want Schmeling. Freaking nasty, I mean, this is horrible. So, again, just to make sure everyone's tracking. He puts in the guy comes back, he hadn't quite comes back, hadn't done a good job, so he's got him standing by for the next platoon that's going to go out while he's standing by.

Herbert puts a guy to guard him, this guy named Schmeling Schmeling's out there guarding him, White makes a move. Snelling kills them. Luckily, there's a witness, which is the MP who had seen and heard it all.

So now they're in the office of Herbut and there's a crowd out front of White's friends saying, we want Snelling, we want shelling, he killed a brother. He killed a brother.

And here's what Herbert does, I reached over and picked up my M 16 look, Chanel, you are now a speck four.

So he promotes him and says not because you killed a man, but because you didn't fail to do it when it was your job.

Now, about that out there, that's up to you. I'll tell you what I do. I'd walk out there and end it right now. I'd pick out the biggest mouth out there and walk up and explain the facts. Tell them tell them that you just made corporal. And if they don't clear out, you might take it into your mind to try for sergeant. I jacked around into the 16 chamber, I'll cover you from up here, and if anyone so much as raises a weapon, I'll drop him.

That's the least I can do, I shrugged. He stepped through the door and walked over to the group, I could not hear what he said, but they dispersed and I never heard White's name again, which is sad to.

That a man could die and snap, just fade out of people's minds and disappear. Canali want to talk about some leadership challenges. That's like insane, right? That's insane.

Good, I mean. Does this kind of stuff still happen like now? Yes, this seems so almost like a Wild West ish. Yeah, that that's that section right there. Like that's a that's an insane. The whole thing is freaking crazy. Yeah. Hmm. Yeah, yeah, that is crazy. I mean, like, there's so many elements to, you know, where it's like, right? You you know, you have a friend, he gets straight up just killed.

But, you know, and it's like it's it's one of those deals where you kind of got to take sides a little bit or whatever. Right. If you're if you're in that mix or whatever.

So your guy, your friend, your brother gets killed by another guy. So it's like, all right, we got to seek vengeance. This is obviously out of line. Obviously not part of this. You know, we're all on the same team. Where are you going to kill this guy? Oh, you know, no matter what happens, it's kind of like you didn't have to kill him. It's easy to be like you didn't have to kill him or whatever.

So, yeah, of course. So they want vengeance. They want justice. They want like all this stuff or whatever.

And and they kind of have a point in, you know, in a way, especially if they don't know the whole thing, they kind of have a point.

Yeah, well, you're also let's face it, there's a huge assumption that the lone MP.

Is just the big witness, right, that's wrong. I mean, what if what if was friends with the MP says, hey, I got this issue with this guy or hey, we just had beef and I shot this guy, you got me? And he's like, yeah, I saw what happened.

He shouldered his weapon. Right. One guy, this one.

It's such a freaking nightmare. And then OK. And then it gets worse. So we're you know, he's like, hey, this is what you should do, is what I would do is crazy. You go out there, let them know.

And the thing is, that's not going to I mean, of course it worked. Right. But where we don't we don't even know what he said. We don't know in the moment before he went out.

That's not going to work for these guys like they want to. They want to kill me. I already know I already killed their guy. Like we're at war right now when there's a war within the war going on right now.

Here's what here's the only thing that makes me think. Well, how it turned out, you think, well, I wonder if his friends were kind of like, look, we know white and white was kind of like, yeah, maybe he.

You know, maybe they knew what type of person he was and he knew that he was close to the ragged edge or whatever. Yeah, but God, I don't even know what to say about this. Like, it's just a freaking nightmare.

This whole book is freaking crazy, like when you look at what we just read, you got this freaking soldier killing another soldier, you got the woman getting her throat slashed. There's four other people executed. It's madness. Know it's madness.

All right. Under what circumstances do you slit a girl's throat, because obviously the girl's not military. Nothing like this.

Yeah, I mean, the you know, oh, she's a VC sympathizer. That's probably what their claim was. Yeah.

You know, I guess I mean, I will give you no circumstances if that's what you're looking for. Well, I shouldn't say that. You know, this you know, you could obviously be in some kind of a hand-to-hand combat scenario where you've got an enemy fighter that happens to be female, could happen with their baby. OK, yeah. I mean, there's OK, I guess in this scenario, it makes no sense whatsoever in this scenario. Herbert saying, look, that's a freaking war crime.

That's what he's saying. That's what's weird to like Herbert is, you know, like on the like he's a what I say or he's a straight laced guy. Right. He's like a straight laced guy. That's when he sees stuff like that. He it's unacceptable to him.

And that's what's about the about the guy white getting killed.

He's not the Herberts, not the Herbert. You remember in Korean War, they go, hey, burn down this village. He's like, I'm not going to do it. They they bring that up. And that's kind of why I focused on some of that stuff. And when we did the last podcast, you know, he had had this.

He mentioned that they had the first black replacement's showing up and he was like, we didn't we don't that what the troops didn't care.

If you did a good job, you were good.

He talked about the fact that he was raised by that doctor that was like, hey, all these people in the world, there are people like you there out there hunting, trying to feed their families. So he's seems like he's this kind of straight laced, for lack of a better word. Good person.

Man. I'd like to sit down with this dude. He's not alive anymore, but an. I know you haven't seen the movie Platoon, but you should watch it.

That shows a lot of chaos, mayhem, but all these things that you read, all the books you read about Vietnam and all the movies, actually about Vietnam. It's all wrapped up in this in these scenarios that are just freaking insane. I mean, one of your soldiers kills one of your other soldiers. After you say, hey, you got to go out, it's like nuts and then you're thinking, well, look, then you're thinking, is it worth it?

Like, hey, this guy White, I could have just said, all right, fine, you're not going out, right? Fine. You go. I'll put you on KP duty. You can go peel potatoes, you know what I mean? What happens all the time. And then other people like, well, I don't wanna go out either. So now what are we doing? Yeah.

Yeah. I mean, it kind of could be viewed as like yeah man that's like that's how it needs to be almost. Yeah. It could be. This is why it's you got to be very careful about painting yourself into a corner. Yeah. Right. You got to be very careful about painting yourself into a corner in life, especially as from a leadership position.

If you paint yourself into a corner, you're you're painting in that corner. There's no moving. There's no moving. So.

For me. As I look at this, OK, I got a guy that doesn't want to go. What can I get from him? What can I do with him? How can I talk to him? And again, we don't know any of the history. The guy wouldn't know how bad of a soldier he was. We know his behavior was. I mean, obviously, he's calling that he's calling his commander like a son of a bitch and all this stuff.

So he's not you can tell he's not down for the cause, not down the right. So why is that? How do we build a relationship with that guy?

And there's some guys that are totally overboard, right? They're gone. Like you're not going to get him back. Was he there? And if he's there, why are you actually having him out on patrol? But if everything to you is kind of black and white, you're sort of. You're sort of like, hey, this is what everyone is, what you're going to do, and you have no you paint yourself in that corner and you have no way out of it.

Going back to the book, I should never have had any problems in Vietnam because it was an infantry war, infantry and helicopters.

With a different quality of commanders, the helicopters could have played a very important role in command and control. The unfortunate fact was that the commanders kept their butts glued in the seats in the birds. I don't think I can overemphasize the weaknesses inherent in this. From one thousand five hundred feet up, war was simply a lot of little guys in green running here and there, shooting up the landscape the birdmen.

He's talking about the commanders. Fast forward a little bit. The birdmen may have been commanders in the technical sense of the word, but they weren't leaders and the grunts knew it down there was their world.

It was a ground war, an infantry exercise.

And as infantry, we could have won it man for man. We were better and we could have won it with less than half the people we had there. All we had to do was get rid of the wasted headquarters, chaff, get rid of the pieces in the steak houses and the clubs and the massage parlors and the pools and the pizza houses and the commissaries and get down to fighting an infantry war. We had the training and we had the men who could have done the job, the problem was not only a lack of command leadership, but a lack of distinct mission.

We didn't have one before I got there.

We didn't have one while I was there. And we never had one after I left.

But an army requires a mission, it desperately needs some direction towards a specific goal. It was all charts and graphs for us with machine technicians like the West Point engineers running the show. I don't think we have to be conditioned to kill. We need no training to destroy be built for that. Killing comes easy, establish no rules and leave a vacuum. And one what you end up with are Mylai and Caloy.

The absence of policy and mission was a policy in itself.

And he doesn't need to know what that freakin mission is. By the way, in war freakin absolutely. I guess. Well, in your normal life, yes, absolutely. In your business. In your job. Yes. You know what the freakin mission is? Fast forward as we continue to score every night, Franklin began to increase his visits to the field. Finally, he made it a point to be on hand personally to personally count the bodies.

And I found myself as his constant escort, guiding him from one dead man to the next and standing by while he snapped photos. It was another syndrome. The guys that didn't kill anybody were the ones who broke their asses to get a picture. What the hell? It would probably have been the same way with Indian scalps if we had cameras back then. So Franklin is out there kind of coming up and he goes through a bunch of this stuff.

There's a guy named Grimshaw, and we're going to hear his name later. One of his company commanders, Grimshaw, said a dead VC is a dead VC in a dead end, Va. is a dead end, Va. and a dead VCI is a dead VCI, except, of course, when killed by the second battalion. Then they're only dead if Franklin touches the touches his toe to them and they better be wearing a uniform and have a weapon. What the hell was I trying to do?

Franklin asked. I had to be an ass to move to rifle companies that distance in the dark. Why they might have opened up on each other if either of them had become disoriented. And besides, he said it was one big waste. We could have taken them all in a cordon search and saved all the inconvenience.

So meanwhile, while all this stuff is happening. The the the brigade is keeping battalion scores, they're keeping scores to figure out who the best battalion, who's the best battalion, who's the best battalion, they keep track of a bunch of different things, enemy killed and they get killed in action. Bodycount enemy prisoners of war, enemy contacts, enemy weapons, captured a number of a wall.

So who's absent? How many people you got absent without leave? How many article 15s have you done? Meaning how many times have you punished somebody? How many delinquencies if you had, how many malaria cases do you have? How many reenlistments do you have? How many special courts do you have?

And then they take all these different numbers and they put them into like one final number. So here's how the numbers shake out. Basically, they shake out that second battalion, so Herberts battalion is winning in all categories.

It's not even close for enemy killed in action. It's the other battalions are fourteen four, twenty nine and thirty six.

Second Battalion is eighty four. So more than twice as much as the next battalion for enemy captured, listen to these numbers eight. Zero, zero and three. How many does a second battalion have, 90. For enemy contacts, it's thirty four, twenty seven, thirty seven sixty and Second Battalion has sixty six for enemy weapons captured it's 15, 11, three and 17.

Second Battalion has fifty seven, so there's not even it's almost like it's not even close for absent without leave. So this is this should you want the low number here?

It's fourteen twenty four, twenty six and twenty four. And what a second battalion of eight. They only have eight people that have gone AWOL for article 15s. The numbers are thirty nine. Fifty six, fifty seven and fifty two. What is 2nd Battalion have twenty four for delinquency reports, 17, nine, 11, 10. Second Battalion has five malaria. They're all the same. Reenlistments, listen to this reenlistments, the numbers are zero zero, 40 and zero.

No one wants to freaking stand. What is 2nd Battalion half?

Fifty three. So the total score and they have whatever they have this way of making all this into one number second battalion for this particular month, this is February nineteen sixty nine has four hundred and twenty points. They're in the lead. And then the other ones are one eighty one forty five seventy and twenty, I mean, just combat ineffective, right. And there and by the way, so they're getting graded by Franklin and and Barnes getting graded and they're crushing 2nd Battalion under Herbert is absolutely crushing everything.

But the hits just keep on coming. There's some military intelligence interrogation rooms that are on their little base. And Herbert pays a visit, I walked into one of the rooms and back and knocked lightly on the door one night. Who's there, Herbert? Just a moment, sir. Someone answered. And second later, the door swung inward. Sergeant Carmody greeted me. Come in, sir. I squeezed past him and closed the door behind me inside. In addition to Carmody, where Captain Bowers, a Vietnamese man and one of the honeys the Wildcats had captured in the morning, she was seated to my left in a chair against the wall just off the corner.

Carmody was standing to a right, my left, and the Vietnamese man was sitting just off my right foot, facing the girl in the chair, their knees only a couple inches apart. Captain Bowers was just behind the Vietnamese man, sitting in a chair and leaning over the Viet shoulder. The girl was moaning and trembling. Find anything out? I asked, turning to comedy, she claims she was out picking water bugs, sir, he said and laughed.

What patrol? Where was it headed? What about what about the patrol? Where was it headed?

Carmody turned to her and asked something in Vietnamese. She shook her head. He hit her with the back of his hand, raking it down along her face. You're a fucking liar, he shouted. Blood began to rush into the long abrasion on her cheek. It began to happen in a rush, I turned to Bower's thinking he would say something, Carmody said something in Vietnamese. Bower's nodded to the Vietnamese man in front of him and touched his shoulder with his hand.

The girl screamed. I glanced down and saw for the first time that there were wires from her body to a telephone between the vet's knees.

He was cranking it. I grabbed the wires and yanked damn near lifting the vet up with them before the wires separated from the phone, it clattered to the floor. Are you crazy? Bower's? I yelled. So just so you understand, these these telephone machines that you can power them by cranking them. It's an old school like telephone. And so that's where they have these. They're basically electroshock electro electrocuting her. Are you crazy? Bower's. I yelled.

Sir, I. What the hell kind of crap are you pulling here, sir? I go get ok. OK. Sir, Major O'Kane says I don't give a damn what he says. You go get him. I said I turned to comedy and knock this off until this thing is settled. Bauer's left and Kamandi the vet and I followed him out of the hall, leaving the girl alone in the little room. In a moment, Bower's return.

Major O'Kane isn't here. He said, Where the hell is he? He's gone down to brigade, sir. And behind him, through the open doorway, I saw the major getting into a jeep. I left too, and walked down to Franklyn's office, where, not surprisingly, Oken was still deep in conversation with the deputy commander, Franklin signaled to me to hold up until he was finished. When Oken left, Franklin called me in and immediately began screaming.

We were right back where we left off, you son of a bitch, he ranted. You dirty, rotten son of a bitch. How many times if I want you to stay the hell away from me, where have your top cut off?

It seemed like the time for accuracy four times, sir. I said it. Did you understand? Yes, sir. But I understand torture to. I don't give a shit about that. I sir. God damn it, Herbert. Don't you sir? Me. I gave you a direct order. Did you understand it? Yes, sir. But they were torturing a Vietnamese. Did you personally see them torturing this girl? At least he knew it had been a girl.

Yes, sir. They US soldiers? No, sir. This Vietnamese. God damn it, Herbert, how many times must I explain the rules of land warfare to you over here? What the Vietnamese do is none of our damn business. But sir, the guy was cranking this phone generator while Bowers was who was cranking the generator? This interpreter, I guess. And was he Vietnamese? Yes, sir. But. And was Bower's cranking? No, sir.

But then, God damn it, that's the end of it. I said that's all there is to know. He lifted his hand. He shook his finger. One more goddamn interference, Herbert. And you're all washed up. And am I understand. No, sir, I don't. Carmody was did you see Carmody crank the phone? No, sir. Did you see any other crank that phone?

No, sir. Then what's your bitch? It was the first time I'd had to really compose a sentence.

For one thing, I told him it was a violation of US Army directives as well as Geneva Accords and the rules of land warfare. And for another, I finished. It just isn't army. Oh, you son of a bitch. You said you're so goddamn righteous. You never did anything like that, right? No, sir, I haven't. He slapped the girl in. And you never have Harvat, is that correct? That is correct, sir.

I but you saw Kakhaber de slapper huh. Yes sir I did. And and so all at once you're the judge, the jury and the executioner. Is that correct Herbert. No sir. I know sir. I know sir. I know sir. I tell you what you are Herberg you're a disloyal and you're maybe getting kind of old. You just can't stomach it anymore. What the hell is the matter with you? Look, he said with relative benevolence in his voice, let me explain.

These are the enemy. Even you must be able to understand that, right? These are the guys who killed your buddies. Whom did she kill, sir? God damn it. I'm talking about the enemy in general, he said, raising his hand. Let me put it this way. There v.C. I decided there was no sense in carrying out this farce any further, and we were supposed to be soldiers and we are supposed to be soldiers, sir, American soldiers.

I want to make a charge. I'd like to charge charge my ass, you've already made a charge and now it's an investigation and I'll take care of that, not you. You just be able to back your mouth with sworn verified testimony. Sure. I said, sir, any time. Yeah, so, again, it's very strange, not very strange, but you can see this guy, he's seems to be trying to do the right thing, but man, he's making some enemies.

It.

I guess big, big part of it is me trying my best to look at it from all or more than just Herbert's perspective, and you kind of got to admit when you think about it, where, you know, when like when you're in a complex situation and you have like a goal and then you have all these rules and sometimes those rules do get kind of looked over some of on a smaller level.

Right. And sometimes it can be more efficient.

Meanwhile, you've got this guy who's kind of by the book, and most people are like most people aren't pretty. I almost want to say everybody's not going to be by the book hundred percent of the time, OK, in one way or another.

Yep. And you get a group of people and they're carrying out a goal, whatever. And and it's working and it's working out and they're OK. Well, that's an assumption. Yeah, because it doesn't because because let's face it, if we just look at how well the battalions are doing. His battalion's doing the best and he's kind of flying the righteous path, yeah, yeah, fully in. And yeah, this is this particular story of Saddam Hussein in general.

OK, and then you get whether it be a new guy or just somebody there who's always like, how should this not in micromanaging but like nit picking certain things. And it kind of jams up your whole approach to what you're doing. Sure, it could be better or not or whatever, but it becomes kind of a nuisance, you know.

Well, well, OK. I mean, I see what you're saying, but let's let's remember that this guy is witnessing murders, tortures, sexual assaults, which I didn't really cover rapes, which I didn't really cover.

But they're in here. He's he's seeing all kinds of horrible shit. This isn't somebody this isn't all of these people are kind of bending the rules to get the job done. This ain't that. And this ain't that. Yeah.

Fully. And that's what I saw. And that's what I mean. Just what you said, like people bending the rules to get the job done. Kind of a thing. Right? We we understand that. Yes. And he understands it. Right.

Remember the guy that got told, hey, bring back the mermaids on your patrol and and the guy says, this is stupid? And Herbert says, well, it's an order. And he says, fuck them.

Remember that part he's done with bending the rules if the rules don't make sense, right?

Yeah, fully in. And yes, that is true. And we've got a good bird's eye view of the whole deal for sure. But the guy this guy that he's talking to, Franklin.

Yeah. Franklin from his perspective, he might be looking at it as, hey, we're bending the rules to get the job done. He might be genuinely feeling that.

She might be. He might be. Now, what you have to fall back on is you have to you have to fall back. And this is a tough one. You have to fall back not only on what is the right thing to do, but you also have to bounce that off of what is legal. Oh, yeah, OK, so for the young leaders out there, especially military leaders, but this applies to anything. This applies to business because look, there's things there's things you do in business where, oh, there's the right thing to do and then there's the wrong thing to do and then there's the legal thing to do.

Yeah, criminal.

And then, yeah, there's the criminal thing to do. So when you're doing something, hey listen, I can explain this or, you know, the the CNN test.

Have you ever heard of this before. Look, if I can go on CNN and say, hey, this is why I made this decision and you don't feel shame because of what you did, that's definitely part of the test.

The other thing you've got to remember is what is legal, because if you let and this is something you can tell your your your employees or your troops, you've got to remember about what's legal because someone that should steer because, look, if if if you're let's say you're a..

You're in a platoon, you're out on a target and you find somebody that's killed Americans. Right.

They freaking kill. They have the bodies and you catch them with the bodies and with a freaking bloody knife. There's almost no one that would say, OK, I don't feel like killing those bad guys, right? There's a guy with a bloody knife. You see them killing Americans to say, hey, do the right thing. A lot of people like I don't know what the right thing to do is. We kill that guy. We execute him.

You have to you have to remember that that is not legal. You are not allowed to do that. So you have to get your people to understand that regardless of how you feel. It's not just a CNN test because that kind of pass the CNN test, hey, I showed up. This guy had killed a bunch of Americans and we freaked. We I shot him. And you can that's the way it is. And I feel no shame because of it.

You pass the CNN test, guess what you can still go to.

You can still go to jail. It's legally wrong. So as a leader, what you have to do is you have to sort of merge all these ideas into one final thought.

And you have to take the fact that, hey, what? This is not legal to do this. Hmm. This is not legal to do this.

Now, there's other ways we could come up with scenarios where doing the legal thing still isn't the right thing. And it's it's actually wrong.

It's wrong to do that, and sometimes you may have to break that rule, but what we're talking about here is they're doing things that are not legal. Yeah. So regardless of how you feel, you're doing something that is not legal on a very in a very big way.

These aren't minor charges. These are war crime scenarios, which. Right. This isn't like, hey, we bent the rules.

We left some freakin mermaids out in the field, which is pretty easy to argue. Right. Hey, listen, my guys were already tired. We were going to carry these things. It was going to bog us down. We had a better chance of getting ambushed, was going to be a problem. I left them. OK, got it. That's not war crimes. If so, there's a there's a difference, yeah, yeah, there does.

There comes a point where it gets like you just can't defend certain things, you know?

And yeah. Especially when you're talking about like you've got to remember, though, it's not even just that you can't defend him, because if I roll up and I find an ISIS fighter that killed three people, you can defend that all day. You can defend. Oh, yeah, I saw him. I shot him. He killed three Americans. I saw him doing it. You can defend that all day long, but it's not legal. So now you've got to deal with the ramifications, whatever those are.

Yeah.

You're seeing the movie Cobra. No, come on, Sylvester Stallone, Cobra. I have not seen it.

Dang, I watch Platoon, you watch Cobra.

No, not deal. So there's a fight. Lose a fight in the beginning where this psycho guy takes over the supermarket or whatever. Right. And Cobra is kind of one of these guys.

He uses excessive force, you know, kind of like Demolition Man.

Same actor, by the way, Sylvester Stallone either way.

So Cobra ends up killing this guy. Right. And then the press comes, not CNN, but the press comes in. They're trying to interview Cobra and they're like he's like, hey, did you have to kill him? You know, did you have to die or did you know, you know, he has a right to live and all this stuff or whatever. And he's like, yeah, you did you use excessive force? And he's like, I use everything I have.

And he's like, hey, you know, like people are are protected. You are entitled to protection by the law or whatever.

And he says so he grabs the recorder and unwraps or he uncovers like one of the bodies. Right.

And he's like, you tell that to his family, huh? He passed the CNN test, is what I'm saying. Yeah, I think it was legal, too, though technically it depends on your situation. It was like borderline. So yeah, I don't want to go into the movie.

What happened to your Cobra off the hook or nothing like that. But nonetheless, that's the CNN test, it seems. Yeah.

No, that so so the CNN test is but it's not a it's not a unilateral test that just because they passed the test, it's OK.

That's what I'm trying to explain to young leaders. It's not just the CNN test, it's the CNN test.

Plus it's the legal test. Is what you're doing legal or is it illegal?

And if it's illegal, there are going to be repercussions even if you pass the CNN test. So as a leader, you've got to pay attention to those things and what you have to do is keep your troops out of trouble, that's incumbent upon you to keep your troops out of trouble. Because they might be reacting emotionally and you're the one that's supposed to rein them in and make sure that they're not getting not not doing things that are illegal. And I'm not saying those things are deserved, you know, you find somebody just killed three Americans, that that ISIS member deserves to die.

We get it not legal. Yeah, not allowed. So where do these go in? And my original point was like Franklin, maybe to him it was he was quote unquote, like I said, maybe bending a few rules or turning a blind eye to just small minor things.

And the means kind of justify the ends scenario.

And yeah, I agree. I think that's true. We're going to remember we're slitting a girl's throat with.

Yeah, yeah.

Oh, we have to leaders have to lead their troops to make sure that they are not just doing the right thing, that they're not just passing the CNN test, but they are also doing what's legal. Otherwise there's going to be repercussions.

That's just that's just the way it is. That's the reality. All right. Back to the book, when I remember the folly of it all, now I rationalize a bit and tell myself that there wasn't enough time to be fully sensitive to the finality of death, for instance, to say that it had not been a very important day because the second battalion had but two and vah kills now seems ludicrous. It was a damn important day for those two dead men when even just one man died or got his fingers blown off, his leg shattered or hearing impaired, or his eyes bloodied and blinded.

It was one hell of a costly battle, especially if you happen to be the guy who got it that day.

It's something generals and presidents can never understand. Only mothers, fathers, brothers, sons, daughters and wives. Maybe if I were a general or a president who never went to war with his men or who never risked paying the same price, maybe I'd want to convert the whole damn show into a statistical table to be read solemnly by some broadcaster every Thursday night. Generals and presidents are fine for explaining to all of us those things that we ought to be willing to die for, but when the war is over.

All that's left are statistics, and the generals and the presidents are always among the living.

If anything has happened to our country as a result of the Vietnam War, it is that our national infection, with the sickness of the numbers game, we reduced the blood and the suffering and the death and destruction to mere ciphers. And in doing so, we reduced our own souls. Numbers don't die, people do. Columns of figures don't disintegrate in the explosion of a bomb. Human beings do. Statistics don't bleed.

And if you make your war a war of numbers, you will have no trouble sleeping. Most generals and presidents slept well. So this stuff is continuing on and in another mind boggling plot twist, on April 2nd, nineteen sixty nine, Barnes gave me a letter of commendation from General Connors, who had replaced General Peer's as the commander of the 1st Field Force Victor. He also handed me a letter from Peer's, which had come all the way from the States.

Piers was quite complimentary, and Barnes added that the Second Battalion was the best in the brigade and that I was the best battalion commander he had personally ever known. So that's Franklin's boss named.

Then he handed me his own letter of commendation. The scoresheet for the brigade, which again listed the 2nd Battalion as the top battalion and the official IG report, which listed the 2nd Battalion as the tops in the brigade. He also assured me that I would very soon begin reaping the awards rewards for my efforts, as he called them. He said the Distinguished Service Cross was being prepared and the general already had a verbal assurance it would be approved.

He's getting some love. I went back to the battalion and sat down with warm ice, this bourbon. My God, what was happening? Two months of nothing but crap. And now all this in one day, maybe things really were going to be different. Maybe the brigade was going to shape up with less than two and a half months to go. Sweetness and light were in the air and there were signs that everything was going to be OK.

But something else gnawed at me.

I had reported eight atrocities or war crimes or whatever the hell they wanted to call them, the abuse of the detainees at N.K., the three torture incidents, the murders, the looting, the alleged murder of a young lieutenant and the alleged execution of the detainee in the custody of the hero. Lieutenant, if I could get those things cleared up, I'd really be up to date. And I knew I'd better get my statements down soon or I'd have to get them in writing from back in the States, taking time out of the command and general staff college in Leavenworth.

And I didn't expect to have that kind of time. So, yeah, this all comes really clear right now. I went down on the morning of April 3rd, so the next day to talk to Franklin about them, sir, I jokingly said when I entered your best battalion commander of yesterday would like to have a talk with you today, OK?

Sure, Herbert, come in, he said, have a seat. I sat down where he indicated it was only it was the only chair in the room. What's on your mind? The eight allegation, sir, the atrocities I reported, I want atrocities, he interrupted, what the hell are you talking about? Atrocities, etc, and I take them off one by one, counting them on my fingers as I went. Sir, I'm going home in less than two weeks and most of the other witnesses have already gone.

I'd like to get my part wound up now while I still have time and things are going kind of slow.

God damn it, Tony said the investigations are ongoing, what more can I do?

The next morning, when I reported Barnes was behind his desk and Franklin was in the chair to his right, it was quick. Colonel Herbert, the general, said, I'm going to replace you as the commander of 2nd Battalion. I felt the blood drain from my head replacer. You mean relieved? Not relieved. Tony replaced. I'm giving you a maximum efficiency report and sending you to Saigon. They hit me like a ton of rocks. It is is it over the allegations I've made, Sir Franklin leaped to his feet screaming.

That's right, you son of a bitch. You and your goddamn lies about Beachum and Crouch and all the rest. That poor lieutenant and every other one of your damn lies and exaggerations.

So clearly, they were buttering him up, hey, you've done great, you're our best battalion we've got you give you a maximum efficiency report like you're the best guy. How about you just freakin keep your mouth shut? These allegations. And then when he brings them up again, they realize he's going to stick to his guns. I felt called an empty than a wave of relief swept over me and calm set. And I stared at Franklin as though he were an insect.

And I tried to speak as deliberately and as coolly as I could. I'm not talking to you, sir. I'm trying to speak to my commander, General Barnes. It stopped Franklin's ranting and he gave me the chance to turn back to Barnes. Sir, the very least you owe me as a complete investigation to see who really is telling the lies and exaggerating. The general had his head down over his desk, scribbling on a piece of note paper.

Colonel Franklin has already investigated all your charges, and I'm satisfied, he said, reaching out and handing me the note.

You'll be out on the landing zone in one hour. There are two planes leaving for Saigon today. You'll be on one of them. Your records will be ready for you and N.K. when you're in Saigon or AUSNC. When you get there, you report to Colonel Lou Ashely.

In Saigon, it's on the note, sir, I said I have a battalion I've signed for over a million dollars worth of materials and equipment, I just can't clear out in an hour. Franklin broke in one hour, Herberg one hour you'll be picked up under arrest and taken out by the provost marshal. One hour, Barnes said again I saluted. Don't do me any favors with the efficiency report. I intend to see you all again. So even though they said, we're going to back, we're going to let you out of here with a good evaluation, he's saying don't even.

This dude does not play as I walk back to the battalion, I told myself it was important to remain calm, cool and collected. I knew I had them both just as long as I didn't blow it. They had gone far beyond their authority in removing me without any grounds for relief. I was convinced by then that it had to be something more than any allegations of atrocities. Hell, everybody knew about them anyways. Somebody else would be bringing them up again and soon if they thought that by getting rid of me, they were also getting rid of the shame of what had occurred then they that they had got it under the rug.

They neither understood me nor the army. At that point. I still had faith in the system. I walked over to the talk.

Ernie had most of the officers gathered in the briefing room. He had already told them, look, I began, there's no time to screw around. You know, I've been given the boot. That's why I wanted to talk to you all right away. I've only got about fifteen minutes more before I have to get out of here, but I wanted to take some time to thank you and get the chance to shake as many of your hands as I could before I have to go.

There were some protests and a few remarks about quitting. I stifled that quickly. The Army has a system of military justice and rules and regs, so none of you need to go off half cocked and try and take things into your own hands. Nobody quits either. Just keep thinking about the battalion. That's what's important, not me. If you're if you quit, you're letting down not only me, but every last one of those grunts out here, they have to stay.

They can't quit. You can. But many of them need you. And the guy who replaces me is going to need you. It's not going to be his fault what happened to me. So stick with the battalion and stick with him and stick with them. I said, waving toward the boonies. I started shaking hands. In the in the landing zone area, men all along the ground were lined up, pulling off smoke canisters of every color in the rainbow.

There were maybe one hundred men out there and one hundred smokes.

It was their honour's smoke. When the troops were coming back after a kill, they buzzed the field with a smoke on each skid. And when one of their own left, they lit one to five, depending on how well he was like light, plus his reputation as a fighter.

And I was looking down on at least one hundred of them, knowing all the time that nobody was that good but choked up with appreciation nevertheless.

I waved and they waved back. The pilot banked the ship again and I sat against the wall rigging and wiped my eyes. We landed in Saigon a bit before nine o'clock that evening, and although I shouldn't have been feeling like a bastard on Father's Day, I didn't, although I should have been feeling like a bastard on Father's Day, I didn't. I was relieved in more ways than one, I suppose. I reasoned that if Barnes and Franklin had hated me that much, I was better off out of the outfit.

I had the marbles in my pocket. They had nothing to fall back on but their own lies and falsifications.

I knew I had been lucky. I could have had accidental kills of women and children or other noncombatants, and they would have had me had the marbles in their pockets. I could have ranked second or third on the IG inspection. I could have had a high court martial rate or accident rate or large number of article 15s or delinquency reports from the military police or any one of a number of other things that could have been used against me. But I've been lucky, frankly.

I'm used. I had let Franklin. I must have let his personal dislike for me get the best of him. It had forced him into a premature confrontation that I was bound to win.

I was bound to win. Well, it was not that clear cut, it was not that clear cut at all and.

The book goes on and it goes into a lot of detail.

And there are all kinds of further accusations and counteraccusations, and they end up making sworn statements against herbut, including him leading the killing of civilians, so they start making accusations against him.

And this is and again, these documents are in this book, that's one of the things that makes this book so good, is it's got all this actual documentation here. They they recommend revoking his orders. They recommend removing his opportunity to to lead or be in command.

Again, General Russell, who's the overall decision maker on the case, agrees with the accusatory statements. Kills Colonel Herbert's career, so the idea that he was bound to win now actually doesn't work out that way.

Colonel Herbert fights it, he fights this, spends a bunch of his own money. So and then he goes on the offense.

Because he wanted investigations before, now he goes on the offense charges, brings charges up against Colonel Franklin, 14 separate specifications, including failure to report murders and torture. He does the same thing to General Barnes failla, failure to report war crimes on multiple occasions. So he's going on the offense. It gets national publicity.

It's in the news. The lead investigator for the army, this guy by the name of Major Carl Hensley, according to the book and I hate to say that I'm just because I don't know what I don't know what the truth is.

According to the book, this guy, Major Carl Hensley, had told herbut like, look, we believe you.

You're right, we can win this thing. And then he kills himself. Kills himself with a shotgun, you can you can look that one up, it's in a New York Times press briefing. Major Carl Hensley suicide.

Ends up all the charges are eventually dropped against both Barnes and Franklin. Colonel Franklin eventually relieved from his command for throwing a Vietnamese body out of out of a helicopter.

In Vietnam. And again, this guy was the most decorated from what I could find in research, most decorated officer from his West Point class, 1950. 1991, by the way, Colonel Franklin convicted and spent five years in prison for a securities scheme scam being swindled about 100 people out of millions of dollars. So there's like a you know, you see these questionable characters characteristics.

So all the charges. So imagine this, all the charges against Barnes and Franklin get dropped. But Herbert is not charged with making a single false statement.

So all these things that he had said, he never gets charged for making a false statement, but the charges get dropped.

He goes kind of public, does a bunch of interviews, eventually he's retired or he retires.

You know, he's done with the army. He gets eventually he gets interviewed on 60 Minutes by Mike Wallace. And this is freaking crazy, so they have and I've tried to find this, I've been able to find it, but I read about it. They have. Herbert getting interviewed by Mike Wallace, he kind of tells his story and then out of the other room they bring Major Grimshaw, who was part of the unit, who comes out and says, yeah, look, I worked for Herbert, I know Herbert, I respect Herbert.

But what he said isn't true. So so now who is supposed to believe so? Herbert Seus Mike Wallace on 60 Minutes for libel, it's a 13 year court case, it's a 13 year court case.

Eventually gets all the way to Supreme Court and Herbert loses the case. Herbert eventually made it, he became a clinical psychologist and also a police psychologist, dies of cancer, June 7th, 2014. Just about the whole thing is a travesty. And I guess the best thing we can do is. What can we learn from it? What can we learn from it? I would say the obvious lesson here is. Put your ego aside and build relationships with people.

Now, you might say, well, these people were doing wrong. OK, so what what good do you do when you just form an antagonistic relationship?

Could you have more influence over them or less influence over them? You have less.

So if you can build a relationship with people now, listen, this is again, this is so freaking hard. This is what makes leadership part of these. If there's people that are doing things that are immoral, illegal, unethical, OK, what are you going to do? You can do what Herbert did, stand up to him and guess what, he gets fired. Now, he has no influence over the situation. Because if you think, like, you have to stop that, that's my moral obligation to stop this stuff from happening was did Colonel Herbert stop it from happening?

No, instead, he's gone, he has no more influence who took who took over his battalion? Some yes man went to Colonel Franklin's, you know, boys that came in and started toeing the party line, so. Friggin disaster. It's a it's just a disaster, you get you get the high ground great, you got the high ground and then you and then you look down on people and you get an antagonistic relationship with them. Yeah, and there's all that all the stuff is documented, you've got to read the book and I'm sure we could have more discussions, maybe we will, maybe we'll bring something, maybe we'll find somebody that was there that knows more about it.

I know that, look, there's two sides to every story, too. I mean, you you were you pointed out, you know, what were they just trying to get the job done? Is was he exaggerating some of this stuff? I don't know. I don't know. My original take was that this guy is like a hack, my original information that I got was this guy was a Hackworth type individual.

From that was from from Colonel, how his. Herbert had worked for his grandfather, right? So this is where we get right now that we go off. I don't know.

I don't know.

I know that leadership is a freaking challenge. I know that. And this book proves it. I hate this feeling, Echo, Charles. Mm hmm. The kind of empty feeling I'm sure you don't like. Yeah.

And so I don't like when I can't really identify the truth, I kind of like it.

Yeah. And that's kind of why I did think about that. We're thinking about the other people's perspective, you know.

And with that kind of you kind of think like, how did how did let's say that the guy is like all wrong. Like, because let's face according to the story, it kind of sounds like they're almost like corrupt almost where they're like, hey, who cares, you know, kind of thing.

So it's like, what was the what?

We just have a straight up corrupt military is that we've seen like in that little. That's absolutely what he's saying. Yeah. So we're no uncertain terms. He's saying that.

Yeah. But in law, which is horrible for us to think that this entire division or this entire brigade at a minimum was corrupt.

Yeah. And that's and that's what I'm thinking. But the reality is like these aren't like bad people. Like most people aren't just bad people who are just, like, destined for corruption or whatever. It's almost like you kind of got to consider how did they get there?

The why is it like that?

It's not because they're just these evil people who finally got their position of power and now can just exploit weakness and nothing like that.

But you take and you put all these factors in place, like the fact that, hey, if you go do this tour, you're going to get promoted, you're going to get more money. You've got to go do this. And when you get over there, well, what's the best way to get a good evaluation? You get a good evaluation by doing what everyone else is doing. You know, you don't want to stick your head up and be the one that gets draws a bunch of attention.

So if that's what we're doing, you know, it's an expression that you use. You use this expression. That's what we're doing. You know, like you'll say, oh, that's I thought that's just what we were doing. Yeah. You use that expression sometimes. Well, that's a normal thing for people to feel.

Look, that's what we're doing, OK? That's what's everyone else is doing. I'm OK. Yeah. If we're going to let the Vietnamese kind of run and do whatever they want, if that's what we're doing, I don't want to be the one that's drawn a bunch of attention to myself. It ain't about me. So I'm just going to kind of sit back and let it happen. Yeah. So people get in that mode and you lose vision.

Here's the other thing. Like how much confidence do you have in yourself to say, like, hey, everyone here is wrong? Everyone here that's letting this happen is wrong.

You know, how do you not feel like wait a second. There's, you know, a brigade of 5000 people here and everyone's kind of down with what's happening. And I'm the person that's not there's something wrong here. Maybe it's wrong. Maybe there's something wrong with me.

Yeah. You know, and you get the momentum and the inertia of you get the inertia of, hey, hey, we're going to get a new battalion commander soon enough to worry about this guy, he'll be gone. He's going to we're going to be here for six months. Well, what are we trying to do, make money? Right. We can run these little scams and make some money. We we just want to have the time pass so I can move on.

I can just be done with my job. Trust me, that's that's a real thing. Even in today's military, like, have you ever heard the zero defect, zero defect model where it's like, oh, yeah, we're going to promote someone that has had no mistakes.

So if you're over on deployment, if you're in Iraq or you're in Afghanistan and you want to get promoted and there's a mission to go do.

And you get to decide whether you go do that mission or not. Do you think you should do it or not? Oh, yeah, got it. Yeah. So if you don't basically if you don't take that much action, you don't won't make that many mistakes and you can have the zero defect record. You have the zero defect record.

I went on deployment. I did four missions. They all went well, get a Bronze Star, go home, get a good evaluation and we're good to go or I'm going to go over there.

I'm going to do a hundred missions. Every single one of those missions is a freakin challenge. By the way, if you're doing for missions, you can kind of handpick what you do. Ten missions, you do twenty missions, you're hand-picked. I'll get this one. So I'm not bad. I'm not a bad area. We've got really good intel. Looks good. All right. We'll go ahead and execute this one.

Right. If you're going to do 100 hundred missions, you're going, OK, look, this one's a little bit more high risk, but we're going to go it seems like it will make an impact. We'll go execute it.

Yeah, there's a tendency, not a tendency. There's a possibility that you say, you know what, look, I don't want to have anyone to get hurt. I don't want to have any bad you know, I don't have any negatives on my evaluation. I just want to get my job done and move on. You know, I want to punch the ticket. So you end up doing 14 missions and you did your job good for you.

And now you get your ticket punched and you go home and everyone's good. And by the way, when you get home, because what everyone says, hey, he did it.

He was a he was a company commander. He was a battalion commander. He did a job. He's a combat experience veteran, as he said. All right. So now you're kind of on a pedestal.

A little bit, yeah. Even though you really don't know anything. So what I'm saying is the system, even more so in Vietnam, was all set up where, hey, get over there, keep your mouth shut, go with the flow, fit in with the crew. Yeah.

And that's why Hackworth had such a freaking issue with it.

And so did Herbert make sense?

It's almost like they should maybe think about and I'm saying this with complete ignorance, by the way, but they should change the little system to be, you know, like diving.

Everyone's diving like at an Olympics or whatever diving platform, whatever they have, they have difficulty level and the difficulty level. Exactly right. So you get a score for difficulty level. And if the difficulty level is low, you're not going to get a high score, you know. Yeah, yeah, it's true. And that's fine. Again, the system is really it's very easy for the system to fall back into a zero defect mentality, a risk averse mentality, because, look, I could go on deployment tomorrow and circumstances could be that there's just not a lot going on.

And so we did for missions, not because we weren't aggressive, but because there wasn't that many missions to do. And so I come back and you can't look down on me. You can't say, well, gee, only did for missions. I did all the ones that I could. I was aggressive as I could possibly be. We only did four. Yeah. You go on deployment, there's you could do one hundred missions, but you only do four.

You come back and as many as JoCo. We're good to go and I'm the overall leader. I wasn't there so I'm looking at go. Hey I voted for docketed for hey these guys are equivalent. We're going to go move on. Meanwhile you were super risk averse, didn't take any chances, really didn't impact the battlefield and you're going to get the same recognition. So it's a very difficult thing to do. It's a very difficult thing. And you can see you can see that Vietnam just got so wrapped up in this this careerism of, hey, go do your time, keep your mouth shut, get you know, go with the flow.

Yeah. And that's that was one of the missions that we're doing.

OK, we're doing that kind of mission. Cool. Oh, we got it. We got guys smoking pot.

No one really seems to notice that we guys were smoking pot like it's just bad across the board.

Yeah. And a lot of it has to do with what is our mission. What is our mission? Why, what what what means we want yeah, what means we want if you don't even know what means you want, how are you going to you know, if if you went on a football field and you didn't know what how if you didn't know how to score a goal, what would you do.

Yeah. What would you do? You wouldn't be able to do anything you want, but as long as you know, hey, here's where you're trying to get to. OK, got it. Give me that ball. Move it down the field. I move it a yard down the field. I'll move it an inch down the field. You're at least know which direction you're moving in.

If you get told, hey, go out in that field, no one tells you where the end zone is. Yeah, right. No one tells you. So what are you going to do?

So as a leader, you got to take that into account, you got to make sure people know what the mission is, you got to know what the strategy is. When you better know why you're going to war, you better make that perfectly clear when you're going. Check. Empty feeling sorry.

I don't like it.

All right, so what else can we do? This is just a break in.

Well, speaking of empty feelings, I have one to three cans of empty two and a half cans of empty discipline go and someone to take this opportunity to tell our people what discipline bingo is.

All right.

I'm glad because I'm just I had some, too, but I still feel empty.

Still empty. Certainly it's all good. Oh, well, OK. I won't start with discipline. Go. How about that. We'll just talk about Jakov, you in general. Look, we're on the path. We're learning stuff lessons hard and easy by the way.

Obviously we're hoping man.

Yeah well you know how they say like. There is hard lesson like the hard lessons are the ones that are learned like the best. Yes, true. He who suffers, remember? Yeah.

So boom. So we're on the path, right? We're looking for lessons. We're learning from lessons learned from lessons from others. That's one of those efficiency things.

Yeah. There's some great leadership lessons in both these books, that's for sure. Like some like that thing about planning. If you if you let your team come up with a plan, they're invested. They have a real interest in seeing the plan succeed. That right there is gold. Read those books. Look, you come away feeling empty like I did. Let me fill in that hole a little bit there. I just did. I just filled in my own hole in my heart for getting to the end of the book by saying, hey, if you let your team come up with a plan and they have a material interest in making the plan succeed, there you go.

I feel better already.

So, yes, nonetheless, we're on the path. And through that path, a lot of people know about the path they don't walk the path. I saw that meme today and stuck in my head. But when we when we do walk the path, we may need assistance, assistance through, whether it be mentorship, guidance or supplementation support.

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Could you tell I was, like, not with you. Yeah, OK.

I'm just making sure I'm very used to that dynamic.

No, usually I'm paying attention to what you say. Well, it depends on what you mean by usually.

But, you know, anyway, the formula for getting stronger, if you sense that for me, it should be a nonverbal cue to talk fast and kind of wrap. Yeah, I thought that in the beginning.

But now you don't get while. Yeah, it's just what I don't care. I'm very used to have no material interest in moving this conversation along, which is fine.

I have a material interest, but it's very small nonetheless. The material formula for being strong is three things the correct exercise, the correct rest and recovery and the correct fuel, nutrition, fuel, food, fuel, ever. Yeah, Molk is part of that last part.

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Where are you supposed to get something on, like a plaque or something?

Oh yeah. The play button is something I think that's when you get to a certain amount of subscribers. I did not get it. No.

How many subscribers do you have to have? There's different plaque, so I think you get one.

I could be wrong like after ten or 100 thousand and then after a million, if I'm not mistaken.

And then after 10 million subscribers, how many do we have? We are.

We broke the threshold of one million. So technically we should have to play button somewhere, somewhere on here.

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And if you want more of my drawn out operations or you'll need more of EKOS questionable queries, you can find us on the website, on Twitter, on the ground and on Facebook. Ekos adequate. Charles, I am not a willink and thanks to all the people out there in the service of our nation around the world. And just try and remember that the enemies outside the wire and try and keep their egos in check and support each other and to our police and law enforcement, firefighters and paramedics and EMTs and dispatchers and correctional officers and Border Patrol and Secret Service and all first responders out there every single day.

Thank you for doing what you do so that we can do what we do.

And to everyone else. Listen. Antagonistic relationships do not help you in life, they don't help your mission, they don't help your team. If you don't agree with somebody on something, find something that you do agree on. Build bonds instead of breaking them. There is enough in the world trying to rip us apart. Fight that. It's how we all win in the end. And until next time, Zakho and JoCo out.